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# Statistics
Favourites: 38; Deviations: 157; Watchers: 74
Watching: 37; Pageviews: 14738; Comments Made: 397; Friends: 37
# Comments
Comments: 103
I'm still alive; Somewhere.
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I just realized that was a second account of mine. Go figure.
Hell.. I've changed a lot.
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What's the story? How are things?
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You know the feeling you get when you sit in a chair that someone else has only just been sitting in after an hour of aching feet? Or picking up a pay-phone that you've been trying to look busy as you can to not show needing it as your watching the previous user's back disappear down a street?
I'm resenting things I've always wanted once I've achieved them. Each time I'm utterly disappointed with a result, even though it's mostly more than I wished for before.
I got my motorcycle licence, but have yet to buy bike.
I've won an award, something I was striving for...but now I don't want to go and receive it.
It feels all superficial, I think it's just a part of being over 20...but I want my old life back. My old eyes. When I didn't know who/what I was. It was hard, but it was fuckloads more inciting to get up everyday and see what was thrown at me. Even if I was depressed, I'd still be just that little bit eager to see if things were lightening up.
I want what I had back (which wasn't much at all)...and all the things I have now, I'd gladly crush them down.
But if I were to do it, will I come to resent it like everything else?
...you truly do become the person you hate the most.
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Really? No edit button? ... Well, I'm sure you'll spot my typos.
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Damn, love.
To me, you haven't really changed. Your head has constantly been filled up with stuff like this and I never really understood it. We both live entirely different lives though and I haven't bet you, which would (if I had met you,) probably enlighten me on how you act and how I should look at the way you put things; along with what you're going through at that.
So you strive for something yet after achieving you feel spite for it and you shun it, as if you don't / never wanted it to begin with. Would it be the possibility that you simply wish to have goals in life, something to look forward to, and you hate the fact that it comes to an end once you reach that point?
You could always set more goals for yourself, to push yourself further. But don't strain too hard as you'll eventually work yourself to a breaking point; and I'm sure you did that last year if not before, back when it was extremely difficult to comprehend what you were speaking about.
If you took everything back, you would just be wanting what was taken; you'd strive for it again and get the same result. There's a pattern there, but is it healthy?-- Probably not. You should try to figure yourself out and understand yourself more as a person. Perhaps you'll reach a conclusion you'll be happy with.
As for now I suggest you either work on schooling (if you're still in college,) or maintain steady work and save for future installments of whatever you're going to be doing in your life.
Focusing on the "here and now" is not always the best thing.
-- My regards.
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Hallo i looked at some of ur deviants very GOOOOOD!
ps ur hot
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Just saying hi to a fellow Aussie
You've got some very thoughtful material in your gallery
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I know a few people in Tasmania. Awesome and small world. It was nice to meet you.
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Ah, that it is...mind you...can get a bit annoying when you meet someone "new" only to find out you live down the road from them.
But anyway, G'day.
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No worries, likewise.
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I tottaly loved that so now is one of my fav ones
"I'll do what i want cuz i can">3
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That's ok mate, you know you deserved it.
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your comment is soo fu*king true^^
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Thank you for the watch, I'm honoured
Will have to take a look through some of your new stuff
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No worries, great work.
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Hello, nice to meet you. I like your Deviations. I really enjoy it ^.^
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Hi!!just to say hello and to say that I like your gallery, you're so cute and I love tu your dog too, it's so cute!!
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Lol, thank you very much!
Let's keep it up, cheers!
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No problem, fantastic work!
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Thank you kindly for the lovely comments 
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No worries, and thanks! Your gallery is something to be commended too!!
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YESH, you put up a new journal.
No fairs' that you have Cheeseburgers. >>;; -_-;
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No worries, I'm not sure what's up with dA at the moment, but it seems that that Fav's aren't working properly. 
I'll try again later. ^_^"
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You need to make another journal entry. 
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