TellingScriptedLies In reply to Galidor-Dragon [2011-12-05 03:58:45 +0000 UTC]

You're most welcome! Your art is very inspiring!

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to RedTweny [2011-12-05 03:59:30 +0000 UTC]

Oh no problem at all!
And thank you for the llama!

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to beyzayildirim77 [2011-12-05 04:00:01 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to Murdersushi [2011-12-05 04:00:48 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome, lovely!

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to arteater1 [2011-12-05 04:08:36 +0000 UTC]

Oh Dennis you are the beautiful person! And not only was it an incredibly cute picture, I thought it was fantastic photography on your part. There's just an endless amount of good in you!

Ps, I'm only on here quick! I'm so very sorry I haven't been on in a long time! Though I always am! I miss our talks, I hope you're doing well and that your pets are doing ok too, give them lots of treats and hugs and cuddles from me too, hugs to you too!

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arteater1 In reply to TellingScriptedLies [2011-12-05 14:49:45 +0000 UTC]

I don't do as well when you're not around of course, but I'm hanging in there. How come you're not on anymore? I figure your giving your all to school now, and folks cut your internet time down. That stinks, but If I had kids, I'd do the same thing I guess.

I miss our talks as well, but as for your comment about having an endless amount of good in me. well, tons of people would disagree with you. I can do a lot of things well, and I'm pretty smart, but I still don't get along with adults very well. Kids and animals are the best, but adults are full of crap and lies, and are usually uncaring and mean if you get to know them at all. Whats so great is that every one of the billions of them here on this planet, are absolutely sure, they're smarter than the next person, and everyone else is an idiot except them.

If any of them had half a frigging brain, then why have they messed up this entire world so badly??? It isn't you kids that set the rules and made this place like it is.
What "you" are, and the youth of this generation are, is the only hope of ever fixing this up-side down, phony, bullshit society the other generations allowed to happen, and now just grab any wealth for themselves, and forget even there own families.

My cat Hanna is healthy again and doing fine. She sleeps way too much of course, and doesn't play like she used to, but she's such a loving, gentle, sweet cat, and I love her too.

I just gave her a kiss and hug, and tuna fish from you, and she's a happy camper right now.
YOu be good and I miss you, and know just how important you are in this world. You're loved by so many.
Your friend....denn

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to z4gnut [2011-10-18 03:44:13 +0000 UTC]

You're very much welcome

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to arteater1 [2011-10-02 06:27:27 +0000 UTC]

I know and I feel so bad for not being able to come on much.. I keep having problems with both my internet and my life so I usually just come on here with my cell phone but it's hard to message back with it..
I'm not okay. School sucks. I'm so stressed and unstable from it, it just worsens my other problems. I break down nearly every day now because I keep falling so behind and then I think of my future and I don't see myself going anywhere anyway.. I don't know what to do with myself.
I'm really hoping you're doing well though, I miss talking to you..

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arteater1 In reply to TellingScriptedLies [2011-10-02 14:33:09 +0000 UTC]

I've told you so many times to come and talk to me and together we can help these things some. You get depressed and won't come on here and things just get worse my dear..
YOU MUST STOP seeing a negative future for yourself. It's funny because I see your future as being bright and beautiful. YOU have NO idea about your future yet hun and can't know what it is anyhow. None of us can see the future. All we have is this very moment in time. Tomorrow isn't here yet and yesterday is gone.......we only have right....now! Thats all there is dear. do your best and the future will take care of itself. YOU"re so frigging beautiful anyhow that I promise you something great will happen to you to make a wonderful future for you.
Tell me why our falling behind???
Is it because your not too smart...or....not enough study......or too many problems to concentrate well.....or the subjects are too hard....or you just don't put in the effort??????

Lets figure this out and then do something about it. YOU can do this and people do love you and care and you have to fight this and you're NOT alone.
All my love and kindness.....denn

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to arteater1 [2011-10-04 03:29:28 +0000 UTC]

I know, I'm sorry.. just most of the time, all I want to do is just isolate myself from everything and I know that's not right.. ><
And it's amazing that you could see all of that for me, I can only imagine myself not getting anywhere and constantly being alone.
Thank you for the faith in me anyhow.. I know I should be 'living in the moment' but there's always something keeping me from that.
And recently it just feels as if everyone just gets upset with me and leaves and I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know what anyone wants from me so I just try to stay away so I don't upset them more.

And well I'm taking all University level classes so they are brutally hard compared to last year to start off with and then I can never concentrate on how to do any of it and I don't have any motivation whatsoever to end up even trying anyway.. I just want to give up on it all. And in the class I'm JUST passing by like 1% the teacher doesn't even explain anything to the class so I never understand..

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arteater1 In reply to TellingScriptedLies [2011-10-04 03:37:03 +0000 UTC]

Then dear...YOU have to go to the counselor and tell her or him whats going on. Tell them this is over my head right now or I need a tutor and go back to regular class's for the year or something..
YOU HAVE TO GO TALK TO THEM or this can ruin you with the mind tricks this is playing with you. The fact is that NO ONE EVER remembers or know what you did in high school. Believe it or not...no one cares, except for the colleges and getting in standards.

You must take everything one day at a time and find someone to study with and put in more time I guess. Do meditations and deep, deep breathing and no drugs or drinking and exercise some each day to burn off the anxiety.
We can make a plan and do this.... I know you can
I know you can do anything you wish if you give it your best. Others believe in you also but just think of talking to them in school and maybe dropping a class or two so lighten the load. We can think of all kinds of things to do...so be happy.

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to arteater1 [2011-10-04 04:34:50 +0000 UTC]

I've tried asking for help before from the two classes I'm struggling most with, but the one teacher gets angry at you if you don't understand the problems which makes me feel even more like shit and the other teacher is never around to even ask.. I've talked to my friend about going to guidance with them as well to get help for a class but we don't know yet..

I'm trying.. I'm actually looking into starting a form of meditation because I'm so stressed all the time now.. and I go for walks as much as I can and I actually think it's helped some for the past little while.. and no worries, I'm staying far away from drugs and alcohol. I have enough problems already haha.
I feel really lucky to have you here by me to help me through things like this >< it means a lot.
Let me know how you're doing too and if you need anything. I'm here.

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arteater1 In reply to TellingScriptedLies [2011-10-04 14:36:15 +0000 UTC]

YOu come first this time and I'm doing okay for now.
You must go see a school counselor and tell them honestly whats going on. SHE CAN HELP!!
The teachers often times think it's you and not them and get upset.
LISTEN to me dear... What you're doing isn't working!!! We have to change direction and try something else. The course your on isn't helping you and learning should be fun and exciting and for you it isn't right now. It's stressful and upsetting. YOU can change this by going to see someone with some authority. Don't let this wait and I full know you're afraid to see someone but you can't keep going like this and this isn't working for you so lets get the courage up and go do it.
Believe it or not...there are people at that school that would love to help you. some of those very teachers have been where you are and know what it's like and would just love to make things easier for you. Trust me please.
YOu're a good one and we need you in this world to do something great. I believe in you too.

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to arteater1 [2011-10-18 03:42:54 +0000 UTC]

That's good, I hope you have been okay for the time I've been away too.. Again, I'm sorry for that.
I've tried looking into the school counselor but I'm not sure yet :/ I wanted to look more into the actual psychologist that comes in every other week but I don't know if I could do that. I honestly want something though..
And I actually went in the other day to my friend's class math teacher to help me a bit with what I'm stuck on but it's still so stressful because I don't get it and my teacher gets so frustrated with me and I just hate this..
I always tell myself I need to try harder but I never actually do, it's like I just don't wanna try anymore because it feels like my entire future is just going downhill from this year.
Thank you for the hope..

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arteater1 In reply to TellingScriptedLies [2011-10-18 14:57:55 +0000 UTC]

Okay, so this is what you do.
The psychologists is the best one, and you can tell them anything and they can't tell anyone else at all, (except for murder or bodily harm)
They can help you define why this may be happening also and if you can get at that...then the problem is all but gone.

The important thing is that YOU DO SOMETHING!! Sitting and going farther behind and crummy grades is too hard to make up at a certain point, so why would you let that happen. Go make an effort this week. Please go do at least something to try and help this.
If the teacher gets upset...then it's the teachers fault and not yours! NO FRIGGING TEACHER SHOULD EVER GET UPSET AT YOU TRYING.!! IF YOU DON'T GET IT THEN IT'S HER FAULT BECAUSE THIS IS HER JOB TO TEACH YOU.
If you won't try harder and just let it go and stay involved in the fun stuff or things you like then...not much can be done and you're in trouble.
This is on you to let someone know this isn't working and get help. If you don't then it's your fault my dear.

YOur future is so far from being wrecked that you'll never know.... NO one remembers these things in the future and high school grades are forgotten by everyone so fast.
YOU have chances to make things good but at some point it gets really hard so don't let this get out of hand. Will your mom and dad afford a private math guy for a couple of week???? They know how to teach too and there good.

YOur future is as bright as the sun in our skies but you have to help that process out...it's not done with magic my dear.

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to Z-studios [2011-09-18 00:19:00 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to Katie-0-o [2011-09-18 00:19:16 +0000 UTC]

My pleasure

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to Argonaut999 [2011-09-18 00:19:57 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome c:

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to angelkitten5679012 [2011-09-13 02:56:12 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome

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angelkitten5679012 In reply to TellingScriptedLies [2011-09-13 03:06:28 +0000 UTC]

Yay.

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to got2bheard [2011-09-13 02:12:59 +0000 UTC]

You're most welcome

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got2bheard In reply to TellingScriptedLies [2011-09-13 02:13:36 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to got2bheard [2011-09-13 02:25:16 +0000 UTC]

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got2bheard In reply to TellingScriptedLies [2011-09-13 02:26:02 +0000 UTC]

^^

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to PiecesOfAPoet [2011-09-12 21:51:09 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome dear

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PiecesOfAPoet In reply to TellingScriptedLies [2011-09-12 21:59:55 +0000 UTC]

And thank you for the Watch! ^^

~Flynn

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to PiecesOfAPoet [2011-09-12 22:40:16 +0000 UTC]

My pleasure completely!

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PiecesOfAPoet In reply to TellingScriptedLies [2011-09-13 06:42:47 +0000 UTC]

~Flynn

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PiecesOfAPoet In reply to TellingScriptedLies [2011-09-12 21:52:37 +0000 UTC]

~Flynn

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TellingScriptedLies In reply to alexandracser [2011-09-05 16:41:33 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome ^o^

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