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# Statistics
Favourites: 24; Deviations: 14; Watchers: 17
Watching: 58; Pageviews: 5705; Comments Made: 901; Friends: 58
# Comments
Comments: 237
I wonder if my diet is hindering me and those workouts I do, am I doing them right? And in life I crave these things, I take these things, I try to follow my instinct and do what is right and I just donβt know if it is worth it, where is it going why is it happening? Am I wasting something precious? It feels so special and wonderful I am so afraid I am spoiling it or making some wrong movesβ¦ Saying too much, too little, the wrong thingβ¦
I feel so strongly its her I need
nobody wants to be alone or they lose themselves getting drunk and stoned. They escape
into a world all their own where the sky falls down when they canβt escape anymore
to the same old scenes remind them of dead dreams somewhere in the past they had a chance and missed it like me they struggle now just to get a fix from the here and now animal world of reality, the very logically sound yet pointless dark matter of now.
Iβve been moody, condescending, distant, and constantly reprimanding of her actions because I am so scared I am going to make a mistake, things will work out for me no matter what, but I want this so bad, am I doing enough? Should I get out of here and go help her? If she doesnβt do these things and just sits and waits for me am I gonna have another damned robot on my hands? I donβt want to deal with this mess if it she is gonna be static
I feel out of place so purposeless
I feel drained and grey
I never do my best
I just crawl from each moment pissed and listless
I need more knowledge if I am to resist this
I canβt turn it down till my feet hit the ground
I canβt find the ground till I give her away
I donβt want to go but I donβt want to stay
Now all my pleasures last half as long
At the end of the day I donβt want to go on
Without this woman and all of lifeβs lies
I would simply lay down and beg to die
Even if the pleasureβs only temporary
Itβs a nightmare in this world alone
I lay on the ground like my knees are broken
when all it is comes down to a heart so swollen
What a sick thing to say Iβm a holy man
When sex of the flesh is my bodyβs demand
What right have I to claim I deny
When in truth without her I hate to survive
My nerves arenβt shot but I swear they malfunction
Something in her is needed nutrition
Without her scent without her touch
Colors and sounds refuse to stay lush
These things I seem to think I need
I feel so lost with nowhere to breed
It all comes down to basic greed
Without a ground to anchor me down
I just want to feel warm another day
I am black as a cloud raining down hate
How selfish Iβll look back and be
When tomorrow I awake from this dream
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keep up the good work
We are pebbles washed by the same ocean.
We are leaves brushed by the same wind.
We are clouds moving together.
We are artists.
Al
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Ever looked at [link] ? I've been trying to get an account but they won't email my fucking pasword or it won't go thru or something....sucks cause I'd like to put in my 2 cents lol
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rhomboid structures
mainly. thanks for the question.
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i have more to submit but there is no scanner again
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only 3 times that many and I will get all creeped out by the attention lavished upon me and run away again
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i dunno man, i was about to ask you the same thing...
ya know i peeped at your other acct(s) to find out that one had been invaded by some ALF!
anyways, it's pretty bullshit man, at first i didn't even know why i was banned and apparently neither of us no for how long.
in the past i usually would recieve a warning or 2 or 3... and then after pissing off someone like +mooboy i'd be banned for maybe a day or something. thinking back to my first few "PV" when i was told by ^ndifference (remember him?) that people could say whatever the hell they wanted to in notes and that's how !calmius came to be such a monster.
it's so GAY that shit can go down like this here...
from what i gathered that pathetic ~ elewyn person didn't decide to report until after you had sent her a note (is this true? what did you say?) which i've been told is a PRIVATE* matter. further disgusting is the fact that i got banned for the same reason. it's not as though i ever even encouraged you to write her a note or that you can't think for yourself. infact i pointed out from the start that i was confused as to why she hadn't just replied to me in notes.
in part to avoid a situation just like this...
the fact that you had just subscribed makes it all the more ridiculous not to mention that the "help" desk can't be reached...
maybe we should find a new place man, lemme know if you got any ideas
* speaking of private, i am also concerned that it has something to do with our (my) open discussions about (il)legal drug use. curious too, why they erased my interests from my page...
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hey remember me? the guy who almost died.
what sup
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if i could hide my recent dev and favorites and watchers
I would.
:acts like it matters:
:struggles to re-arrange:
:like couch cushions:
:The same in different places:
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beautiful.. beauitiful, my child.
vita brevis et itur ad astra..
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this is very belated, but thanks for the favorite. i appreciate it much.
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hi sir, thanks for the watch, sorry for taking so long to get back to you, have a good day
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o_O Hi to you too lol, thanks for stopping by my page.
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in fact its one thing I can believe in and expand on myself. Kind of like the idea of writing my own bible or religion
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Yes, recognizing a wide range of potential is very useful for changing one's self and one's beliefs. Existentialism is clearly wide like that, but the very individualistic aspect in it is an appropriate way for interpreting the world in many ways.
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some people have too much money
[link]
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thanks for the fav. 
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Why the fuck aren't you on my watch?
Seriously, I hate deviantART. I added you, like, two fucking months ago.
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holy shit i don't fucking know
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Hey there buddy.
I saw you added me to your buddy list... do I know you?
I like your featured selection. It reminds me of a close friend of mine..
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i am a close friend of yours
just not yet
not today
yet soon
you see I went to some grouping of yours, existentialist
thus we may get along
im glad you like my dev
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A little bit early for intimate assumptions on our compatability, but I'll take your word for it, and check out your gallery.
I'll also add you to my friends list, in fairness.
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intimate assumptions are all I have in a world with no meaning.
Why not romantisize everything?
Fairness is good, can't wait to see what you create
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:sighs: Meaning is what you make it. And the romanticism is endearing.
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many thanks for the +fav! i really like ur dragon pics!! they are really cool, how do u make them?
anyways, u have a nice day!
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way too busy but thought of you so came by to say hi!
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busy? with what?! you don't DO ANYTHING
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i dont think i like your tone.
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thanks... you have some interesting work here, keep it up!
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