Zephyr2710 In reply to ArcticOwl1191 [2018-02-17 18:29:34 +0000 UTC]

No problem chap! You deserve them both!

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Skoolbwoiz [2016-10-28 20:20:07 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!

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Skoolbwoiz In reply to Zephyr2710 [2016-10-28 20:40:52 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome. ^^

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Flight-Level [2016-10-28 20:20:26 +0000 UTC]

Thank you my friend!

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Heichukar [2016-07-09 11:24:31 +0000 UTC]

You're quite welcome! Your art is fantastic and I'd love to see more of it!

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Tom-De-JRad [2015-12-08 21:21:51 +0000 UTC]

Maaan, that just ain't right.

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Flight-Level [2015-12-07 17:45:30 +0000 UTC]

I'm good thanks. Just been really busy with an increase in workload. It's been stressful, but I seem to be just about keeping on top of it. I hope your situation has gotten better too!
Don't worry. It's alright.

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Flight-Level In reply to Zephyr2710 [2015-12-07 21:18:18 +0000 UTC]

I'm glad that you have been doing well. Excessive workloads is one of the reasons that I dislike school. I hope that everything continues to go well!
A lot has happened recently, though I won't go into detail about it if you don't want me to.

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Flight-Level [2015-12-08 21:15:37 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, school is a universal pain that just won't let up.
You can go into detail if you wish, man. I'm all ears if you want to.

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Flight-Level In reply to Zephyr2710 [2015-12-08 23:13:56 +0000 UTC]

I am definitely looking forward to Christmas break!

To put it simply, I have been having much more trouble with my anxiety as well as a few new symptoms which have spiked up and have lead to some other unpleasant things. I have made the hard decision of ceasing my involvement in my schools flight program; I didn't want to, but I feel that it would be best for my own safety. Now I don't really even want to pursue it as a career anymore, and I am left find a new pursuit.

I sort of just feel purposeless now. I feel like my mental state is just going to keep getting worse with anxiety, depression, and who knows what else.

I don't normally talk about it that much, and this isn't everything that has been going on, but I feel bad burdening you with all of this right now. It makes me feel selfish asking for help or talking, which I guess sometimes sounds more like I am complaining more than anything. I have started to develop a growing self hatred because I feel that I don't deserve help.

I hope that I am not being a burden, as I do not want to be.

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Flight-Level [2015-12-10 12:17:39 +0000 UTC]

I remember that I once had a problem with some form of depression. I constantly hated myself and contemplated many horrible and unspeakable things about what to do with myself because I just didn't see any point in living. When I look back and remember what I used to think and do it still makes me shiver, but I managed to recover. 
 My Dad told me to try and take bad things like a cuff on the shoulder and to forget them, for they are not permanent. I did so, and began to develop a better outlook of life. I found myself being... Well... More happy. Over time, when my overall attitudes became better, I began to talk more. I found and made a group of friends when I used to hang loosely onto one or two friends, and from it I got better. I look back and realise just how much better I feel now that when I did a couple of years ago. I know it is human nature to dwell on bad things, and admittedly I still do sometimes, but if you can get past them quickly and not dwell on them, mindframe becomes better.

It's a shame to hear about not continuing about your flight programme. It really is. However, if you can, take the time you used to spend on the programme to chill, maybe get some work done. Try to edge off workload. You may have come off the programme, but you still know a massive amount on the subject. This knowledge is valuable. Keep it. I know you really want to fly. Try to keep an eye on flight related careers but never forget B-Plans.

You are not purposeless. You are a student learning. Knowledge will get you places. It may be hard to keep a positive mindframe with anxiety and depression, but you must try. Giving up is the worst thing you can do.
 
Don't you worry about burdens. This is nothing of the such. If you want to talk just ask. I'm quite happy to. I may be late to the response because if busyness but I will always get back to you. 
 Talking is not a selfish manner in any way. It is basic human right and action to talk to people. In no way are you infringing any rules or anything. If you need help just ask. I know its really quite scary. I still find it so. I know that its always scary doing thinhs for the first time, but if it is what you require, try not to be afraid. Once you've done it once, it isn't that scary. 
 Don't hate yoursef, man. You aren't a bad guy and you know it. Your a fair fellow always looking out to help people. There's no point in beating yourself up if it is to no avial, not that it should be done in the first place. You're a good guy. A protagonist. Never forget that. 


I know most of what I say is 'easier said than done', which is probably true. I know, though, that you can do it.

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Gamma-Wings [2015-10-28 12:01:25 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Delta-Eagle-84 [2015-10-27 14:06:36 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!

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Delta-Eagle-84 In reply to Zephyr2710 [2015-10-27 23:50:44 +0000 UTC]

you're very welcome!

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Skoolbwoiz [2015-10-27 14:08:43 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!   

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Skoolbwoiz In reply to Zephyr2710 [2015-10-27 20:21:23 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome.

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Flight-Level [2015-10-17 12:50:48 +0000 UTC]

You're quite welcome!

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Flight-Level In reply to Zephyr2710 [2015-10-19 21:51:07 +0000 UTC]

Thank you for the favorite on "My Demons"!

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Flight-Level [2015-10-26 17:22:10 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome!
Sorry for the extremely late reply.

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Flight-Level In reply to Zephyr2710 [2015-10-27 02:13:22 +0000 UTC]

It's perfectly fine

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Flight-Level [2015-10-06 20:21:10 +0000 UTC]

I'm good, thank you. Just been very busy with sixth form and its vast amounts of homework. Hence my lack of activity around here. It isn't great fun, but its got to be done.
How about you?

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Flight-Level In reply to Zephyr2710 [2015-10-07 11:54:29 +0000 UTC]

Homework, low amounts of sleep, the stress of flight school, cross country, and all of my classes... Basically my time is quite frequently consumed almost completely by this stuff, but oh well. It isn't like I have much control over it.
Stressed I guess is the best way to put how I feel.

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Flight-Level [2015-08-28 17:36:02 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Flight-Level [2015-06-29 17:51:27 +0000 UTC]

You're quite welcome!

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Skoolbwoiz [2015-04-06 11:37:24 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much!

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Skoolbwoiz In reply to Zephyr2710 [2015-04-06 13:49:55 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome, yo.

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Flight-Level [2015-04-04 15:21:06 +0000 UTC]

You're very welcome!

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Skoolbwoiz [2015-03-13 16:13:23 +0000 UTC]

Cheers!

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Skoolbwoiz In reply to Zephyr2710 [2015-03-13 16:31:55 +0000 UTC]

You're welcome, yo.

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Flight-Level [2015-03-09 16:06:09 +0000 UTC]

You're quite welcome!

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Zephyr2710 In reply to Flight-Level [2015-03-05 21:44:06 +0000 UTC]

Your very much welcome mate!

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