nonnibibug In reply to ALEXIYXVII [2018-01-01 23:12:20 +0000 UTC]

Not great at all to be honest.
I just... I hate myself. Most importantly how I am. I hate being like this about this whooollee issue. Im sick of fuckin crying about it. Im pathetic. The fact that one person matters that much to me that I get like this.

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ALEXIYXVII In reply to nonnibibug [2018-01-01 23:16:21 +0000 UTC]

Ahh, I'm sorry that you aren't feeling good I hope you'll feel better soon m8 If you need someone to talk to you can always talk to me

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nonnibibug In reply to ALEXIYXVII [2018-01-01 23:18:59 +0000 UTC]

Hmnnn
I really honestly dont know what to do.
It’s taking everything in my power to not visit the forums like a madman and make myself super upset again...
Christ... It’s really hard to want to continue existing sometimes too.

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ALEXIYXVII In reply to nonnibibug [2018-01-01 23:33:45 +0000 UTC]

I probably can't say anything to make you feel better about your current situation and everyone has probably told you this already, but just hang in there m8, stay strong for Roch.

I'm sure that when Roch isn't suspended anymore and when he comes back you're going to be the first person he wants to talk to m80yy, he'd probably be very sad if you permanently left dA because of his actions

Take as much time as you need away the forums as you need to, and I hope you feel better soon

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nonnibibug In reply to ALEXIYXVII [2018-01-01 23:53:47 +0000 UTC]

hhHHHHHH
that makes my heart,
feel better,
h,
i just need to like
uh
stop destroying myself,,,,,

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ALEXIYXVII In reply to nonnibibug [2018-01-03 01:33:32 +0000 UTC]

Sorry for the late reply ;_; but I have good news for you! Zarvona isn't suspended anymore.

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nonnibibug In reply to wingedbull1986 [2018-01-01 22:41:42 +0000 UTC]

Hi how are you?

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wingedbull1986 In reply to nonnibibug [2018-01-01 22:43:19 +0000 UTC]

Flagged as Spam

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nonnibibug In reply to wingedbull1986 [2018-01-01 22:48:12 +0000 UTC]

Ah yeah.
I had to move acc for personal reasons.
You may know why but i dont wanna talk about it really.

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nonnibibug In reply to L-Tine [2018-01-01 08:05:34 +0000 UTC]

aaaah thank you
it's honestly what i need most right now
i've heard enough of the negative things about stuff....
And it's too much. My urge is always to defend but it always diminishes my health as a result....
And I honestly feel like not many people are really there for me.

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L-Tine In reply to nonnibibug [2018-01-01 08:07:44 +0000 UTC]

Don't worry, all it takes to stop the wind from blowing out the flame is a single, strong stone.

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nonnibibug In reply to L-Tine [2018-01-01 08:11:28 +0000 UTC]

that's deep
but yeahh
im starting to feel a bit better tho knowing theres at least *some* people who care.
most interestingly one of the bouncies cares. 
But she's one of the nicer ones haha...

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L-Tine In reply to nonnibibug [2018-01-01 08:12:12 +0000 UTC]

Lemme guess. Rocket or Jamey.

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nonnibibug In reply to L-Tine [2018-01-01 08:13:38 +0000 UTC]

Jamey
Jamey is honestly a dear.
I mean yeahhh i get she no likey zarvona
but at least she understands about how i'm,,, feeling about it

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L-Tine In reply to nonnibibug [2018-01-01 08:15:40 +0000 UTC]

Roch is a very controversial figure. Sometimes he may say something that gets the whole forum in a tizzy, people call him heartless, but there's definitely good in him, I bet there's something just a lot of us don't know and haven't seen yet. If only our lives weren't so engrossed in politics.

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nonnibibug In reply to L-Tine [2018-01-01 08:34:23 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I totally understand that. But he is not heartless in the slightest. I try to tell people this because I have seen those things in him.
I didn't like him in the beginning either but the fact I gave him a chance and really sat down and talked with him was one of the best things to ever do. 
I can never forget the fact he would be absolutely devastated if anything bad were to happen to me.

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L-Tine In reply to nonnibibug [2018-01-01 08:38:45 +0000 UTC]

I'm sure he would be devastated, so if not for anyone, hold on, and stay stable for Roch, if you slip away, it'll most likely cause him to falter and fall too.

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nonnibibug In reply to L-Tine [2018-01-01 08:41:51 +0000 UTC]

I'll try my hardest.... But it really is hard.
I mean, christ im surprised I actually made it this far.

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L-Tine In reply to nonnibibug [2018-01-01 08:45:25 +0000 UTC]

It's hard when bad things happen to those you care about. Treat this as only a minor step back. I've found that to alleviate pain when the mood is sour.

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nonnibibug In reply to L-Tine [2018-01-01 09:05:47 +0000 UTC]

It's a bit hard of me to realise or treat things as such. 
I subconsciously take everything that happens to me extremely personally whether I want to or not. 

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nonnibibug In reply to The-Angry-Lemon [2018-01-01 03:41:21 +0000 UTC]

not really tbh

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The-Angry-Lemon In reply to nonnibibug [2018-01-01 03:48:41 +0000 UTC]

I probably can't help you feel much better, since I have the speaking eloquence of something that can't speak eloquent. 

But I genuinely hope you feel better.

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nonnibibug In reply to The-Angry-Lemon [2018-01-01 04:04:27 +0000 UTC]

That's all that really matters is that some people at least care.

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nonnibibug In reply to gofuckyrself [2018-01-01 00:12:39 +0000 UTC]

PERISH
U R 
BLOCKED AND REPOTED. 

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gofuckyrself In reply to nonnibibug [2018-01-01 00:15:10 +0000 UTC]

NOOOOOOOOOOO

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nonnibibug In reply to gofuckyrself [2018-01-01 00:37:15 +0000 UTC]

>:(((((

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kappaprince In reply to SawuScimitar74 [2017-08-26 07:04:58 +0000 UTC]

she isn't new, this is actually an alternate account of captain-spleen

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SawuScimitar74 In reply to kappaprince [2017-08-27 21:45:54 +0000 UTC]

Oh okay. Thank you for pointing that out.

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kappaprince In reply to SawuScimitar74 [2017-08-28 00:34:44 +0000 UTC]

no prob

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SawuScimitar74 In reply to kappaprince [2017-08-28 05:21:13 +0000 UTC]

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captain-spleen In reply to kappaprince [2017-08-26 07:16:33 +0000 UTC]

oomf
it's just so i can be a full time cringy bitch

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kappaprince In reply to captain-spleen [2017-08-26 07:19:16 +0000 UTC]

ik

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nonnibibug In reply to nvvcnvb [2017-08-26 00:41:39 +0000 UTC]

no fuck off

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nonnibibug In reply to AshleyxBrooke [2017-08-23 17:38:12 +0000 UTC]

Danke

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