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You know what's amuzing I've not thought of you once till I randomly came across that image that we argued about. Are you still stupid? Seems you are since I was the only one to converse with you on here. Either way I wonder if you will be pissed I'm talkin to you again. Oh how I WONDER!!!
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you said it yourself, that everyone treats you as such. i pulled my assumption from your own words.
i treat you the same way you treat me. if you assume things about me, i will be fast to assume them about you. if you disrespect me, i will disrespect you in return. it's only logical. i understand i have to experience somethign to understand it, but i do not understand why you are so convinced i'm inferior to you. i'm not crazy, or stupid, or simple. and i'd appreciate it if you got that through your head.
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Huh, the ocean merely signifies how small you are. I've you've been in one when no land is around then yes you get how small and insignificant you are. I figured you would understand that at least.
And yes I am stronger then you just by what you say I can deduce that out of your frantic defense of yourself. And you're an idiot I admit when I am bested or when others are more fit to lead, be in charge, or just plain out fuckin right when I am wrong.
You seem like a child, and given what I know of psychology and you I assume you are projecting your own insecurities and feebleness upon me like any idiot does when they are being bested and shall not admit it over giving in and getting knowledge and strength while removing flaws.
Fine, I am Trash as you was fine I'll admit it, but not to you. There are greater ones then you that I've dealt with and bested them physically and mentally. And I've been bested by better than me and I yield to them then go on and loose any level of respect. You I have no respect for like a child you whine and howl when you lose. Have your last world Child I am finished with you and just delete whatever you say or figure out how to block you if you persist in your pointless yammering.
Good Day, child.
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believe what you want. am i honestly supposed to care what you think? you weren't worth the world's time, obviously, and you arent worth mine. it's been fun. i gave you a chance to be different, and you werent. you are the child and somewhere i think you know that. that's it. the end.
buh bye now.
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God you’re dumb, alcohol abuse causes liver illness like cerosis and blah blah blah and I am drinking alone yeah for its nice to have a break.
Also drinking monster cause elevated heart rate that can reach a level where you go into SVT which can cause heart attack or a heart block if you damage enough do to over use. And you may THINK you know people well but I am sure you just know the superficial outside that is as pointless to care about as hell the sky falling.
And did it ever occur that I am on here talking to others about various artworks and if not just admiring good artwork?
Oh and I have “friends” hell TONES OF THEM!!! But what the thing is that when horrible things happen you can’t count on them and you know what here let me tell you what a FUCKIN FRIEND IS. Quite simple one I had from grade school disowned me when he started doing drugs and I joined the military. Yeah that’s a friend so fuck off and I tried to help him before he disowned me and he swung at me several times.
So kiss my ass and also bare in mind I don’t forget when I drink I really don’t actually I remember things oddly enough, things I thought I forgot so live in a delusionary state if that’s what you think. Why the fuck you on DA hmmm? No life of your own either bitch?
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i know more than the outside, i know people on a level deeper than you want to believe. i'm not a monster, and i know you'll find some mean thing to say, and tell me i'm wrong, and whatever, do it. i don't mind. but i'm telling you now, i know people.
and it occured to me, but it seems like a bogus excuse.
and ok, so youre telling me you dont have real friends...? if you wanted to sound macho, it isnt working. it just sounds like you need better friends. i have real friends, and i know that. i'm sorry you havent found that in life yet, really genuinely sorry, because maybe it would help you with the anger you're so obviously repressing.
and your last paragraph made no sense.
i'm on DA because i'm working on a research paper, and DA is a distraction. i can't go out, because i have class at 8.30 tomorrow morning, and i need sleep. plus, i like seeing what kind of stuff you have to say.
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Well, don't expect gold from me smart ass I am wasted. And no I have real friends two of them left and one could die in combat and the other is fighting illness and I stick by them. They are all I have left that I trust. And noooooooo I have lots of "friends" just don't trust them for they are not trust worthy. Some slightly earn it but most don't care. And act macho what the fuck you smoking? I don't care to show any bravado to you I am not interested in you like at all.
And um sorry you’re not worth my aggression or anger you’re just amusing to laugh at with your pointless shit and yet you still go on. I mean what the fuck if you did not care you would just ignore me duhhhh. It would prove your supposed superiority over me that you’re somehow better or something if you just did not sully your white gloves with an apparently childish savage that you seem to relish calling me. Or you know what I say is correct and that I can in fact come up with an intelligent argument that is not based in your dumbass parameters.
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yeah. you wasted is nicer than you sober, its kindof entertaining.
and okay, congrats on your two friends, i guess. it's slightly pathetic you really let all these people into your life without trusting them, but hey, whatever makes you happy. and i just thought it was funny, how you try to act liek youre better than me, and then you sit there and say you can't make friends. i thought it was entertaining. that would be disgusting if you were interested. ew.
and if thats true, then why do you get so angry, and so adimate to insult me, and tear me down? for someone who says they don't care, you sure do get involved.
and nah, i enjoy our insults back and forth. i'm not better than you, i just think you're wrong. i do think you're childish. i'm at the very least three years younger than you and yet you waste your time sinking to a level far below mine.
your argument isnt intelligent, dear. its founded on mindless words and garbage. not saying mine is always intelligent, but yours sure isnt, either.
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HAHAHAHAHA, first off maybe I am older then you maybe I am not who knows and I won’t say my age ironically the image of me you did rip on is old but I look at it now and think its restarted myself it does not show what I want then again I usually never show myself anyhow for I rather be judged on the merits of how I conduct myself then how I look.
And no fool I don’t let them into my life and yeah I did not give you pearls in regards to my arguments but hey as I said before you’re not worth thought. But given the last 3 weeks before I can leave I’ve had so little to focus on and so much time why not enjoy rippin on you? Since its clear you tried to bully me in some pointless fashion that makes no sense other then childish ambition to belittle another for your own over inflated self.
I do have anger but you’re not worth if I have larger ambitions then back and forth with apparently as you admit a kid. So yeah I do feel kinda what the fuck in talking to you at all given that you are a stupid kid likely closer to my brother’s age then mine which if you are I shudder for I was in high school not to long ago not even a full 2 years yet but hot damn they got worse not even a year after I left its terrifying.
So fuck no idea what you mean I think I am stranger while I am drunk, but um your first sentence made like no sense what’s so ever your slipping or I am beats me.
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i love that you said you wouldn't say your age, and then later you said you havent been out of high school two years yet. contridictory, there.
and i'm not a kid. i'm an adult. i never said i was a kid, just that i was younger than you. but if it makes you feel good and big and strong, by all means, rip away. you will never understand my motices, ive tried to explain them, and you refuse. your loss, really.
and i'm going to say it's you slipping. my mind is still very fresh, youre the wasted one here.
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Then fine give me your "argument" oh and before you do you might be quick enough to point our just what that argument is for it seems more like it was just ripping on me.
But yeah suuuuuuure give me your benevolent reasoning oh please. Also granted I gave you clues to what age I am I never gave you anything specifically.
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why should i? i have before. you're rude and don't agree or understand. i'd rather not get into it again.
you're probably 19, or close to it. maybe 20. which suprises me, because they you really are close to me in age. either way, it doesnt matter, not one bit.
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So you willingly pass up to present a argument that MIGHT have merit? Of any sort that might actually convince me that you could be correct?
And if you’re saying what you did before in earlier talks was your argument they were based off of weak insults, and arguments to which I could easily best with simple logic and comparison. What the hell? If you can not present your argument when I offer to listen and BARE IN MIND I can be swayed BUT only if what you say holds up and I can not find a argument upon it that is not based on something stupid like me insulting you. I did not listen for your attacked my character not my ACTUAL arguments, weakening your position and proving your childishness and resort to whatever methods you want just to get what you want.
AND AND!!!! You don’t know my age even with the data I gave I could have graduated early, dropped out and went to community college, stayed in a extra year from some reason. Don’t presume you don’t have enough data to know how it works OR if you know that the school system where I works functions on a similar plane as yours.
So present your argument or shut up.
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i did. please look back upon our previous conversation to find it.
and whats the point? everything i say you refute through logic that isnt even correct.
and it's still bear, not bare.
if you dont like what i say, dont respond. its simple. you cant make me shut up, dear.
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Um, you’re not worth going back through ALL THAT JUST FOR A STUPID ARGUMENT. You look back miss computer wizz and copy and paste. And don't call me dear that's just creepy and you don't like my spelling TOUGH!!!
And just post it or shut up otherwise you just prove your argument is shit. Oh also my logic is pretty well set and often few can stand up to it. Trust me a few have tried but I do admit when I am wrong which is about a good 20% of the time.
So put up or shut up hot damn already stop being so stubborn and self loving already your not that GREAT!!!!
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whatever you say, DEAR.
im just not caving into you. sorry to be a letdown, but if you want it so bad, you can find it yourself.
or you can shut up. youre the one who keeps responding, bear that in mind. i think youre just as entertained as i am!
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Well your entertainment value is getting to something of just not even a pathetic laugh. So um yea, nice try with your passive aggressive undermining bullshit HA HA.
And no I just want to see how long you’ll go also its amusing to rip on you and hot damn your images are raunchy as hell. But yeah any who no idea why you see yourself as nude picture worthy, but whatever all of them were taken by you so yeah whatever works.
But to the point I just wanted to give you a chance to present a decent argument since its just common curtsey there or should be anyway.
One more thing you’re a bitch!!! But yeah you knew that already I am sure.
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i'm not on this earth to entertasin you, sorry if that's a letdown.
now you're just insulting me in hopes of inciting anger.
too bad it's not working, because i really don't care.
have fun though!
and nah, i'm only a bitch to you, because you deserve it. the rest of the world i'm nothing but nice to.
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Huh, no not really your the one who ACTS like what you said holds any merit which come no it does not.
I rip on you out of habbit now more or less and no your not here to entertain me seems like your here to be homly and pointless, but hey why not?
So fine, every time you reply from here on out I'll just leave a stupid message just to annoy you then.
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your first sentence was highly grammatically incorrect.
also your obvious deep-set psychological issues amuse me.
so continue at will.
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Man, how far up your own ass are you? And um tough if you don't like my English go fuck yourself, I am not feeling so hot so whatever.
And don't you ever get bored I mean it is true you’re an idiot, I mean only an idiot takes on an ass. Here allow me to explain.
There are billions of untold assholes in the world yet only an idiot takes one on through the internet instead of just avoiding them. Because they never win or go anywhere productive like at all.
Here is a formula:
Asshole makes pointless rude (but truthful comment, played by me) + Idiot self righteous bitch (this is you) = Pointless shit.
Seriously why the fuck do you really care anymore? Also if your enjoying the downfall of another like you seem to claim with my supposed “
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last i checked, you're doing the exact same thing i am. saying the same things, in a slightly diffent syntax.
so any insult you point my way applies to you as well, minus any directed at my appearance, which i legitimately dont care about, you arent attractive at all, so you have no right to judge what's okay and what isn't. beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and i know that, so why should i care what you say?
so tell me, why do YOU care? answer that. you can hide all you want, you know the answer.
i care because its funny to see you fight. that's it. you are amusing. you were an outlet for aggression, as i was to you. and now, youre just a sad fuck looking to get a rise out of me so he can have his channel of agression back. too bad. i'm calm now, and you aren't. you're going to have to wait three months before you can go fight and run away from your problems again. good luck.
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Wait what? Who said I have to wait 3 months for something? And no I don't really run from shit that never works never has, also um not to upset really.
But ta um you do know that the whole "beauty is in the eyes of the beholder" thing is utter shit right? I mean they SAY that to the people that are um off? Also I ripped on you because you attacked my appearance and um hahaha okay that is a bad image of me I just put it up for my girl at the time favored it. Why I actually don't understand myself perhaps it made me look brooding and profound or something. Personally I thought it made me look like a coke addict who calmed the fuck down for a second while he was not ripping the flesh of his legs with his fingernails. But yeah jut my humble view I don't know. Even then I said in the description to judge me so yeah whatever there also.
I only care because you were amusing had some level of interest and POSSIBLY how ever unlikely you could MAYBE give a argument that was rooted in the REAL world and had a level of intelligence, but no like everyone else you divulged into random rants about this and that and other cultures and the arguments that fall short in reality and are told to the pathetic to keep them pacified much like cigs keep the working class from going fuckin bananas on their smoke breaks a burger king or whatever.
So yeah I just figured MAYBE JUST MAYBE you were not a fuckin tard and could actually present something that was not childish. You were of the few I actually carried on the argument with for I had a feeling it might be worth the effort. Clearly I was incorrect and we reached that stage if we were physically fighting were a sense of respect developed between the two of us.
Not liking each other but respect for the fortitude and endurance of the other to take a blow and get back up. I am not saying you'd win a fight against me but I've beaten the ever loving shit out of people and found that we were kindred in a simple way martial arts a wonderful thing. But still I look at you as an idiot though I admire your convictions and will to stay where you are even if its utterly stupid and you can present no argument that could best any of mine.
Then again your something akin to the idea that hell if you THINK something will happen and you believe it enough it might work out, but stand in front of a tsunami and see how your belief that you won't be crushed holds up. Same with you arguing against me you may "THINK" your right but you’re not simple for your logic is just based in your view that you’re right and you back it up with nothing scientific or logical unlike me.
So um uhhhhhh yeah I put Waaaaaaay to much thought in you but hey I think you moderately earned it with your guts to not shut the fuck up.
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i respect that response, a lot, actually.
thank you.
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Seriously? You respect something I say? By Terra your mad.
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i respect most of what you say, to some extent. i just don't agree with it.
seriously, im done being an ass, i'm really not one, so if youre expecting a bunch of insults to entertain you, they wont be there.
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Then what the fuck is your deal?
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i've realized there's no point in arguing with you. literally, none. you have your ideas, and i have mine. we are drastically different people. i will never agree with what you say. we were acting like thirteen year old kids. insulting based on absolutely no merit and speaking out of anger instead of logic. i don't want to do that anymore, it's just retarted. i mean, i am perfectly willing to discuss things with you, because your viewpoint is interesting in it's variance. but somehow i doubt you will ever be willing to do anyhtign but fight and argue and spill out refuse. which is okay too, because that's just who you are. i respond out of habit, and because your response is either interesting or funny to me. it's that simple.
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Well, like any discussion we would have you would actually enviably loathe me for as you said were drastically different and what makes it worse is only those of "my kind" understand what it is I say for its usually entrenched in a great deal of lore. And said lore is just cultural do to who and what I am and what I represent. Also I've been so mentally fucked and torn it makes little sense for while I do have a good point yes it does dissolve do to the fact that no "normal" human has the constitution to absorb the ugly truth of this world.
I mean its like this the entire US has forgotten its honor and REAL Pride the Pride that comes from Strength of ones convictions and stems from the hard work of their for fathers and themselves. But given how decadence has enthralled this world and history likely around the 1960's decided to fuck it self or that’s when I see when it starts to divulge at least the worse into just plain out schizophrenic insanity. You have no idea what is actually "right" anymore and the only way to know is to actually suffer through history and take it in context. Then compare it to all you know in the current time and you start to see some horrible trends and oddly the old saying "those who neglect history are doomed to repeat it" Oddly were still repeating it I mean what the FUCK!!!!!
And though it would take FUCK FOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOR EVVVVVVVVVVVVVER to say this and make that even small slice of what I say make sense you would grow weary for you are a human and from the States and bla bla bla. Would not care why I gave you so little respect BEYOND the insults.
So um yeah you sort of waste your time more or less in either direction, plus its difficult to really organize my thoughts on this I need to write insane amount of records and have work to do before I leave so my Proxy can take care of things its fuckin insane. So hell I don’t know.
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"your kind"...? what do you mean?
and i have strength in my convictions, in case you havent noticed. i understand that history has fucked things up, but i don't think it's because of history that society's morals and convictions are messed up. thats an internal thing.
and because i'm from the states i can't understand anyhting...? that seems a little off. and i don't really give a fuck if you respect me, i'm just interested, thats all. i respect those that respect me, and don't respect those who don't. i don't really care which side of the fence you're on. it's that simple.
quite honestly, i'm rather confused what you're trying to say...
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Also wow sorry none of what I said made sense, its been a fuckin week for me so I don't make much sense either so yeah. And if you get anything from that insane little essay then fuck your just magical.
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"My Kind" is really just the best way to describe what is left of my friend I suppose or those I trust, there are only three of us left. And all three are likely to be dead in the next decade, granted one of us has children they might be the only three left but doubtful they will give a shit granted they are great children.
Um basically as a whole what I mean is likely my ideas would take far too long to explain, and um history is a internal thing. It is where YOU and I came from. Likely if you came from the states you have this endless list it seems of implanted issues that come just from being in the US. I sincerely do not understand it fully I for it is vastly complex and most don't even seem to be aware of it. It’s just strange, in a few ways I've had to live a sheltered life along with the other two I spoke of. But where it was sheltered it was only restrictive from certain aspects I mean hell most of us have seen some fucked up shit. Frankly its a wonder any of us are sane like at all or drug addicts considering who we've collectively had in our lives. So it’s also to say likely our views are eschewed form yours just in the view that likely such concepts that we deal with are utterly alien to you.
Not to say we are lesser or I am in any format but it denotes that I would have to explain a endless amount of data of personal experience, endless research. for most of my life has been spent in study of just trying to understand just what the fuck we are, and find the rest that seem to suffer in the masses but not the pseudo suffer I mean the ones that feel utterly alien and wonder what the hell is going on. Granted you are thinking this is all very arrogant to say and pointless to consider for that I don't blame you, likely you’re like everyone else and your nature is easily predicable. Just given how many I've dealt with oddly you got slightly more mature then I previously though in your new shown level of adaption which makes me wonder just what you are, then again I've wondered and found many to be the same never different always the same privative insanity that seems to permeate this world.
Guess to say its just you would not understand and I am not interested in wasting my breath and time trying yet again to make another understand when it’s a waste of time and the equivalent to trying to teach a dog how to talk, it does not have the ability to learn how to speak so is just says the one trying to teach it is an idiot if they know that the fuckin dog won’t learn it. And just as a simple explanation to try to tell you what I mean takes almost a god damned essay just to make the point.
Get it?
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okay. here's what i've gathered:
-because i was raised in a corporate pig society, i was raised on a certain set of ideals and ideas, and you do not believe these ideas to be true- this is our core difference.
-you are who you are because of shit you've seen, and you've seen a lot of shit. and i am who i am because i didn't go through it.
-you're different in a way you can't explain. and this makes you feel completely seperated from society, in a more intense way than just being different.
- everyone has some level of insanity, which shows in different ways.
if that's what you meant, why would that be arrogant? i get it. people are formed by their life, their nature. i agree there. i know my life was probably incredibly different than yours, ive known that from the start. this wasn't impossible to understand, it's confusing, and i might have misinterpreted parts of it, but i think i understand your general emotion. i may not have grown up the same, but the concepts you speak of are very similar to concepts an ex of mine used to talk about. so i'm used to trying to understand things i can't understand.
but i also understand why you'd assume i couldnt understand. you don't have to explain, i was just asking because i wanted to understand, and was curious, that's all. i have no real need to understand.
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Actually that is a rather reasonable view from what I tried to explain given the data you've received from me as a whole. But basically your right you'd be surprised at how many I've met and how many I've tried to save hell I even look after quite a few people. Also why I am leaving and why I'll be Gone December 21st and that will be the end of it and I'll detach myself from those who are drowning and would rather have me drown with them then me just reach in and pull them out.
And no you don't have a real "need" to understand then no body does I used to try to help, because I knew shit people did actually NEED to understand by I wept when so many of them failed and now I could list a good potion of individuals burning in their own hells only to mock me and wound me more by saying "you were right" instead of listening to me some of these individuals are actually good few years older then me. So I've grown incredibly tired of trying to help. Instead I have a small group and "flock" to which I am the defacto "leader" of and then when I leave I hope my Proxy can take care of it while I am gone if not then fine they will survive while I am gone. You are right I am under so much crushing stress you really have no idea. And I've virtually shut the FUCK down and told quite a few to fuck off now. But see this is just one slice. I do not have the energy nor the effort to really explain it, or like HELL do I trust you. You proved your pointlessness from the start in lashing out for a stupid comment I left out of pure boredom and disgust for decay.
Also I RESPECT those who EARN it respect as this world has forgotten is never EVER given but earned. Granted you give a chance to earn it which I've given I have little need to trust a random human on the net anymore. Ironic though that what brought us to speaking on a similar plain now I am the one in decay how I loath the irony.
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haha, alright. well i wish you luck in leaving, and hope things turn out all right.
and yeah, people can be dumb. it happens. people want to blame others for their own issues. it sucks but its the truth.doesn't mean they don't listen, just that they choose to not recieve.
and yeah, stress is tough. but surely there are creative ways to get rid of it. you'll find some.
and dude, i don't WANT you to trust me. that would just be retarted. we were too big of assholes to each other to ever really form an adequate foundation for trust.
i lashed out because, well, i believed somethign different than what you said, and i used my words to symbolize all the other shit in my life i dont stand up for. like maybe if i stood up to you, it would be like standing up to all the assholes i'd never stood up to before. and it was, until we sunk to such lows, it got pointless and nothign but a means to channel aggression. and once i realized what a level i'd sunk to, i stopped.
and it is sortof ironic. life does funny things sometimes.
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Basically the principle of beating the ever loving shit out of each other till your both bruised and damage and then you don't want to kill each other out of a respect for once personal drive to not give up even after your nose is broken. Yeah Ironic but I see it a lot just rarely do they not kill each other is the main deal.
Ironic is a good way to describe my life though maybe yours also but eh I find mine a joke. Like you know when you see those people and you just say to yourself "wow, I so hope they don't have kids" Those were my parents!!!!
Anyway sticking up to an asshole like me or any other is a foolish endeavor I mean if the comment had no thought in it which clearly mind had little less you broke it apart and looked I was mocking the whole of modern culture and artistic views of today in contrast to the past then yeah you'd get it.
But really taking on a ass serves nothing, I mean you can't tell a rock not to hit you when thrown its just thrown same principle with a mind that is like a rock it just hocked a pebble from itself at someone else to hurt them for whatever futile or pointless reasons it has, but that rock will still fall and all your doing its calling upon that bolder they call a head to take a swing at you only with the whole fuckin thing at your ass.
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interesting way to view it, the fight drive. i've never thought of it that way before, but i guess you're right.
and no, i grew up just the opposite of you. in a mansion of a house with parents who loved me. i was the smartest kid in my class for years upon years. sterotypical, perfect life on the outside. corrupted on the inside. trust me, perfection is just as fucked up, in it's own sort of way, because i was expected to be perfect, too. i couldn't fit the mold of my life. it sucked. but i guess your sort of life would suck just as bad, because i'm sure it was pretty messed up.
your third paragraph makes absolutely no sense to me. were you trying to say i was wrong because i viewed it as representative of the world, or i'd only understand it if i viewed it as representative of the world? the grammar was so off it was impossible to comprehend.
and honestly, youre the one who threw the metephorical pebble in the first place. you just recieved a lot of boulders in return. so if you're trying to tell me it was me who started it, look back at who threw the original first comment...just sayin'.
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Eh, I don't know here have you ever known hunger, fear of death, agony that is just unnatural yet your aloud to keep living, looked into the eyes of a monster? And I mean a REAL MONSTER like those humans that are not even human but something else as if they are a beast shaped like a man.
And sorry but my point and WHY ITS SO HARD TO TRANSLATE SUCH THOUGHTS as I mentioned before is just this on paper it’s difficult then just speaking it to you strait up. Writing is a good way to communicate but not sufficient in how I communicate it’s like transferring all 5 senses through one point of data its impossible for I speak with every portion of myself why I view English as so brutal and savage.
Anyway no you did not get what I meant at all my point stood on the idea that the person who made the snide remark is likely not going to change their mind on such things. And they just said the remark only to get the reaction of pissing someone off yes if I had a better plan to make a case on how that image is revolting I would actually not give it simple just one sentence but outline more what was wrong with it. The entire idea of what I did was just to get you apparently to do what I wanted you to do. Oddly through no effort you did as I wanted you to do just so I could take a swing at you in every area I could.
So what I mean to say is you just fell into a trap of mind you willing stumbled into a stupid argument really over nothing in the end. I do stand by what I said but the thing is I get a little bit more why you view it with such defense from what you said of your past you fall under predictable rules of psychology to me now. And I see more that you do "THINK" but in how you think is still set upon a direct path of other variables that reflect both your own past and other mental instabilities. Meaning its likely I can not change your views no matter how much logic I put into it GRANTED I likely could if I showed that I understood your position being what I am often times I can. But um what is the point?
P.S. I really don't proff read anything I write here all that much sorry but I sooo get tired of doing that I'll try harder in the future but I often end up writing you a full essay so bare with me here.
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sorry i havent replied. life's been busy. i have a life outside DA. lol.
and you'd be amazed at what i've seen. i dated a drug dealer for a year, when i was 16, young and incredibly stupid. i lived in that culture, and i saw the underside of my town. i have seen almost everything, from the qualms of the high class to the pain of the lower class. i'm not as naiive as i think you want to think.
and so you admit that your plan was just to channel agression by getting me to fight back?
and i didn't stumble. i knew it was never going to be intelligent, or make a difference, or be anyhting but raw words. but sometimes, in this life, we need to fight. thats all. i believe that based on where you come from, you fall into predictable variables as well. your past determines a lot, how you think, what you say. you say i'm predictable but so are you. i get that. it's sad, but i get it.
p.s. its fine. i could care less about things being proofread. though seriously, i've told you at least 5 times now, it's "bear", not "bare". lol.
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Um okay a have no idea why you keep pointed that out the way I speak or pronounce this language altogether influences how I spell words. BUT ANYWAY....
No you still miss the point, drug dealers are human minds under a sickness or control. Put into erratic misbalance and no where I am from is quite different for even those that grew up almost parallel to me did in fact become something radically different from me. Huh I could list man, its alien when you look at someone and you think to yourself you are just like me. But then you find something different they are utterly alien almost as much as you are.
This is what I mean you assume to know when it is true you do not. And yet you still do not understand what it is I mean. Huh, thus proving I waste time here luv it’s a bitch and a half to make a HUMAN understand jack shit I mean FUCK!!! I would know I've tried for well over a decade now. ITs like they are not even sentient beings but Very cleverly and elaborately programmed computers that have automated responses to this world. That are so complex you cannot really tell they are actually "thinking" and "learning" it’s as if they stopped all these things on a sentient level after they hit the age 13. Huh, but never mind you're clearly not getting it. Sorry.
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no. its proper grammar. proper english isnt negotiable.
if you're so different from anyone else in humanity, what makes you so positive you're right, and everyone else is flawed? it seems illogical. and honestly i doubt you would ever be able to convince me of anyhting, no matter how hard you tried. i'm sorry but it's just....not in sync.
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Okay, here the English thing first off is a living language that altered continuously never ending so long as the human race speaks it. And there are many dialects, so forgive me I am unable to get that word right. Like it honestly matters anyway to perfect something so flawed and changing.
Basically you prove my point, see you are not able to adapt. And bear in mind MOST are different there are a few like me. Those that are like me are often just different from the rest, yet some of them excel in ways you do not understand making them rather effective. But they also suffer and it’s a pain I am sure it utterly alien to you. Not to mention a good portion of this particular group have gone totally insane given the pain in their lives. Some turn to drugs others turn to unspeakable acts and some are able to channel this and become something so impressive. And I don't mean like psychic, or vampires or some bullshit. I mean they are just a effective individual but they are often along isolated and abused in various ways.
These concepts are utterly alien to one like you, and I can tell just by what you say. I cannot convince you of anything to be honest for you are just simple not able to precise it. Best analogy but still is not good enough to really convey what I mean is telling someone who is blind their whole life what color is, simple cannot be done. But know this I don’t belittle you or blame you just like I cannot blame the blind man you see. You simple just are not able, though I am unsure if you even could who knows maybe at some point we shall make the blind see, but to convey what I mean to you is still more difficult than that act alone.
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i'm not, NOT simple...dont accuse me of it, please. i'm an incredibly complex person, and i am positive of that, not do i stand alone. you can never expect to know who i am, or what my complexity level is. suggesting that you can proves that your mind is simple.
i dont understand how you are so convinced you are the light, and that you are correct. you cannot speak logically, you speak in riddles, refusing to explain anyhting coherently. and i don't mean because i'm stupid but because you simply are incapable of harnessing words. society is only as broken as you want to view it.
you deamean me, and all of humanity, by placing yourself on a pedestal. there is a reason there are few of you.
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