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Catchra13 [2013-02-12 01:59:17 +0000 UTC]
Hi! I know it's been a looong while. been very busy! But I tagged you in my most recent journal!
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-02-13 02:02:09 +0000 UTC]
aww it's been so long XD
i'm glad you remembered me XDD
i'm actually busy right now but when i have time i can X)
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-03-25 04:02:21 +0000 UTC]
Been long, I'be been so busy, and stressed out.
Take your time. lol
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-03-30 18:12:14 +0000 UTC]
i have spring break now XD
yess
don't know what to do with my time though XP
DRAW XD yess
are you having a break too? it'll be a good stress reliever to rest
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-03-31 23:28:44 +0000 UTC]
Lucky, I want another break, I could use it right now.
Drawing is always fun.lol
My break was about 2 weeks ago.lol
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-04-12 19:28:38 +0000 UTC]
is it just me or like i just get soo lazy during break that i don't do anything i inteded to do u^_^
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-06-04 20:26:41 +0000 UTC]
summer will probably worsen that too u^_^
any plans? XD
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-06-05 03:16:38 +0000 UTC]
Lol yeah, it's been storming of, and on here so far.
Going to visit my grandma, oldest brother and his family in Kansas City Missouri. That's all so far.lol
You?
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-06-14 16:45:38 +0000 UTC]
it was raining two days ago here
i went to visit my elem school and played at the playground
it was becoming a swamp, all the puddles
i slipped and got my bottom wet XP XD
sounds like a lot of fun ^^
walk around the city of missouri XD
i wanna go out of state XT
i really wanna go to japann T^T
prob gonna play tennis and stay home XP XD
fun fun
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-06-16 22:36:30 +0000 UTC]
I wanna go to Japan too, I would like to go to a small village.
See the beauty of the nature.
Oh play Tennis?
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-06-19 18:47:24 +0000 UTC]
i've been somewhat jealous of countrysides
it seems like a fun place to be X)
my dad's from yamagata that's a bit on the countryside
and the funny thing is, my dad's sister lives next to a yakuza XD
yesss XD i love tennis
have you played before?
or any sport?
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-06-22 21:46:19 +0000 UTC]
Whoooaa really?? lol
I've played Tennis before, I wasn't great at it.lol
I don't exactly have any athletic skills in me. xD
I did Karate for a while.
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-06-25 17:14:57 +0000 UTC]
from what i've heard, yes XD
my parents were talking about it XD
i practiced a lot to get my skills XD
just gotta get used to it
and i mean sports are really meant for fun so ^^
i did karate only for like one summer XD
i slacked all the timewww XD
maybe it would've been good to obtain some fighting skills though XD
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-06-27 05:57:46 +0000 UTC]
Oh that's cool!
Lol it doesn't help that I just hate sports. I don't find anything fun about them. Especially teams. I was good at badmitten tho.lol
Yeah.lol I only did Karate for a year. I had to quit because it was when I first started high school. And I had a really bad freshmen year, and was depressed all the time. so I had to quit karate. I regret that now.
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-06-28 03:50:30 +0000 UTC]
ahh i guess it's 'cause i like playing games with others
i find it easier to communicate with people when i'm playing X)
yess badminton XD i always need to get used to playing for few min before 'cause it's different from tennis XP XD but still fun
are you proud of yourself for who you are now?
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-06-28 06:34:53 +0000 UTC]
It's understandable. Everyone is different. Lol I only played it once in pe. And I was really good at floor hockey. I'm just not a team player, I don't like doing projects in groups either. Back in the day I was more of a loner. I still am, but no where near like I was in high school. I'm not at a point where I sometimes don't like being alone. lol Which I consider a good thing now.
Lol Badminton is very different from Tennis. We played it after Tennis in pe, was hard to adjust too. lol
But Pickle Ball I never adjusted too. Have you played pickle ball before?
Yes, and no. Yes because I've grown into a really strong person for what I believe in. And stayed strong because I didn't need to fit in. I had friends, and stuck up for myself. So I didn't, and still don't feel the need to dress, drink, do drugs to fit in, and also stayed strong for when I go through a break up. I don't need a guy to make me feel good about myself. I can't depend on someone to make me happy. I have to make myself happy.
But no, because I could be a stronger person. Especially with the knowledge I have now. I'd like to go to my past self, and slap her. Tell her everything will be okay, it's not the end of the world. It's okay to talk to people, it's okay to not worry what people think of you. lol But I learned from all that, so it's okay. So for the most part I am happy with who I am as a person today.
I do regret letting drama get in the way of doing things I should have done to stay healthier. Be in shape.
Shit that got deep. Wow, sorry, also for it being so long O_O
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-06-29 21:44:46 +0000 UTC]
heehee i'm pretty much a loner right now too XD
group projects are pretty hard if you don't have good communication with the other people u^_^
being alone gets you to think a bit more about other things so i don't mind being alone at times X)
ah i think i played that in gym but that was about it XD
but in gym, i feel like you don't have to be as competitive 'cause not everyone knows how to play and you just sort of hit
and a lot of people aren't serious in gym unless you take the higher class gym
that's really true
it really depends on how you feel, not what others says
you, yourself, is the only one who can make happiness for yourself
for me, the past is somewhat regrettable to a lot of people
but i think that's what made me though
and i don't want to change what i became
i'm insecure, negative, worry too much about what others think of me
sometimes i may not like myself
but i don't try to fit in with others, more like i stay quiet, which isn't good but
i don't worry what i wear
and the thing i actually like about myself is is the way i think
i worry and feel negative because i don't want to hurt anybody
i think about the past
i think how i could improve myself as a person
i at least try to think about others
i think when i'm alone about these things
and i can say that i like how i think
the insecure, negative, worrisome me is really who i am X)
the thinking me is me X)
if i was to say i want to improve something, it would be more of the me who runs away from things
don't worry ^^ i love deep things
more like now i feel like i'm just talking about myself u^_^
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-06-30 00:22:01 +0000 UTC]
Lol I used to be like that, I liked being alone. But if I'm alone for too long, I think about things that will depress me, etc.
You must have had a fun gym class. My high school PE class was soooooo competitive. It wasn't even fun for the experience!
Lol those are all very natural things. I used to be very insecure, and I used to run away from problems, worried too much, and paranoid, and I was always the quiet person who would be reading off to myself because I didn't always have classes with my friends. Honestly, I really didn't improve on a lot of stuff until I went to therapy last year. It really helped me a lot. And I came to terms with a lot of things as well. And even if they were parts of who I was, I wasn't happy. And the real me wanted to come out, but was scared. But I've changed a lot this part year, and not a bad changing either. lol
My secrete to face things, and not run away is tell yourself "Without the bad times, we wouldn't appreciate the good times." that it always gets better, always. And people get hurt, that's just part of life. It will always happen. Lol.
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-06-30 18:10:24 +0000 UTC]
hmmm i do think about depressing things when i'm alone too
or sing songs or make up stories XD
without competition, it wouldn't be a game? ...? idk XD
you have your belief that makes you stronger X)
i do think what you say is true X) one reason i don't want to change the past is is that i wouldn't enjoy the good times
yeah, the world can be cruel at times
i guess i just don't want to be the one to hurt others XP
it's good that you can say that you are happy and you don't care what others think of you
that's really admirable X)
i am who i am
my biggest wish was to obtain maturity, but i really don't know what happened to that XP XD
what do you think about friendship? to me, i really believe that i would rather stay with my small amount of friends than having tons of friends
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-06-30 19:02:55 +0000 UTC]
I think up stories all the time. Even when I'm busying doping something.
Yes, but it makes it not fun when people are being overly competitive. I not competitive in the slightest. My friends sometimes get annoyed because I just don't care. Even at board games. I like board game, I just don't care about winning.lol
Yep, I used to tell myself I'd like to go back and redo High School. Now I don't even want to anymore. (Excpet improve my grades. After being in college I now realize how easy my high school classes were.lol) Anyway. Lol thanks, I really don't care anymore. Every once in a while I do care, but it's not the the point where I feel un comfortable walking around or anything.
Friendship? Since Jr.High I've always been grateful for having a few really close, then having a lot of friends. I do have more friends then I did in High School. But I still don't have a ton. I have like six or seven really close friends. College is a great experience.
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-07-04 22:17:38 +0000 UTC]
it's so much fun making up stories XD
that's actually not a bad trait though ^^
i mean, it might get annoying at times, but i can tell that you can think and have fun, knowing you aren't competitive.... ok, i just can't explain things at the moment XP
that's good X)
it's nice to talk about this kind of thing
thank you X)
i don't know what college i plan to go to or what kind of future i want to have
but glad college is a good experience X)
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-07-04 23:25:55 +0000 UTC]
Lol I have over 13 story ideas/comic ideas.
Haha so I'm told. I have my moments when I am competitive tho. Like video games, and if I'm playing against someone I hate. Then I have to beat them.lolz But most of the time, I just have fun with it xD
Haha no problem at all. I haven't gotten to talk deep to people in a while. Some of my old DA friends I used to talk deeply too. Aren't really on here anymore.
Haha no worries, I'm in College, about to start my 3rd year. I stilll haven't decided what I want to do with my life.lol
(sorry for my spelling errors, I have lots of grammar mistakes when I type fast.lol)
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-07-12 17:58:53 +0000 UTC]
i start drawing but never finish anything OTL
playing for fun or for competition, either way sounds fun to me X)
lol someone you hate XD if you keep thinking about the person you hate, you'll prob be more competitive XD
it's nice to talk deep at times X)
sometimes the topics too heavy though orz XD
well i'll talk deep so X)
community college or...?
(don't worry, we're not in english class XP XD)
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-07-13 04:33:48 +0000 UTC]
Haha yeah, it only depends, I guess it's because psychologically wanna prove I'm better then the person I dislike, without even realizing it.
Lol it is, I like to talk deep sometimes. And sadly I've always dated guys who don't like to very much. :/
College University.
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-07-13 23:06:34 +0000 UTC]
your mind controls everything, i swear XP XD
eh guys are fun to be with prob
but some guys are only fun and goofy, and not really deep XP
i seee
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-07-13 23:55:55 +0000 UTC]
Ptsh I know right.lol
I like goofy, but too goofy, and dumb. Not so much. lol
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-07-15 15:57:46 +0000 UTC]
yeah~
there are time to be goofy and then there are times when you need to be serious XP
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-07-19 22:02:51 +0000 UTC]
Oh yes for sure. Sometimes when they would try to be serious, they weren't on the my level of deep.
Or if they were, they're just pessimist. God, never again.
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-07-20 23:56:03 +0000 UTC]
ahaha XD
just depends on the person
oh surely two pessimist doesn't make an optimist XD
though that sounds like that'll depend as well but
two negative usually doesn't make a positive u^_^ XD
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-07-23 22:14:34 +0000 UTC]
Lol yeah, it's funny how it can takes years to actually realize what type of person you want to date.lol
My taste has changed so much since high school already.
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-07-25 01:47:05 +0000 UTC]
huh i seeee
i don't have much taste in guys and stuff so i guess i don't know XP
i don't date either i guess
but it's understandable that getting to know yourself takes time X)
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-07-26 06:33:37 +0000 UTC]
Lol well I was supposed to date until I was 17, but I had a secrete boyfriend when I was 15.lol
But other then that, I didn't do serious dating until I senior year, and after high school. And what I always \
thought my taste was, wasn't completely what I imagined.
Taking time to truly know yourself takes time.
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Catchra13 [2013-07-28 20:44:44 +0000 UTC]
of course
everyone has some kind of secret from their parents XD
it's good to take your time for something important as getting to know yourself X)
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Catchra13 In reply to unexpectxnormal [2013-07-29 04:04:49 +0000 UTC]
Lol ohh yeaaaaaah. xD
Lol indeedly!
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unexpectxnormal In reply to RowdyruffsGirl [2012-08-25 02:59:27 +0000 UTC]
thank YOU for the watch ^^ XDDD
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unexpectxnormal In reply to MidoriAida [2012-08-10 18:35:41 +0000 UTC]
you're welcome ^^ XDDD
sasunaruu <333 XDDD
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MidoriAida In reply to unexpectxnormal [2012-08-13 11:33:19 +0000 UTC]
And now thank you for the fave ^^
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Miinori-Chan [2012-07-21 12:38:46 +0000 UTC]
h-hey~ naruto more cute if he is uke~
deviantART muro drawing
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unexpectxnormal In reply to Miinori-Chan [2012-07-22 23:09:57 +0000 UTC]
they're both cute as a ukee XD
but i like your drawing
although i don't prefer gender change u^_^
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Miinori-Chan In reply to unexpectxnormal [2012-07-23 07:08:53 +0000 UTC]
hoo you~~ but i'm still love naruto uke more~~~
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