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finally finished my design trade with Bleufik :0 sorry it took so long my life took a steep downhill turn

oh also random question Bleu but are you really into monstera plants? idk edith has some in her design and bleu’s alt wings look kind of like monstera shape and dutch is rocking the color palette lmao

and so I find myself ranting in a deviantart post about this lmao-

-I recently auditioned for something very very important to me and didn’t get what I wanted, and to make it worse, my family wasn’t all too supportive about it
-my friend and sibling both got what I wanted and it caused me a lot of doubt about how good I really am at what I love doing
-I forgot to bring my stylus on a last-minute trip and now I’m days behind on everything I owe everyone
-school started and I expected some classes to be my safe haven but instead I feel so behind and alone because I missed an event over the summer and now everyone knows everyone else and no one knows me
-it feels a little like everyone knows a bit about me but no one ever knows enough
-also I have a LOT to do and learn now and it’s a little overwhelming p

uhh sorry if you didn’t want to see this lmao but I needed to get a lot off my chest and explain why work will be a little slow (the timing for the design comp prizes is pretty bad for me lmao) and I’ll try to get everything done as soon as possible but I’m really struggling with things right now so please be patient C: sorry again

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finally finished my design trade with Bleufik :0 sorry it took so long my life took a steep downhill turn

oh also random question Bleu but are you really into monstera plants? idk edith has some in her design and bleu’s alt wings look kind of like monstera shape and dutch is rocking the color palette lmao

and so I find myself ranting in a deviantart post about this lmao-

-I recently auditioned for something very very important to me and didn’t get what I wanted, and to make it worse, my family wasn’t all too supportive about it
-my friend and sibling both got what I wanted and it caused me a lot of doubt about how good I really am at what I love doing
-I forgot to bring my stylus on a last-minute trip and now I’m days behind on everything I owe everyone
-school started and I expected some classes to be my safe haven but instead I feel so behind and alone because I missed an event over the summer and now everyone knows everyone else and no one knows me
-it feels a little like everyone knows a bit about me but no one ever knows enough
-also I have a LOT to do and learn now and it’s a little overwhelming p

uhh sorry if you didn’t want to see this lmao but I needed to get a lot off my chest and explain why work will be a little slow (the timing for the design comp prizes is pretty bad for me lmao) and I’ll try to get everything done as soon as possible but I’m really struggling with things right now so please be patient C: sorry again