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featured poem # 6 in my Book 10 of poems.
Bleeding Heart Held in the Hands of Love by Vacant Expressions

My complicated emotions tear through my burning heart
I promised myself this wouldn't happen, never again i said
And now i find myself staring out my window late at night
Cant sleep, because thoughts of you wont leave my head

A river runs down my face, as my make-up bleeds
As i blame myself for all the useless lies
I never stopped loving you, I don't know why i even tried
I told myself everything i wanted to hear, but i wasn't ready for goodbyes

I can feel my heart start to break, into a million useless pieces
And my soul is slowly turning black
My body is becoming numb once again
As i can feel those stupid feelings coming back

No, Not this again I scream into the still darkness
I'm beginning you god, i wish not to feel
I don't wish to go through more pain and hurt
The last time it took me much to long to heal

I don't want him to know that my desire for him is true
Its something i wish to forever conceal
I beg my mind to stop thinking these thoughts
The pain just makes it to real

Your face haunts my dreams, as it chases away any sanity i have left
Your stealing away my Independence
I'm better off alone, safe and secure
Don't need anyone else's attendance

My stone cold heart lay beating in my hands
Bleeding a sad song for you to hear
It Sings a sad story
Of loneliness, love and fear

Death silently waits on my bed
I'm growing cold again
My body uncontrollably going into shock
Trying itself to numb the pain

I broke the only unbreakable rule i gave to myself
Falling in love again was simply not allowed
" This is the last time ill put myself through this"
Clutching to his memory as i vowed

Description
featured poem # 6 in my Book 10 of poems.
Bleeding Heart Held in the Hands of Love by Vacant Expressions

My complicated emotions tear through my burning heart
I promised myself this wouldn't happen, never again i said
And now i find myself staring out my window late at night
Cant sleep, because thoughts of you wont leave my head

A river runs down my face, as my make-up bleeds
As i blame myself for all the useless lies
I never stopped loving you, I don't know why i even tried
I told myself everything i wanted to hear, but i wasn't ready for goodbyes

I can feel my heart start to break, into a million useless pieces
And my soul is slowly turning black
My body is becoming numb once again
As i can feel those stupid feelings coming back

No, Not this again I scream into the still darkness
I'm beginning you god, i wish not to feel
I don't wish to go through more pain and hurt
The last time it took me much to long to heal

I don't want him to know that my desire for him is true
Its something i wish to forever conceal
I beg my mind to stop thinking these thoughts
The pain just makes it to real

Your face haunts my dreams, as it chases away any sanity i have left
Your stealing away my Independence
I'm better off alone, safe and secure
Don't need anyone else's attendance

My stone cold heart lay beating in my hands
Bleeding a sad song for you to hear
It Sings a sad story
Of loneliness, love and fear

Death silently waits on my bed
I'm growing cold again
My body uncontrollably going into shock
Trying itself to numb the pain

I broke the only unbreakable rule i gave to myself
Falling in love again was simply not allowed
" This is the last time ill put myself through this"
Clutching to his memory as i vowed