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aapex — Ugly All The Time

Published: 2014-01-18 23:56:17 +0000 UTC; Views: 894; Favourites: 34; Downloads: 0
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I can't eat anything
Without shoving my hands down my throat
And I refuse to meet the world without smearing on makeup
With my hair blinding my eyes
Blinding my eyes
I can't remember
The last time I've seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin
Do you know what it's like 
to feel ugly all the time?
I stretch myself across the world
Pushing my limits for your entertainment
And you had the nerve
To call out my weaknesses
And drag me through the dirt
I can't remember
The last time I've seen my own eyes
Or the color of my skin
Do you know what it's like 
to feel ugly all the time?
I'm staring in the mirror
Looking back at the person I hate


This is a personal piece

that is meant to go with the song & lyrics

of Waltz Moore {FFTL}

This is actually quite close to my heart

and a pretty exact portrayal of how

I feel. 

Technique wise, some things could be better,

I'm aware. But overall, I really like it & it's 

beyond fitting.

 


Stock

Horse

Background

Antlers

Everything else © me

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Comments: 11

Weathered-Raven [2014-03-22 03:50:37 +0000 UTC]

Ohh this is pretty!!

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HevonenStudios [2014-02-01 01:38:08 +0000 UTC]

aww you're not ugly horsey you are beautiful! (cause she made you beautiful! amazing work!)

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aapex In reply to HevonenStudios [2014-02-01 02:08:42 +0000 UTC]

hehe thank you!!  

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TheWoodlandNymphh [2014-01-21 15:49:14 +0000 UTC]

This is a super stunning piece!

Everything about it flows perfectally

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aapex In reply to TheWoodlandNymphh [2014-01-21 18:34:28 +0000 UTC]

aww thank you so much!  

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Falcornius [2014-01-19 02:33:02 +0000 UTC]

Nice work!

Now as for the lyrics that you wrote, that's some powerful stuff.

In you closing remarks you said it was how you feel, that makes me sad.

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aapex In reply to Falcornius [2014-01-19 02:59:59 +0000 UTC]

Thank you very much 

The lyrics were not written by me however

they resonate with me in a big way & describe 

myself better than I ever could. 

And thank you, but on the bright side,

feeling down makes for good art, right?  

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Falcornius In reply to aapex [2014-01-19 03:09:15 +0000 UTC]

I just hope you feel that way all time and while I don't know the reasons for your feelings, I care for the artist more than I do for the art.

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aapex In reply to Falcornius [2014-01-19 03:37:56 +0000 UTC]

Well I do appreciate that

thank you ♥

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pinnaclestudios [2014-01-19 00:49:06 +0000 UTC]

I love the pop of color on his face  Amazing as always.

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aapex In reply to pinnaclestudios [2014-01-19 01:00:23 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much Peax 

A compliment from you is always an honor  

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