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So uh...I guess I'm finally out? Haha-
Well, this is kinda weird, but after a very long time of thinking and trying to figure out my life, I realized a lot about myself. It took some time but..."genderfluid" started to feel like the wrong label for me. I was always able to put on whatever gender I needed to truly be accepted by society (i.e being a female at the family Christmas party, or being introduced to a friend by my mom).
However, the idea of being "neutral" always felt kinda...right. Sure I use both male and female characters to represent myself (my persona, my pridesona being born male, Ronnie was originally my fursona before I drew E the CMYK lion), but feeling truly 'neutral' just always sounded right.
For some reason I was laying down watching Youtube and the term 'genderqueer' came into my head, and I was like "hoLY shit that's me". And, after months of trying to figure out the right word to describe how I feel and this very large fit of depression I've been going through, finding this right fit for me just brings some form of pride and joy I hadn't felt since I believed I was genderfluid back when I was 14/15 (when I was just dipping my toes into the LGBT+ community). But now feeling prideful in my gender identity just brings a sense of..inspiration, like I can finally explore a side of me I was trying to unlock for such a long time. I'm going to continue to figure everything out, and hopefully within this exploration I can find the way out of this fit of anxiety and depression.

E the tired genderqueer/genderless asexual alien whose a mess of an artist and has an unhealthy obsession with an Australian sounds....right to me.

I would really like if people could use they/them in reference to me, but I understand that not everyone on the planet believes these pronouns are valid, and will refer to me as a female. I won't be upset (hell a very common nickname for my partner to call me is 'lady' and that doesn't bother me, cause...I think of the dog cause Im a furry-, and in terms of self shipping with Sniper, he still calls me Sheila, as these are just natural for these guys and those type of things do not bother me), but it would be something that would be really nice if people could respect my choices and how I feel.

Negative comments will not be removed if left, as I understand all opinions on the matter. Just know if you do, be prepared for very long replies from me explaining my side, I'm real good at leaving comment novels-

I hope y'all are feeling safe and happy

I'll be getting back to drawing my dumb silly furries and monster boys soon, I'm planning out a few pieces with Nero, Karpos,
Kyma and a few more of the monsters that live in the same universe (they've got a very decent slice of life kinda thing going on I have for them-)

But still, be safe everyone you're valid c':

Description
So uh...I guess I'm finally out? Haha-
Well, this is kinda weird, but after a very long time of thinking and trying to figure out my life, I realized a lot about myself. It took some time but..."genderfluid" started to feel like the wrong label for me. I was always able to put on whatever gender I needed to truly be accepted by society (i.e being a female at the family Christmas party, or being introduced to a friend by my mom).
However, the idea of being "neutral" always felt kinda...right. Sure I use both male and female characters to represent myself (my persona, my pridesona being born male, Ronnie was originally my fursona before I drew E the CMYK lion), but feeling truly 'neutral' just always sounded right.
For some reason I was laying down watching Youtube and the term 'genderqueer' came into my head, and I was like "hoLY shit that's me". And, after months of trying to figure out the right word to describe how I feel and this very large fit of depression I've been going through, finding this right fit for me just brings some form of pride and joy I hadn't felt since I believed I was genderfluid back when I was 14/15 (when I was just dipping my toes into the LGBT+ community). But now feeling prideful in my gender identity just brings a sense of..inspiration, like I can finally explore a side of me I was trying to unlock for such a long time. I'm going to continue to figure everything out, and hopefully within this exploration I can find the way out of this fit of anxiety and depression.

E the tired genderqueer/genderless asexual alien whose a mess of an artist and has an unhealthy obsession with an Australian sounds....right to me.

I would really like if people could use they/them in reference to me, but I understand that not everyone on the planet believes these pronouns are valid, and will refer to me as a female. I won't be upset (hell a very common nickname for my partner to call me is 'lady' and that doesn't bother me, cause...I think of the dog cause Im a furry-, and in terms of self shipping with Sniper, he still calls me Sheila, as these are just natural for these guys and those type of things do not bother me), but it would be something that would be really nice if people could respect my choices and how I feel.

Negative comments will not be removed if left, as I understand all opinions on the matter. Just know if you do, be prepared for very long replies from me explaining my side, I'm real good at leaving comment novels-

I hope y'all are feeling safe and happy

I'll be getting back to drawing my dumb silly furries and monster boys soon, I'm planning out a few pieces with Nero, Karpos,
Kyma and a few more of the monsters that live in the same universe (they've got a very decent slice of life kinda thing going on I have for them-)

But still, be safe everyone you're valid c':