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Life and Friends

We all wonder things. When school will be out, when our favorite show will come on, when we have to move on from the things we love. These things, they vary by person. No two people have the same thought of who they wanna be, or what they wanna say. But we also wonder why we are so like this if we all share the same society, sky, earth. But by turning a few more pages in our hearts, we'll be shocked to see all the pools of tears and darkness that surrounds the core. Like an empty cave just waiting to be demolished by greedy wits.

I thought we would be friends forever....

Sadly, today is a time when people don't care anymore. About others, nature, themselves. They only think about what could come out of ruining someone's dreams and hopes. Though in the process it destroys their own heart. "I'm so much prettier than you" "My grades are so much higher" "Why do you follow me around?" Is life nothing but a competition? Was there some purpose that we all were meant to fulfill? Or is it only the lucky ones like me? Some of us are blessed with good looks, and some with brains, and some with heart. Those who have the special heart mark are the ones who make it through life proud, strong, and determined. I won't give up hope just yet.

Why did you leave me all alone in the shadows?

If only you knew how delicate I am. I can't take things the way others would. I never knew that there was something wrong with me, to the point where I couldn't be with you anymore. But did you take the time to think, maybe there was something right with me? Maybe I had a sence of being, while you only cared about what you were. Now look at us. I can't even look you in the eye anymore without crying out in my heart. Did they really mean so much to you? That you had to leave me behind? I stood in such a shock when you walked away. You were my sister, my friend. I thought we would always be close. My mistake. People change just like the weather, and you can never predict what will happen next.

I needed your support, where were you in that time? Did she honestly need it more?

I always knew this would be the year where I would say goodbye. Not just physically, but mentally too. Ever since I heard that witch was coming to our school, I freaked and thought, "Well, there goes the end of my friendship with her. Just like some other person I won't say aloud." Oh and how I was right. How I was right. How I was right. I've said goodbye to you already. You just haven't realized it yet. Is your friendship with her so much more important? You're always by her side, you never ask me to hang out, you only defend her. You even told are best friend C*Dawg "I don't need you because I have her." Oh how I was right. We never hang out anymore, I don't walk to your house like I used to, I don't say but two words to you everyday, "Hey" "Yah". What has she been through that I haven't? I've been to hell and back this year. I've gone through depression, and have though about dying so much. Where were you? I called your name in my sleep! Where were YOU? I needed someone to hold my hand and tell me I was going to be alright! WHERE WERE YOU!?! I was right next to you and called out you name! But you didn't respond, because she was standing in your way. No matter. I've gotten through my storm safe and sound. No damage done basically. I would've made it sooner though had you been there to help me out. Thankfully, God was there for me. Because I know I can count on him, and not some worthless friendship that I made the mistake of keeping. I'm honestly not worth that much to you, am I?

You can go on with your life. You can have her by your side. But just think about you actions and the way you use them. Because in the end, they're going to hurt the ones you loved. Or maybe they already have.

I'm not going to force you to stand by me. But this year, when we say goodbye for good, and I leave to start a new life, I don't want you to tell me to stay. Because you've had 10 years to tell me. And by now, it's already too late. She's your life now. So I hope you're happy. And if we do meet again someday, I hope to shake your hand and smile at you. But if we don't, which we probably won't since this world is so vast, then take this last goodbye to heart.

Goodbye life, goodbye friends, goodbye my fire. I have finally defeated you.

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Life and Friends

We all wonder things. When school will be out, when our favorite show will come on, when we have to move on from the things we love. These things, they vary by person. No two people have the same thought of who they wanna be, or what they wanna say. But we also wonder why we are so like this if we all share the same society, sky, earth. But by turning a few more pages in our hearts, we'll be shocked to see all the pools of tears and darkness that surrounds the core. Like an empty cave just waiting to be demolished by greedy wits.

I thought we would be friends forever....

Sadly, today is a time when people don't care anymore. About others, nature, themselves. They only think about what could come out of ruining someone's dreams and hopes. Though in the process it destroys their own heart. "I'm so much prettier than you" "My grades are so much higher" "Why do you follow me around?" Is life nothing but a competition? Was there some purpose that we all were meant to fulfill? Or is it only the lucky ones like me? Some of us are blessed with good looks, and some with brains, and some with heart. Those who have the special heart mark are the ones who make it through life proud, strong, and determined. I won't give up hope just yet.

Why did you leave me all alone in the shadows?

If only you knew how delicate I am. I can't take things the way others would. I never knew that there was something wrong with me, to the point where I couldn't be with you anymore. But did you take the time to think, maybe there was something right with me? Maybe I had a sence of being, while you only cared about what you were. Now look at us. I can't even look you in the eye anymore without crying out in my heart. Did they really mean so much to you? That you had to leave me behind? I stood in such a shock when you walked away. You were my sister, my friend. I thought we would always be close. My mistake. People change just like the weather, and you can never predict what will happen next.

I needed your support, where were you in that time? Did she honestly need it more?

I always knew this would be the year where I would say goodbye. Not just physically, but mentally too. Ever since I heard that witch was coming to our school, I freaked and thought, "Well, there goes the end of my friendship with her. Just like some other person I won't say aloud." Oh and how I was right. How I was right. How I was right. I've said goodbye to you already. You just haven't realized it yet. Is your friendship with her so much more important? You're always by her side, you never ask me to hang out, you only defend her. You even told are best friend C*Dawg "I don't need you because I have her." Oh how I was right. We never hang out anymore, I don't walk to your house like I used to, I don't say but two words to you everyday, "Hey" "Yah". What has she been through that I haven't? I've been to hell and back this year. I've gone through depression, and have though about dying so much. Where were you? I called your name in my sleep! Where were YOU? I needed someone to hold my hand and tell me I was going to be alright! WHERE WERE YOU!?! I was right next to you and called out you name! But you didn't respond, because she was standing in your way. No matter. I've gotten through my storm safe and sound. No damage done basically. I would've made it sooner though had you been there to help me out. Thankfully, God was there for me. Because I know I can count on him, and not some worthless friendship that I made the mistake of keeping. I'm honestly not worth that much to you, am I?

You can go on with your life. You can have her by your side. But just think about you actions and the way you use them. Because in the end, they're going to hurt the ones you loved. Or maybe they already have.

I'm not going to force you to stand by me. But this year, when we say goodbye for good, and I leave to start a new life, I don't want you to tell me to stay. Because you've had 10 years to tell me. And by now, it's already too late. She's your life now. So I hope you're happy. And if we do meet again someday, I hope to shake your hand and smile at you. But if we don't, which we probably won't since this world is so vast, then take this last goodbye to heart.

Goodbye life, goodbye friends, goodbye my fire. I have finally defeated you.