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Published: 2014-06-17 23:54:40 +0000 UTC; Views: 3551; Favourites: 31; Downloads: 0
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Description I got my monthly depression attack.

This thime it´s about that I want to be a better person. I want to feel happy. But I just can´t.
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AlexLive97 In reply to ??? [2014-10-04 23:11:32 +0000 UTC]

Yeah.... but when you´re a pessimist and depressed its hard to think on that at the moment when you are sad.

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Catmintleaf In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-10-05 03:15:33 +0000 UTC]

One thing that's kept me alive is remembering the people who love me.
Because I've soaked the facts of what would happen to them into my mind, I can't possibly tip over the edge.
Whenever I have free time, I think about my depression, and find ways to hinder it.
That's only my experience, though.
Yours may be about as different from mine as night is from day.
I can only pray that you'll always have the strength to fight your depression.

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AlexLive97 In reply to Catmintleaf [2014-10-05 03:16:28 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, thanks. ^w^

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LARS777 [2014-09-13 19:02:29 +0000 UTC]

THERE'S NO POINT IN DEPRESSION!!!!!!!!!!
Try and always remember that when you're depressed

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AlexLive97 In reply to LARS777 [2014-09-14 01:13:49 +0000 UTC]

Actually there is... if we don´t feel sad at times, we will never know how much better it is to be happy. ^w^

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LARS777 In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-09-14 08:10:11 +0000 UTC]

That's bullcrap!D8<

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AlexLive97 In reply to LARS777 [2014-09-14 11:00:56 +0000 UTC]

Awwwww.... :c

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LARS777 In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-09-14 12:11:18 +0000 UTC]

I:<

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Catmintleaf In reply to LARS777 [2014-10-03 23:57:28 +0000 UTC]

The point of depression is so that we can encourage others who have it too.
(My standpoint)

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LARS777 In reply to Catmintleaf [2014-10-04 06:37:46 +0000 UTC]

Incourage others to have depression?o.O

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Catmintleaf In reply to LARS777 [2014-10-04 06:50:41 +0000 UTC]

No, to carry on. If there were no other people who had depression to help others through theirs, a lot of them wouldn't be here anymore.

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LARS777 In reply to Catmintleaf [2014-10-04 06:59:05 +0000 UTC]

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Joshua-TD [2014-06-26 20:46:59 +0000 UTC]

I sorry for not helping you in that moment
ps. i am rafflessian

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AlexLive97 In reply to Joshua-TD [2014-06-26 20:48:18 +0000 UTC]

Oh hi there Refflessian 2.

Are you still suspended?

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Joshua-TD In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-06-26 20:49:54 +0000 UTC]

yes, i had to create another account

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AlexLive97 In reply to Joshua-TD [2014-06-26 20:50:36 +0000 UTC]

Soooo. You won´t be able to use that acount again?

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Joshua-TD In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-06-26 20:51:20 +0000 UTC]

yes, but i have to wait six days  

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AlexLive97 In reply to Joshua-TD [2014-06-26 20:53:14 +0000 UTC]

So what are you going to do with this account when your old acount can come back?

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Joshua-TD In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-06-26 20:55:53 +0000 UTC]

i think i will keep it, just in case this happen again

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AlexLive97 In reply to Joshua-TD [2014-06-26 20:57:15 +0000 UTC]

Yeah. How did you get into this trouble again? You can just send a note so it´s private.

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Joshua-TD In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-06-26 21:38:28 +0000 UTC]

i send you a note

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AlexLive97 In reply to Joshua-TD [2014-06-26 21:39:54 +0000 UTC]

I have seen it.

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karkovice1 [2014-06-22 01:43:15 +0000 UTC]

Wow! Depression really SUCKS, doesn't it?

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AlexLive97 In reply to karkovice1 [2014-06-22 05:35:52 +0000 UTC]

Yeah I know. But I know you and many other is by my side... Hey! Where are you going!? lol

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Firekitty8 [2014-06-20 15:31:19 +0000 UTC]

Horrible to be depressed

The times when I just want to shut myself away from the world and cry.

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AlexLive97 In reply to Firekitty8 [2014-06-20 22:05:31 +0000 UTC]

I know. ._.

Thats why we got friends who stand by our side. ^^

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Firekitty8 In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-06-20 23:47:24 +0000 UTC]

indeed

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ShadowRater1 [2014-06-19 06:58:18 +0000 UTC]

we all face problems and we have to over come them but it's like battling your self or like a more demonic side of you which will make you fell like you couled be a better person but we all acutely have troubles that will lead us to start gauging are selves, its also like you arguing with your good and bad side witch couled lead into depression or giant sociopath like ways but that if its some other weird shit but we will find ways throw and even if it is from the help of a friend. and we will help at any chance we get to get a friend throw. but other then that can't what for more stuff to be posted so I will see you around!

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AlexLive97 In reply to ShadowRater1 [2014-06-19 19:55:52 +0000 UTC]

Thnk you for the wise words. I really appreciate it. ^^

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theblondepoofball [2014-06-18 17:49:06 +0000 UTC]

well you arent the only one my cat just died last night in our garage at like 11:50

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AlexLive97 In reply to theblondepoofball [2014-06-18 19:41:18 +0000 UTC]

I know how you feel to. My cat died to not long ago.

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theblondepoofball In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-06-19 19:21:13 +0000 UTC]

yeah read my sis journal itll tell you about it for somereason i always feel better after telling people but i hesitate to tell people so im glad my sis told them for me
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AlexLive97 In reply to theblondepoofball [2014-06-19 19:49:48 +0000 UTC]

It´s good to talk to someone you know understands your feelings. I drew a picture of my cat the day before he died. Oh Tiger. :,(

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theblondepoofball In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-07-27 23:08:12 +0000 UTC]

oh wow (and sorry i havent responded in a month ive  been in north carolina without my da) did you know he was dieing? i wish i did some how not in a way that would have put soot in pain like tigger my other cat was but just so i could have held him or playyed with him for another day (aw gosh i wanna flipping cry now i wish i wasnt so flipping emotional sometimes!)

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AlexLive97 In reply to theblondepoofball [2014-07-27 23:29:33 +0000 UTC]

*Hug*

Thats the huge downpart with pets..... ;_;


It´s ok. I understand why you haven´t seponded. ^^

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theblondepoofball In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-07-28 14:22:47 +0000 UTC]

thanks i wish losing a pet wasnt so hard sometimes....
i lost tigger like two years ago i had never know what life was like without him and then losing soot i dont remember life without him they always just seemed like constants things that would never fade or dissapear i guess thats what makes it so hard

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AlexLive97 In reply to theblondepoofball [2014-07-28 14:27:04 +0000 UTC]

I know.... Did you meat your cat in a dream soon after he died?

My cat did... I could pet him one last time.... I cried the whole morning.

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theblondepoofball In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-07-28 23:27:06 +0000 UTC]

yes i held him and i was in the vets office and then i came out after waking up and broke down on the couch i cried for the next two days 
im scared my grand fathers gonna die soon we just went to see him today and hes not doing well at all..

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AlexLive97 In reply to theblondepoofball [2014-07-29 00:06:20 +0000 UTC]

Most of my grand parents are dead. ;_; We all understand how it fells. I remember when me and my brother got asked to go down to the kitchen where dad was going to tell us the words.... Granpa is dead.

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theblondepoofball In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-07-29 16:30:43 +0000 UTC]

i know what that feels like we were in the kitchen when my mom got a phonecall and started to cry and we were told that my greatgrandmother died i was devistated for a week and i kept breaking down randomly... i miss her 

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AlexLive97 In reply to theblondepoofball [2014-07-29 16:42:02 +0000 UTC]

We all miss our firends and family that are gone. u_u

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theblondepoofball In reply to AlexLive97 [2014-07-30 00:29:30 +0000 UTC]

yeah..

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Sami8s [2014-06-18 16:16:06 +0000 UTC]

HERPTY DERP VAR BARA GLAD!!
Att vissa tror det hjälper -.-

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AlexLive97 In reply to Sami8s [2014-06-18 19:41:46 +0000 UTC]

För mej är det bäst med tid eller att rita.

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ULTRADJ4EVER [2014-06-18 14:46:36 +0000 UTC]

It's okay man, you got people behind you no matter what

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AlexLive97 In reply to ULTRADJ4EVER [2014-06-18 15:44:55 +0000 UTC]

I know. I won´t forget it.

People just don´t think on it when they are depressed.

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42GamerCookies [2014-06-18 13:53:05 +0000 UTC]

We're here for you! I'll you help in any way I can, and everyone is here to support you. Don't forget that.          

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AlexLive97 In reply to 42GamerCookies [2014-06-18 15:45:13 +0000 UTC]

I won´t. Thanks.

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Cat-Eye-MLP [2014-06-18 13:32:44 +0000 UTC]

Please remember you will always have friends here. No matter the problem you can tell us and we will help any way we can.

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AlexLive97 In reply to Cat-Eye-MLP [2014-06-18 15:47:03 +0000 UTC]

I know. But when you´re depressed, you dont think on it.

This has nothing to do with that I don´t belive that you are by my side. I know you are.

But I just feelt sad and that I don´t do enough for ether myself or the world I am in.

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