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Warning: some swearing.

You, the Winchesters and Cas were just getting back from a hunt. The four of you were sitting in the impala, a metallica song playing, the Winchesters singing happily to the music, celebrating a succesful hunt.
You were, as usual, staring out the window, trying to daydream. You loved to daydream, but you just couldn’t focus with Cas sitting next to you, occasionally looking at you. He always seemed a bit intrigued by your love for daydreaming. You kept wondering if he was trying to read your mind, which angels can, and you really didn’t like the idea, as almost ninety percent of the time, Cas was all you could think about. To say you had a massive crush on him was a vast understatement.
When you guys arrived at the bunker, and the guys were still chatting near the car, you were the first one to go inside… Big mistake.
Lying on the floor in the library was a body. Deans body.
While trying not to panic you went outside again. The boys were walking toward the bunker but you stopped them.
“Uhmm Sam, Cas, can I have a word please?” You said, as you dragged them in and left Dean outside alone. You didn’t get to see Dean’s confused look on his face as you weren’t there to waste time.
Cas and Sam take a look at the body and immediately know what’s up.
“Shapeshifter?” Sam asks, breaking the short moment of silence.
You hear Dean- no, the shapeshifter knock on the door saying. “What the hell is going on? Guys, just let me in, will ya?”
“Me and (Y/N) will take care of the shapeshifter. Cas, you go check if Dean’s still alive.”

And so you and Sam tie up the shapeshifter, getting ready to kill it.
“Come on guys, it’s me! Dean! Why the hell would I be a shapeshifter? You guys have been with me all day!”
That’s right, he had been with you guys all day, hunting. Something doesn’t add up here. As Sam gets ready to kill the guy you realize something, how the hell could the shapeshifter get in, attack Dean and change into Dean without you guys noticing? You stare up, notice a broken window and say “Sam stop!”
He looks at you confused.
“Just wait a minute, I’ll be right back. Don’t do anything till I get back, will ya?”
You go inside, having realized the possibility that Cas could be alone with a shapeshifter right now. You can feel the adrenaline rushing through you as you enter the library. You only have a split second to react as The shapeshifter is somehow in possession of an angel weapon, sneaking up on Cas, who didn’t pay attention for just one second, one stupid second. Before you know it, you feel a sharp pain in your right shoulder, a pain that is shooting through your entire body.
“(Y/N)!”
You got stabbed trying to save Cas. You were so stupid. Not thinking at all about the consequences, but at least Cas is alive.
You could feel Cas catching you, as you were losing consciousness, and just before it all went dark, you see the Winchesters kill the shapeshifting son of a bitch. Thank god.

You’re slowly waking up, feeling a weight sitting on your bed.
“Hnnn?” You hear yourself go as your vision is getting sharper and you notice it is Cas. You sit up. Cas looks at you relieved and hugs you tight.
“(Y/N)”
You feel your heart beating faster at the sound of him saying your name.
“I’m so glad you’re alive, why did you risk your life like that?” His usual deep voice full of fear and relief at the same time.
You look at him, in his enchanting blue eyes, almost making you blush.
“I don’t know, I just didn’t want to lose my favorite angel I guess.”
He smiles, looks down for a moment and looks you in the eyes again.
“Thank you, (Y/N)” He says, while putting his hand on yours.
“I’m just glad my angel is okay” you say, losing yourself to the butterflies in your stomach. He gives you the cutest smile you’ve ever seen, and wait, is he blushing?
He suddenly stands up, acting a bit awkwardly.
“So uhmm, can I help you with anything? Should I get you some water?”
He somehow looks a bit nervous to you and you get up.
“Maybe something for the headache I guess, but what’s wrong Cas? And where are the boys?” You ask, as you and Cas walk out of your room.
“Oh, they’re on a hunt. They left me here to take care of you.” They obviously did that on purpose to tease you with your crush, as they’ve known for a while now.
“Hmmm, okay then.” You say, as you turn on the tv and sit down on the couch, not knowing what to do and internally panicking.
“So I reckon we have nothing to do for the next couple of days?” You internally curse yourself for not taking this as an opportunity.
“I don’t think so.”
You look over to him and notice him just standing there, thinking.
“Well, come sit next to me then.”

time-skip brought to you by the trickster, as sitting there and watching tv isn’t very interesting to write about

“(Y/N)?” Cas says, his voice almost shaky.
“What’s up Cas?” You look over to him.
“If I wanted to talk about something, I could always talk to you, right?”
You turn off the tv and face him.
“What’s on your mind?”
“Well, I’ve been feeling things. And I wonder if something is wrong with me.” He looks at you concerned.
You smile. “Cas, you’ve been hanging around humans a lot, of course you’ll start feeling things, maybe ask Dean if-“ And he’s gone. Of course.

You decided to lay down and stare out the window, thinking about what Cas might be doing, or what he’d been feeling. What if he fell for someone? What if it wasn’t you? I mean, it couldn’t possibly be that he fell for you, he’s a handsome, cute, awkward angel and you’re just your average hunter, there’s nothing special about you, right? For all you know he could fall for Dean, or some other girl. A girl that isn’t broken, like you.
You start to feel depressed. Maybe you should sleep, you think, as Cas appears right in front of the window you were staring out of and scares the crap out of you.
“Fuck!”
You quickly stand up, trying to recover from your almost heart attack.
“Are you okay?” He asks, his confused puppy eyes staring at you.
“Of course I’m not! You almost gave me a heart attack.”
“That’s not what I mean, I sensed a sadness.” You finally focus and process what is going on.
“Don’t worry, it’s nothing, I’m okay. How did it go with Dean?”
He blushes. “Well… Apparently I’m in love with someone.” He says, looking down, being his usual awkward self.
Your heart sinks and races at the same time. You’re struggling to hold back your tears, but he notices and walks closer.
“What’s wrong (Y/N)?” He places a hand on your shoulder and the tears roll down your face.
“I uhmmm, love someone too.” You manage to smile at him.
“But I don’t think he loves me back.”
“How do you know?”
“I just know, because why would someone love a broken, lost soul like me?” He hugs you tight, making you feel butterflies again, hurting you more.
“Because (Y/N), you’re beautiful, kind, smart, and even though you’re broken into pieces, all of your pieces shine brightly and beautifully. You’re so kind, you even risked your life for a fallen, broken angel like me.” You let go of him and look him in the eyes, confused. He looks in your eyes, his hand going trough your hair.
“Cas, who is it that you love?”
He leans in and whispers in your ear. “It’s you (Y/N)” sending chills through your spine and butterflies to your stomach. You take the opportunity and kiss his neck, earning a small, unexpected moan and a surprised Cas who looks at you intrigued and says “That, uhmm.. felt nice.” He’s so cute when he’s forced out of his comfort zone.
“I love you too, Cas” you say and he smiles happily.
You see him become awkward again. “May I- uhmm may I kiss you?” He says, his face red like a tomato.
“Ahw, always so polite.”
“Unlike you, apparently” he says, leaning in for a kiss. You stop him.
“Did I say you may?” He looks so scared and flustered.
“I- uhmm..”
“Just kidding” you say, as you pull his tie to get him closer and you kiss him, your lips meeting his, and when he starts kissing you back you could swear you are in heaven.
As you guys both take a moment to catch your breath you say “man, we’re gonna have so much fun the next few days”

Description
Warning: some swearing.

You, the Winchesters and Cas were just getting back from a hunt. The four of you were sitting in the impala, a metallica song playing, the Winchesters singing happily to the music, celebrating a succesful hunt.
You were, as usual, staring out the window, trying to daydream. You loved to daydream, but you just couldn’t focus with Cas sitting next to you, occasionally looking at you. He always seemed a bit intrigued by your love for daydreaming. You kept wondering if he was trying to read your mind, which angels can, and you really didn’t like the idea, as almost ninety percent of the time, Cas was all you could think about. To say you had a massive crush on him was a vast understatement.
When you guys arrived at the bunker, and the guys were still chatting near the car, you were the first one to go inside… Big mistake.
Lying on the floor in the library was a body. Deans body.
While trying not to panic you went outside again. The boys were walking toward the bunker but you stopped them.
“Uhmm Sam, Cas, can I have a word please?” You said, as you dragged them in and left Dean outside alone. You didn’t get to see Dean’s confused look on his face as you weren’t there to waste time.
Cas and Sam take a look at the body and immediately know what’s up.
“Shapeshifter?” Sam asks, breaking the short moment of silence.
You hear Dean- no, the shapeshifter knock on the door saying. “What the hell is going on? Guys, just let me in, will ya?”
“Me and (Y/N) will take care of the shapeshifter. Cas, you go check if Dean’s still alive.”

And so you and Sam tie up the shapeshifter, getting ready to kill it.
“Come on guys, it’s me! Dean! Why the hell would I be a shapeshifter? You guys have been with me all day!”
That’s right, he had been with you guys all day, hunting. Something doesn’t add up here. As Sam gets ready to kill the guy you realize something, how the hell could the shapeshifter get in, attack Dean and change into Dean without you guys noticing? You stare up, notice a broken window and say “Sam stop!”
He looks at you confused.
“Just wait a minute, I’ll be right back. Don’t do anything till I get back, will ya?”
You go inside, having realized the possibility that Cas could be alone with a shapeshifter right now. You can feel the adrenaline rushing through you as you enter the library. You only have a split second to react as The shapeshifter is somehow in possession of an angel weapon, sneaking up on Cas, who didn’t pay attention for just one second, one stupid second. Before you know it, you feel a sharp pain in your right shoulder, a pain that is shooting through your entire body.
“(Y/N)!”
You got stabbed trying to save Cas. You were so stupid. Not thinking at all about the consequences, but at least Cas is alive.
You could feel Cas catching you, as you were losing consciousness, and just before it all went dark, you see the Winchesters kill the shapeshifting son of a bitch. Thank god.

You’re slowly waking up, feeling a weight sitting on your bed.
“Hnnn?” You hear yourself go as your vision is getting sharper and you notice it is Cas. You sit up. Cas looks at you relieved and hugs you tight.
“(Y/N)”
You feel your heart beating faster at the sound of him saying your name.
“I’m so glad you’re alive, why did you risk your life like that?” His usual deep voice full of fear and relief at the same time.
You look at him, in his enchanting blue eyes, almost making you blush.
“I don’t know, I just didn’t want to lose my favorite angel I guess.”
He smiles, looks down for a moment and looks you in the eyes again.
“Thank you, (Y/N)” He says, while putting his hand on yours.
“I’m just glad my angel is okay” you say, losing yourself to the butterflies in your stomach. He gives you the cutest smile you’ve ever seen, and wait, is he blushing?
He suddenly stands up, acting a bit awkwardly.
“So uhmm, can I help you with anything? Should I get you some water?”
He somehow looks a bit nervous to you and you get up.
“Maybe something for the headache I guess, but what’s wrong Cas? And where are the boys?” You ask, as you and Cas walk out of your room.
“Oh, they’re on a hunt. They left me here to take care of you.” They obviously did that on purpose to tease you with your crush, as they’ve known for a while now.
“Hmmm, okay then.” You say, as you turn on the tv and sit down on the couch, not knowing what to do and internally panicking.
“So I reckon we have nothing to do for the next couple of days?” You internally curse yourself for not taking this as an opportunity.
“I don’t think so.”
You look over to him and notice him just standing there, thinking.
“Well, come sit next to me then.”

time-skip brought to you by the trickster, as sitting there and watching tv isn’t very interesting to write about

“(Y/N)?” Cas says, his voice almost shaky.
“What’s up Cas?” You look over to him.
“If I wanted to talk about something, I could always talk to you, right?”
You turn off the tv and face him.
“What’s on your mind?”
“Well, I’ve been feeling things. And I wonder if something is wrong with me.” He looks at you concerned.
You smile. “Cas, you’ve been hanging around humans a lot, of course you’ll start feeling things, maybe ask Dean if-“ And he’s gone. Of course.

You decided to lay down and stare out the window, thinking about what Cas might be doing, or what he’d been feeling. What if he fell for someone? What if it wasn’t you? I mean, it couldn’t possibly be that he fell for you, he’s a handsome, cute, awkward angel and you’re just your average hunter, there’s nothing special about you, right? For all you know he could fall for Dean, or some other girl. A girl that isn’t broken, like you.
You start to feel depressed. Maybe you should sleep, you think, as Cas appears right in front of the window you were staring out of and scares the crap out of you.
“Fuck!”
You quickly stand up, trying to recover from your almost heart attack.
“Are you okay?” He asks, his confused puppy eyes staring at you.
“Of course I’m not! You almost gave me a heart attack.”
“That’s not what I mean, I sensed a sadness.” You finally focus and process what is going on.
“Don’t worry, it’s nothing, I’m okay. How did it go with Dean?”
He blushes. “Well… Apparently I’m in love with someone.” He says, looking down, being his usual awkward self.
Your heart sinks and races at the same time. You’re struggling to hold back your tears, but he notices and walks closer.
“What’s wrong (Y/N)?” He places a hand on your shoulder and the tears roll down your face.
“I uhmmm, love someone too.” You manage to smile at him.
“But I don’t think he loves me back.”
“How do you know?”
“I just know, because why would someone love a broken, lost soul like me?” He hugs you tight, making you feel butterflies again, hurting you more.
“Because (Y/N), you’re beautiful, kind, smart, and even though you’re broken into pieces, all of your pieces shine brightly and beautifully. You’re so kind, you even risked your life for a fallen, broken angel like me.” You let go of him and look him in the eyes, confused. He looks in your eyes, his hand going trough your hair.
“Cas, who is it that you love?”
He leans in and whispers in your ear. “It’s you (Y/N)” sending chills through your spine and butterflies to your stomach. You take the opportunity and kiss his neck, earning a small, unexpected moan and a surprised Cas who looks at you intrigued and says “That, uhmm.. felt nice.” He’s so cute when he’s forced out of his comfort zone.
“I love you too, Cas” you say and he smiles happily.
You see him become awkward again. “May I- uhmm may I kiss you?” He says, his face red like a tomato.
“Ahw, always so polite.”
“Unlike you, apparently” he says, leaning in for a kiss. You stop him.
“Did I say you may?” He looks so scared and flustered.
“I- uhmm..”
“Just kidding” you say, as you pull his tie to get him closer and you kiss him, your lips meeting his, and when he starts kissing you back you could swear you are in heaven.
As you guys both take a moment to catch your breath you say “man, we’re gonna have so much fun the next few days”