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so, I lied
{drogen}
sometimes it happens.

{krankheit}

and when I think that
he's forgotten about me
{er hat mich vergessen}
I take all the excess energy
pooled in my chest,
and I put it out there.

It's exhausting, thinking towards him
all the time.
But lesser than seeing him.
{weil wenn sehe mir ihn...}

I hate crying for him.
{aber das ist liebe}

and these words
{diesen worten}

his words
{seinen worten}

our words
stay so silent.
just a secret
between bodies.

it kind of breaks my heart,
just a little.
{kleine jungen,
meine größte tor,
die einzige
die einzige liebe ich weiß
oder hatte gewusst}

I lied.
these words remind me
why.

Description
so, I lied
{drogen}
sometimes it happens.

{krankheit}

and when I think that
he's forgotten about me
{er hat mich vergessen}
I take all the excess energy
pooled in my chest,
and I put it out there.

It's exhausting, thinking towards him
all the time.
But lesser than seeing him.
{weil wenn sehe mir ihn...}

I hate crying for him.
{aber das ist liebe}

and these words
{diesen worten}

his words
{seinen worten}

our words
stay so silent.
just a secret
between bodies.

it kind of breaks my heart,
just a little.
{kleine jungen,
meine größte tor,
die einzige
die einzige liebe ich weiß
oder hatte gewusst}

I lied.
these words remind me
why.