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Description "...My entire adult life has been one warzone after the other, running from one hiding spot to the next and trying to avoid the bullets in between. Riley understood what it was like to lead such a sad excuse for a life, and he didn’t judge my cynicism, he didn’t question my motives, he only ever kept me from falling apart. He was my only proof that there was a God and Shepherd had wiped that faith out with an unholy vengeance. What kind of god would let that spot of good die?"

From Casualties by A Kiss for A Kill
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I was reading this Soap x Ghost fanfiction last night and it broke my heart.
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Xernam158 [2015-07-21 12:48:21 +0000 UTC]

FEEELSSSSSSS

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emilypooh [2013-06-06 04:06:48 +0000 UTC]

that is sad and ghost didn't need to die and when he die i cry why did he have to go

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CoDfreak217 [2013-05-08 13:15:55 +0000 UTC]

You know I would kill myself if it was worth killing Shepherd and bringing Ghost and Roach from the dead.[link]

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BatWatch [2013-05-04 01:21:39 +0000 UTC]

when ghost and roach died i broke down in sadness and anger

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SNID3R [2013-04-18 13:12:35 +0000 UTC]

;_;

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Gans68 [2013-04-03 11:07:17 +0000 UTC]

я ΡƒΠΆ ΠΈ Π½Π΅ помню.. ΠΎΠ½ΠΈ ΠΆΠ΅ Π±Ρ‹Π»ΠΈ Π»ΡƒΡ‡ΡˆΠΈΠΌΠΈ Π΄Ρ€ΡƒΠ·ΡŒΡΠΌΠΈ?

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Shadowed-DarkNinja [2013-01-26 20:05:35 +0000 UTC]

OMFG It broke my heart when these guys died! I broke down and cryed forever and days on when soap died to!! I luffed that guy ;_; This art just makes me want to break down and just cry T.T dkgks the feels...

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lookatmewithlove [2013-01-07 08:51:07 +0000 UTC]

awwwwwwwwwwww

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umikaisme [2012-06-23 14:45:11 +0000 UTC]

QAQ cry again.....

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Smart-n-Green [2011-11-22 18:07:27 +0000 UTC]

Absolutly heartbreaking. That pose, that quote. I could slap myself for not coming here earlier. It might have helped after MW2

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BayonetteCeraza [2011-11-21 00:45:02 +0000 UTC]

why did IW have to kill ghost

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SpriTe0110 [2011-10-30 14:54:18 +0000 UTC]

This is incredible. Hate IW for killing off these guys.

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HollyhoodVacation [2011-04-28 01:36:49 +0000 UTC]

My heart shattered when Roach and Ghost died

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SparkTalon [2011-04-07 02:09:21 +0000 UTC]

This is so amazing and it makes me super sad

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RenValentine [2011-04-01 15:54:18 +0000 UTC]

Absolutely heart-wrenching...

I'm not a great writer but I'd be REALLY flattered if you'd peruse [link] this sad excuse for a CoD fic...m-maybe it'll inspire you?

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Arinen [2011-02-17 09:54:12 +0000 UTC]

I featured this artwork in my journal: [link]

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UnexpectedHero [2010-12-07 05:30:29 +0000 UTC]

Awww D: How terrible D;

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Vincents-Valentine [2010-11-23 05:40:27 +0000 UTC]

I need to read the fanfiction that inspired this most tear-jerking artwork. Whats it called?? Is it supposed to be sad? It makes me sad- He's not dead is he?!? Well, yet, right?!?
You have a way with colours and scenerio's. I... I think I'm in love <3

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ameij In reply to Vincents-Valentine [2010-11-28 06:12:00 +0000 UTC]

it's called Casualties (chapter 11)

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Phoenixangel924 [2010-11-20 07:40:23 +0000 UTC]

My heart broke too when Ghost died.

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moonlightbender [2010-11-06 22:48:00 +0000 UTC]

This gets in my heart in ways you can't imagine. I feel sad just looking. Says alot of what an amazing artist you are.

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Envy-Fangurrl [2010-10-25 23:46:13 +0000 UTC]

Ghost dying pretty much ruined my life.
Still love MW2, though!

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Alluvain [2010-09-01 17:42:06 +0000 UTC]

[link] i just loved ghost and after he died, the hole game just did not feel the same.

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OKLV [2010-08-15 19:24:46 +0000 UTC]

assssssssssssssssss

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Psycho113 [2010-08-11 18:36:09 +0000 UTC]

Epic man! Very nice job!

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FuryofRaph [2010-08-04 09:48:19 +0000 UTC]

I've read it and strangely i'm hooked. Its wonderful, and this is amazing.

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ameij In reply to FuryofRaph [2010-08-05 07:24:37 +0000 UTC]

thanks! i'm flattered.

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FuryofRaph In reply to ameij [2010-08-05 22:55:23 +0000 UTC]

Your welcome...I don't know if drawing is what I'm good at(though I practice everyday), but maybe fanfics are more my thing. I already have like sixty ideas...and I'm already typing one as we speak. Anywho, love your drawings, keep'em coming.

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ameij In reply to FuryofRaph [2010-08-07 07:22:34 +0000 UTC]

wow, can't wait to read it.

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FuryofRaph In reply to ameij [2010-08-07 23:54:48 +0000 UTC]

I'm practicing first, it helps get some solid ideas...I just need to figure out how to submit them to this site trully. I'll also take requests, when I have time.

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moonlightbender [2010-08-01 23:06:48 +0000 UTC]

I've been reading her fic as well. I love it and I love that you love it too because it allowed for this work to be created. It is amazing. I love you both. I still tear up thinking that Ghost is KIA. Although I hope he isn't.

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FuryofRaph [2010-07-23 13:04:07 +0000 UTC]

I read as far as that fanfic could go at this point...I loved it. And this is so sad then so sweet at the same time a deadly combination.

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rooster-crow [2010-07-03 09:47:02 +0000 UTC]

*runs away to cry in a corner over Ghost and Roach dying and the story pic is based on*
Ghost and Roach must LIVE! *writes a ff on it*
Love it even though I get a lump in my throat every time I look at it. And the story it's based on is amazing too!

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ameij In reply to rooster-crow [2010-07-22 01:31:56 +0000 UTC]

I love the chapter and it's a thousand time more hurting than this...

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rooster-crow In reply to ameij [2010-08-17 14:33:06 +0000 UTC]

Is it weird that I can't seem to stop staring at Soaps arse at such a sad, tender moment? Yes? *looks worried*

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ameij In reply to rooster-crow [2010-08-18 07:21:52 +0000 UTC]

he's ass looks weird.

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fullcreamilk [2010-06-30 12:53:01 +0000 UTC]

iiiiiiii
look at this now
and my eyes are misty
;__;

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jazzknh [2010-06-16 07:20:16 +0000 UTC]

And thus another piece of yours ushers forth more tears. And despite the risks of more tears, i'm gonna read that no doubt depressing souls crushing fic now!

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ameij In reply to jazzknh [2010-06-16 19:10:49 +0000 UTC]

I hope you enjoyed it.

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Demzez [2010-06-12 07:33:46 +0000 UTC]

Very cool. All your Ghost arts are awesome!

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GreenSprite [2010-06-11 10:04:23 +0000 UTC]

No idea what game it is, but I really enjoy all of your fanart. Great style.

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ameij In reply to GreenSprite [2010-06-11 18:48:02 +0000 UTC]

Thanks. XD
BTW, this is from the game Call of Duty: Modern Warfare 2

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Ghost-DeadMaster [2010-05-23 18:08:14 +0000 UTC]

T.T kawai~

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infinityadeux [2010-05-14 03:59:39 +0000 UTC]

love it. *tear*

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TrixieLove [2010-05-12 23:55:17 +0000 UTC]

I love that fan-fic.

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ameij In reply to TrixieLove [2010-05-13 00:41:55 +0000 UTC]

handshakes..

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TrixieLove In reply to ameij [2010-05-13 00:43:39 +0000 UTC]

Lol.

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Kh-FF-Lover [2010-05-12 13:47:14 +0000 UTC]

nice *,*

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ameij In reply to Kh-FF-Lover [2010-05-12 18:20:21 +0000 UTC]

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ADeWeHi [2010-05-12 11:10:49 +0000 UTC]

OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! My story inspired this?!?! It's so beautiful!!! I think I love you... Would you mind if I link to this in my FanFic profile? Please? :3

~Trish

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