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Happy New Year! It was around this time last year that I didn't have the best grasp on reality. I was so caught up in my own personal anxiety that I lost my mind. Not much to say it about that now, except every day, I'm surprised, humbled, and grateful that I still have friends and followers, in spite of thinking I don't deserve either.

Main reason I'm making this journal is to acknowledge that I said OStW would be done around the holidays. I could be smart-alacky and say "I didn't say WHICH holiday" but we all know which holidays I was referring to. It is half way done and can be seen on patreon for $1 a month, but if you can wait, I suggest doing that.

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And... that's it. Oddly enough I had way more overly-sensitive, insecure, preachy, and just whiney things to say in this journal, that I resisted typing for that very reason. My resolution last year was to help those I care about. For the most part, I did what I set out to do, even if I ended up helping 2 possible sociopaths that ended up treating me like shit. My resolution this year is simple: Keep my cool in situations of stress, and don't let the opinions and perceptions of others influence my own.

I'd also just like to talk more to people in an introspective way. Get out of my own head and such.

"Does this mean I won't get to talk to you as much?"

Don't worry voice in my head, you'll still have plenty of chances to fill me with anxiety and self-doubt.

"YAAAAY! I love 2017 already!"