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Published: 2018-01-19 01:23:03 +0000 UTC; Views: 7771; Favourites: 41; Downloads: 28
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Some time ago i got a note from one of you, asking me if i was going to post again...well i did, and i felt i needed to tell you this loud and clear (even if it is in text )
i have some private problems that involve family, studies and maybe my future job...
you may know that i'm entering College right now, and that time i could be spending making posters of cute girls getting their cute asses kicked will be on the back of the Schedule, however, that wasn't the only reason...
I started feeling like shit since november of last year, yet i found time to still work some stuff to post, yet i had constantly less interest in each and every thing i was working on (including my non-ryona work).
also, i felt unnapreciated constantly, not only here, every single page i posted my work on.
but yes it felt bad here also, my work is made out of inspiration,meaning , i have a limited span of time i can work without taking a rest before wanting to die. my recent Work felt really bad to me, part of it is because i was stuck, i tried xnalara yet my pc is always giving me shit with it, even tho i work with other 3d software without any trouble (well, that's a lie) and every single time i post a scene
i get Little to none comments, and half of them are requests! i already told you that they are closed!
and i always got some note saying "ayyyy man ken i get a requist " and is partly my fault because i didn't make the more obvius, but they are on my page, people have asked for them before (only once tho) but c'mon people, i give you a constant source of good ryona in a page where most ryona pages only repost other people's work! (but i'm glad some of them repost drawings from closed deviantart pages. what happened to those?) and the only thing i ask back is to you to spit some fucking points on my dirty face.
i started to feel overwhelmed with this, and i stopped using SFM to make ryona for a whole month, and tried to do some more material to work my insecurities.
my life was www.youtube.com/watch?v=BdLC59… 24/7 and i couldn't talk about it with anyone...
if this post gets ignored, thats fair (not really, but i guess it's partly my fault)
i also lost track of so many of the requests that i got, so please forgive me
however i feel better now (i guess)
i really thank all of my supporters and i encourage you to join my discord server where i post news and projects that are and aren't ryona!
discord.gg/jmh4yFU
and please be nice to me..
or tell me i am a cunt (i deserve it)
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Comments: 10
I'm really glad to hear this. College is a struggle for me also. I'm sorry for the requests I didn't know they were closed lol.
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I know how you feel, I really do. I've been through all this myself: lack of motivation, feeling unappreciated, annoyed, depressed, loathing myself and everyone around… I wish I could say something that could cheer you up, but I can't think of anything. In my experience nothing really helps in this condition, it doesn't go away until it does, by itself. Maybe change of scene can help somewhat. Congrats on entering college btw, maybe it'll help.
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I'm with ya there on the missing a ton of requests bit. I've lost loads of 'em. Aside from that, I hope you get to feeling better. You make some really great stuff, and it may be best to ignore the onslaught of requests you get when you've already said that you're not accepting any, lots of people just immediately shoot an artist a request when they see something they like and don't look into whether or not said artist is accepting.
All of that to say, take a breath, deal with the most pressing matters first, and go at your own pace, no one would blame you for that 
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don't worry about it.
as i said, it was partly my fault
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I hope you do better in the future.
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I like your stuff. Just have to realize a lot of times the community goes to shit.
I hear ya with wanting favs, but sometimes you juat gotta make what you want and hope others enjoy it. People who get favs a lot usually just use the newest characters in the same old poses. This works because the majority of people are just faving whatever the new fad game is..
Its not always the case. Ryona also has high and low points. It used to be very popular, but because of political correctness culture its frowned upon more often now.
At the end of the day just keep doing what youre doing, take a break and wait to be inspired again.
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yeah.
as i said. i'm feeling much better now.
maybe my next scenes will hae a different tone, mostly a kind of dark humor
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I hope you feel better, find relief, find a way to like life and yourself and get help to do it all.
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i really appreciate your comments!
and yes i have found a way to keep up with this!
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