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It’s me
You started again today
Making fun of me
You made me want to cry
But instead it’s a smile that you see

I smile when I should cry
I yell when I am mad
I’ll cheer right up
Even when I should be sad

I don’t know why I do that
I really don’t understand
Should I have someone
Help and hold my hand

People say I’m ‘sick’
That I have a disease
Others say
That that’s just me

I like things others don’t
I get all the weird jokes
I’ll hate you if you hate me
That’s how I’ll always be

I’ll sit for hours in the dark
I’ll stay up late
But I’m always tired
Should I worry?

What to do
What to do
Should I take meds?
Or should I just rest my head

Poems are my thoughts
Singing is my hobby
Dancing is something I don’t like
And drawing just isn’t me

I have no special gifts
I guess that’s why the hate
Every little thing I do
Every thing I try

I’m not popular
I hate sports
I like pain though
Its fun

I won’t cut my self no matter what
Emo is just not me
People say I have Goth moments
But really it’s just a retreat

My friends say I need help
But what am I to do?
When all I want
Is to be locked in my room

I think I’m done with this now
I think I’ve said everything
Oh ya just one more thing
I can never love again, I’m dead