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Happy pride month.

SM
Ive been thinking deeplySince pride month is taking place, I’ve been having many self-reflection about my sexuality. Although it’s not a topic that I normally think to myself every single day, it’s been something that I have a deep feeling in my soul of what kind of people I like. I deeply think that I am actually either asexual or bisexual, and that’s something that made me have some spark of joy, but I’m also afraid, because I never actually thought I have that sexual identity. It’s a really difficult topic to talk about since I have not proclaimed Something that Is a bit personal to me, but I guess its the Time where I want to talk about to you guys.Why I feel Bisexual: one day in my first semester of 2019-2020, there would be some sparks here and there that I felt gay for a few seconds, then back to my straight-self. It was quite weird, thinking that would actually have feeling towards men to the next level. at one point there were a few days where I fantasize about men every time whenever classes were slow. I kept thinking to myself, “What’s wrong with me? Why do I have three feelings that I have towards men?” At first, I thought I was gay in those moments where I feel scared myself. either that, or I was really curious to see how it feels like, and although I never actually had any boyfriends in my entire existence, there were some spark in me to be bisexual. Why I feel Asexual: For odd reasons, I like girls, but I do not actually have any physical attraction or romantic to women in person, which means that I am gay, or that I thought I was gay, and at the same time, I do not have The same physical attraction to men in person as well. I am also concluding that I am Asexual? (i Kinda feel like a robot with no feelings for love). the reason why I feel Asexual is that in my senior year the final weeks of the first semester, there was a girl I like. I wouldn’t say she’s incredibly beautiful, but she’s on par. Kind of got nervous when I talked to her and having not too cheesy pickup lines, but my mind said “you’re not attracted to her! She’s just another woman that you’re going to be friends with!” At that moment, I didn’t had any physical or romantic attraction. I questioned myself, “why am I doing this in the first place? Is there any reason why you’re acting this way?” No. I don’t think so. In conclusion, I feel like I’m asexual, and I am quite proud of who I am today, although my sexuality keeps fluctuating between asexual, straight, and bisexual, I think I am sticking more to the asexual side....

Description
Happy pride month.

SM
Ive been thinking deeplySince pride month is taking place, I’ve been having many self-reflection about my sexuality. Although it’s not a topic that I normally think to myself every single day, it’s been something that I have a deep feeling in my soul of what kind of people I like. I deeply think that I am actually either asexual or bisexual, and that’s something that made me have some spark of joy, but I’m also afraid, because I never actually thought I have that sexual identity. It’s a really difficult topic to talk about since I have not proclaimed Something that Is a bit personal to me, but I guess its the Time where I want to talk about to you guys.Why I feel Bisexual: one day in my first semester of 2019-2020, there would be some sparks here and there that I felt gay for a few seconds, then back to my straight-self. It was quite weird, thinking that would actually have feeling towards men to the next level. at one point there were a few days where I fantasize about men every time whenever classes were slow. I kept thinking to myself, “What’s wrong with me? Why do I have three feelings that I have towards men?” At first, I thought I was gay in those moments where I feel scared myself. either that, or I was really curious to see how it feels like, and although I never actually had any boyfriends in my entire existence, there were some spark in me to be bisexual. Why I feel Asexual: For odd reasons, I like girls, but I do not actually have any physical attraction or romantic to women in person, which means that I am gay, or that I thought I was gay, and at the same time, I do not have The same physical attraction to men in person as well. I am also concluding that I am Asexual? (i Kinda feel like a robot with no feelings for love). the reason why I feel Asexual is that in my senior year the final weeks of the first semester, there was a girl I like. I wouldn’t say she’s incredibly beautiful, but she’s on par. Kind of got nervous when I talked to her and having not too cheesy pickup lines, but my mind said “you’re not attracted to her! She’s just another woman that you’re going to be friends with!” At that moment, I didn’t had any physical or romantic attraction. I questioned myself, “why am I doing this in the first place? Is there any reason why you’re acting this way?” No. I don’t think so. In conclusion, I feel like I’m asexual, and I am quite proud of who I am today, although my sexuality keeps fluctuating between asexual, straight, and bisexual, I think I am sticking more to the asexual side....