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Feel the slushy tubes lining your skull
Twist upon themselves
Short cirquit
Zapping-----tapping
Every memory, love, fury,….hopeless sadness………………..
Then you question
With the intellect “blessingly” bestowed on you
Along with this madness----
Why the fuck you shed
Uncontrollable tears
And with self-inflicted slices
You haven’t bled

Then you switch on a blade
Kicking down a dead bolted door
And I’m a girl
And I’m only 5’4”
Questioning why I pull out a friend’s
Shotgun and psychotically turn it on them
…..but then again…..
……………they had just busted my nose in……………..
oh, wait, ……o.k., the better part
feeling like wonder woman
so you start….
To do what you want, how you want and when
To forget where you’re going
Moreso, where you’ve been

Feel hollow
Attempt the shallow
For just one more day
Pulling my panties up
Taking them off
To scoff
At imbecile ways
Flying high
Kites soar & lace your mind with visions
Of reds, blues, yellows
Butterflies & conquests

Now clip to mellow
The coming down
Back to an alienated clown
My existence, it goes ‘round & ‘round

Will the zoloft, lithium, Seroquel
Numb my mind
Enough, shutting out the truth I find
Stopping that grind
Prob’ly not, but, hell, I’ll try
The sublime
And in the meantime
I’ll vie
To keep whoring my lie

Description
Feel the slushy tubes lining your skull
Twist upon themselves
Short cirquit
Zapping-----tapping
Every memory, love, fury,….hopeless sadness………………..
Then you question
With the intellect “blessingly” bestowed on you
Along with this madness----
Why the fuck you shed
Uncontrollable tears
And with self-inflicted slices
You haven’t bled

Then you switch on a blade
Kicking down a dead bolted door
And I’m a girl
And I’m only 5’4”
Questioning why I pull out a friend’s
Shotgun and psychotically turn it on them
…..but then again…..
……………they had just busted my nose in……………..
oh, wait, ……o.k., the better part
feeling like wonder woman
so you start….
To do what you want, how you want and when
To forget where you’re going
Moreso, where you’ve been

Feel hollow
Attempt the shallow
For just one more day
Pulling my panties up
Taking them off
To scoff
At imbecile ways
Flying high
Kites soar & lace your mind with visions
Of reds, blues, yellows
Butterflies & conquests

Now clip to mellow
The coming down
Back to an alienated clown
My existence, it goes ‘round & ‘round

Will the zoloft, lithium, Seroquel
Numb my mind
Enough, shutting out the truth I find
Stopping that grind
Prob’ly not, but, hell, I’ll try
The sublime
And in the meantime
I’ll vie
To keep whoring my lie