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Published: 2013-10-27 22:22:10 +0000 UTC; Views: 617; Favourites: 4; Downloads: 4
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So, basically this is how I feel almost everywhere I go. The only useful thing I am able to do is sitting in a corner and don´t talk.
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Well, hello there.
That's kinda how I feel a lot of the time. :/
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you understand me, right? 
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Kinda. Like, I find myself angry at everyone living here a lot of the time and that's mostly because I don't get out of the house enough. It's almost as if they either don't care or don't understand and yet I'm expected to just be happy no matter what. It came to a point sometime last year where I had it in my head, "Fuck everyone, I am done with this life and I am going to end it here and now," because I felt so worthless that I might as well as ended it. Now clearly I didn't go through with that and I do feel a little bit better about myself (mostly because of the production group I joined), but there are still times where I'm just sitting here thinking, "No one in this place cares."
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I know how you feel... how it feels being locked in your house because you don´t have anyone to hang out with, how it feels to go to school and feel ignored. In my school there´s one girl who likes my style and always copies it, and since i dont have friends to show it and she does, everybody thinks that everything she does, likes or uses is hers. But karma will eventually show the truth. Keep going on, and smile, always smile, and cry when you have to cry, but never ever stop, because you will have plenty of time and nothing lasts forever, unless you stop... then there´s no way back, and it means that things wont get any better. Good things take their own time to happen
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I mean, I wasn't really ignored during high school or after high school. It was just after I moved out of California when my emotions just crashed down almost entirely.
I'll be your friend. 
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that´s cool ^^ occupying your time with something else always helps!
i write stories and songs and go through all my occultism or history stuff to get rid of my demons
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Yeah, I'm pretty much an at home student film maker. :3 Can't wait to get my new camera. XD
Ooooo! What kind of stories?
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cooool! 
Good luck with your projects man! im so happy for you
well, most of them are love stories, but they are not always the same, it´s about many different couples and their relationships.
In one story the girl is the submissive and the man is the dominant, in another relationship it´s the other way around, in another one they are equal (i hardly use this couple because it does not draw my attention very much, I want some kind of "action") And then some relations have like a "measure" of dominance and submission (in some of them the dominance and submission thing is very high and they practice things such as BDSM and in others is not present in an active way but more like hidden in little actions that the man or the woman do) Then I play with the emotions, in my story some couples are able to tell each other how much they love them and in other ones they are very proud and love is shown by particular actions or it is rarely shown (although it does not mean that love does not exist between them). Some couples are very shy and hardly show their affection in public or some of them even make out in the middle of a room XD They can have a sweet relationship or an intense passionate one.
And all these couples know each other, and I invent their daily life, the relationship between ALL of them, plus I mix it with fantasy and action or humor because a lot of events take place in the common scenarios.
But I am more focused about the love theme, because I can play more with it.
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Thanks!
Sounds interesting. :3
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yeaah, it is! ^^ i spend a lot of time on my stories making them look as realistic as possible.
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That's really good.
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yeaaah XD it actually is! but i dont pretend that anyone reads it, being able of inventing them and writing them is enough for me! as long as i have fun!
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nope XD i rarely publish them
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i mean XD cause I dont expect people to read them, I write them as a hobby, i dont have any ambitions related to writing. I prefer focusing on my songs and acting
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So you're an actress?
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i prefer film acting ^-^ but i wouldt mind doing both!
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Yay film acting.
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cool! good luck with your camera! take advantage of it
btw, i am performing a play at the end of november, about Pygmalion; the film adaptation My Fair Lady. I am Eliza Doolittle, one of the main characters and I have to sing as well. I am very happy since Eliza performed by Audrey Hepburn, one of my favorite actresses ^0^ so for me, it´s like being nearer to resemble one of my idols.
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That's awesome!
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well, you're wrong
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