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So. I have had this photo on my computer for a VERY long time, and have never posted it. I hate it. I really do. I was proud of myself for even taking it, and proud of the lighting and such, but I had never posted it until now because I thought that me in the picture ruined it. But because I hate it, I decided to post it, just in case it might help me get over my own insecurities about my body. This is a rather old photo, my hair is blue and I'm a tad heavier in this than I am now. But everyone who's actually seen this photo wanted me to post it. So here it is. :/ Might be deleted if I get sick of it or can't look at it anymore, but... tada. I wasn't trying to be sexy or cute or anything, this was taken with my own camera after my Liquid Projects photoshoot, and I wanted to see if I could get a picture of my shoes and the pattern of my tights. So... yeah. Ignore this. It's just a step in trying to accept myself for how I am. X___X I still feel like a whale every time I look at it, but I refuse to let feelings like that run my life. This is a step in that direction, I hope. >_<Don't like, don't look. Even I don't like it. I'll understand. Posting this is more for myself than anything, even if it doesn't work out, I'm trying to become more comfortable with myself.
I apologize if anyone is bothered by this or me rambling on about it. I might take it down soon anyways, or move it to Scraps.
So, yeah. Hopefully I'll learn to be more secure in myself and my photos in the future.
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onyxhose In reply to ??? [2011-12-02 21:43:55 +0000 UTC]
if u see my page u can understand i like pretty legs, and yours look like beautiful.
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lastprayertree [2011-12-02 19:42:15 +0000 UTC]
some one said: life is short .enjoy.and take your feet up
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artemisroseshadow In reply to lastprayertree [2011-12-02 19:42:39 +0000 UTC]
That is very good advice! o7o
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justjakk [2011-12-02 19:28:08 +0000 UTC]
Gal, don't be sell yourself short. You are absolutely gorgeous.
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artemisroseshadow In reply to justjakk [2011-12-02 19:38:57 +0000 UTC]
I'm trying to learn how not to sell myself short, that's one of the reasons for this~ >__< Thank you so much, luv~ ;////; <3
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justjakk In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-02 22:29:00 +0000 UTC]
You can haz much welcomez
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MsMojorisin [2011-12-02 19:26:00 +0000 UTC]
Girl if I hear you call yourself a whale one more time, my fist is gonna fly through your screen (via a series of tubes) and falcon punch you so hard your face will turn into a black hole. You are absolutely GORGEOUS and whoever the hell told you you're fat needs to have a beehive shoved down their throat. You're so tiny and adorable! If you were any thinner you'd look like one of those 90's heroin chic models, and that's just no bueno. I know it's hard to learn to accept compliments, I went through a nasty bout of that for a few years. You can tell a girl she's pretty a hundred times and she'll never believe you, but call her ugly once and she'll never forget. It's tough being a chick in a society that demands unobtainable perfection. But you can learn to love yourself, cause we love you!
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artemisroseshadow In reply to MsMojorisin [2011-12-02 19:40:43 +0000 UTC]
I said I feel like one when I look at this. But honestly, no matter what I looked like, I'd probably still feel that way, which is why I'm trying to get past that. I'm trying to recover from certain things that have alot to do with my insecurity, so I've got to push past how I feel about pictures like this, so eventually I might be able to appreciate them more. And thank you so much. It means alot to have your support.
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MsMojorisin In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-02 20:53:40 +0000 UTC]
I understand, shit happens and everyone's got their own emotional baggage to deal with. It's good that you're taking steps to break that insecurity, even if it's gonna be hard. Trust me girl, you've got a long road ahead of you, but the end result is totally worth it.
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Phazon200 In reply to ??? [2011-12-02 18:19:09 +0000 UTC]
I can see if you're insecure because of people wanting to look at you so much because you look so good, but other than that, I don't see where that comes from unless you're just shy. You look great.
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artemisroseshadow In reply to Phazon200 [2011-12-02 18:57:41 +0000 UTC]
I'd rather not go into where it comes from, but thank you very much~ ;___;
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cmickle In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-02 19:19:12 +0000 UTC]
Elmer needs love too. . .
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artemisroseshadow In reply to cmickle [2011-12-02 19:41:14 +0000 UTC]
I love Elmer! As long as it's not hunting season. : DDD
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cmickle In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-02 20:29:24 +0000 UTC]
It's always hunting season >,<
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artemisroseshadow In reply to cmickle [2011-12-02 20:35:40 +0000 UTC]
BUT IS IT RABBIT SEASON OR DUCK SEASON? : DDDD
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cmickle In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-02 20:36:29 +0000 UTC]
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artemisroseshadow In reply to cmickle [2011-12-02 21:02:30 +0000 UTC]
I should get out my binoculars. @___@
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lequebecois1962 In reply to ??? [2011-12-02 17:58:30 +0000 UTC]
Your body is magnificient. But, I have to tell to you something important : The essential in our life is to be well with ourself. Yes, I know the body may be interresting for the eyes but the the real beauty is in our ... heart. Don't never forget it. ^^
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artemisroseshadow In reply to lequebecois1962 [2011-12-02 18:58:50 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much! I need to remember stuff like that. It does slip my mind when I get down on myself and stuff~~ Thank you! ;7; <333
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lequebecois1962 In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-03 03:13:53 +0000 UTC]
If you may look all pictures of myself, you will understand why I tell you something like that. ^^ Take care !
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lequebecois1962 In reply to lequebecois1962 [2011-12-02 17:59:17 +0000 UTC]
I repeat : Your body is perfect. ^^
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HeiwajimaHero In reply to ??? [2011-12-02 16:49:58 +0000 UTC]
ftw?..buut buuuut DDD: youre so so so pretty and cute >:c!!<3<3 i love how you look :C!
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artemisroseshadow In reply to HeiwajimaHero [2011-12-02 18:59:11 +0000 UTC]
asdfghjkl; Thank youuuu~ >///////<
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HeiwajimaHero In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-02 21:56:29 +0000 UTC]
youΒ΄re so welcome sweetie !
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AnathemaXTC In reply to ??? [2011-12-02 16:24:53 +0000 UTC]
The non-partial critic in me says this: This photo has quite the strange lighting, but keeps focus where it should. You say it was to show off the pattern of your tights, where it was thoroughly successful. The pose is interesting and you make it look very good.
The partial silly in me says: PRETTY!!!
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artemisroseshadow In reply to AnathemaXTC [2011-12-02 18:59:40 +0000 UTC]
XDD Thank you! Both parts of you are very kind! >////<
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AnathemaXTC In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-04 20:46:29 +0000 UTC]
You're welcome
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artemisroseshadow In reply to Mihiyo [2011-12-02 19:05:29 +0000 UTC]
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Aikaikaik [2011-12-02 16:09:47 +0000 UTC]
Oh goodness! How is this like a whale?! I think it looks fine! I don't notice the weight or anything at all! I think it looks great! That and it makes me want to have blue hair now XDD
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artemisroseshadow In reply to Aikaikaik [2011-12-02 19:00:43 +0000 UTC]
I know others probably don't see what I see. Posting this is more a step in the right direction for myself than anything. And fff, thank you~ ;///; YES, BLUE HAIR FOR THE WIN!
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Aikaikaik In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-03 01:56:45 +0000 UTC]
Your welcome! And once my cousin had blue hair! (she always changes the colour everytime i see her! XDD)
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tntrekabulator [2011-12-02 16:06:47 +0000 UTC]
I think it's very sexy, and you should be proud of it.
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artemisroseshadow In reply to tntrekabulator [2011-12-02 19:05:53 +0000 UTC]
Baaaah~ >//////////< Thank you! Hopefully one day I will be proud of it. XDD
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tntrekabulator In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-02 19:14:49 +0000 UTC]
I know you will.
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x-xsinnerx-x In reply to ??? [2011-12-02 15:57:43 +0000 UTC]
Honestly ._. You're beautiful, I wish I could have your body. Seriously, I'm the whale, not you. >.> You need to have more self confidence darling.. I know girls that would kill to have a body like that.
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artemisroseshadow In reply to x-xsinnerx-x [2011-12-02 19:02:41 +0000 UTC]
No one here is a whale, especially not you, luv! ;___; It's just my perception of self. I know it's warped, which is why I'm slowly trying to fix it. Thank you so much~ You're beautiful, too! >//////<
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x-xsinnerx-x In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-02 19:10:36 +0000 UTC]
-smiles- Thank you dear. ^///^ Lemme tell you this much, I believe everyone is beautiful inside and out, there is no ugly people.. Unless you count the people from my old school who have no souls and are going to hell for things that shouldn't be named. -cough- At anyrate! You, need to keep up that smile. (: The first person I find downing you, I'm killing them because you deserve to be happy.
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artemisroseshadow In reply to rachaelwrites [2011-12-02 19:03:55 +0000 UTC]
It's the way I view myself sometimes, even though if I look at it from someone else's point of view, it may be different. I'm trying to get over my insecurities about myself. >__<
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rachaelwrites In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-04 16:33:50 +0000 UTC]
well, i wish you the best of luck!
<3
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artemisroseshadow In reply to Ari-chann [2011-12-02 19:04:35 +0000 UTC]
@_____@
I assure you, I can be. XDDD
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Ari-chann In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-02 22:25:17 +0000 UTC]
NUU.
It's impossible ;u;
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