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Published: 2011-12-02 10:50:24 +0000 UTC; Views: 7798; Favourites: 243; Downloads: 0
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So. I have had this photo on my computer for a VERY long time, and have never posted it. I hate it. I really do. I was proud of myself for even taking it, and proud of the lighting and such, but I had never posted it until now because I thought that me in the picture ruined it. But because I hate it, I decided to post it, just in case it might help me get over my own insecurities about my body. This is a rather old photo, my hair is blue and I'm a tad heavier in this than I am now. But everyone who's actually seen this photo wanted me to post it. So here it is. :/ Might be deleted if I get sick of it or can't look at it anymore, but... tada. I wasn't trying to be sexy or cute or anything, this was taken with my own camera after my Liquid Projects photoshoot, and I wanted to see if I could get a picture of my shoes and the pattern of my tights. So... yeah. Ignore this. It's just a step in trying to accept myself for how I am. X___X I still feel like a whale every time I look at it, but I refuse to let feelings like that run my life. This is a step in that direction, I hope. >_<Don't like, don't look. Even I don't like it. I'll understand. Posting this is more for myself than anything, even if it doesn't work out, I'm trying to become more comfortable with myself.
I apologize if anyone is bothered by this or me rambling on about it. I might take it down soon anyways, or move it to Scraps.
So, yeah. Hopefully I'll learn to be more secure in myself and my photos in the future.
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derekjones In reply to ??? [2011-12-02 11:15:09 +0000 UTC]
! agree with the other comment that you seem fine, I know some of models who will swop body and legs with you if you wish!
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artemisroseshadow In reply to derekjones [2011-12-02 19:05:10 +0000 UTC]
I WOULD KILL TO HAVE LADY GAGA'S LEGS. >___>
THEY'RE FUCKING BEAUTIFUL. XDDD
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derekjones In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-03 10:05:10 +0000 UTC]
what would she do on stage if you had her legs?
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P3ncilPortraits [2011-12-02 10:56:27 +0000 UTC]
Well look...I'm not the oracle on beauty but this is an amazing photo. Wonderfully lit and the pose is really great. You really should have more self belief...you say you feel like a whale? Wow, you have a fantastic figure ! The bad side of our society makes frankly beautiful ladies like yourself feel awful about themselves...I find this very sad.
I'm sorry to say, the reality is that you're a very beautiful young lady so please don't be so harsh about yourself. I love this photo
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artemisroseshadow In reply to P3ncilPortraits [2011-12-02 11:03:29 +0000 UTC]
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Thank you so much! That's too nice of you. Really. >__< I know my perception of myself is warped, that's why I'm trying to fix it, and it means alot to hear other's opinions on it, too. And ffff, society can be awful. Like. I know I feel like a whale alot, but I know that there are people out there who are worse in their self-image than I am, and even that is just a horrible thought to me. :C What happened to healthy and gorgeous girls, like Marilyn Monroe? XP I'm very happy you like the photo, especially the lighting and stuff, it was one thing I was really worried about, since I don't have professional lights yet or anything~
And fff, even if I don't believe it now, please don't be sorry for anything that you have to say, or anyone else. We should be allowed to say whatever we want, and hearing other's opinions gives me a reality check. I appreciate it. I really do.
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P3ncilPortraits In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-02 11:12:08 +0000 UTC]
No need to thank me, truly. I just admire beauty, no motives whatsoever. Well, I just find it sad that so many beautiful ladies have such a low opinion of themselves (and media/society seems to be the main reason). The photo is really well taken...the lighting is soft and subtle...shows of your form very well
Yes, I sadly didn't expect you to believe me but beauty is in the eye of the beholder right?
I think you're fab!
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missadrenaline46 [2011-12-02 10:52:37 +0000 UTC]
Excuse me, what problems do you have with you body? I only see a pair of gorgeous legs here
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blondepassion In reply to missadrenaline46 [2011-12-02 17:38:13 +0000 UTC]
i totally agree!!
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artemisroseshadow In reply to missadrenaline46 [2011-12-02 10:54:08 +0000 UTC]
Oh ffff, I shouldn't even start~ But fank yew! ;////; That means alot to me, it really does~
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missadrenaline46 In reply to artemisroseshadow [2011-12-02 10:59:35 +0000 UTC]
You know, I was like you just few time ago, I absolutely hate my physical appereance but then I realize everyone has their flaws, and that flaws is what make us different and wonderful. We are beautiful, no matter what they say remember that!
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artemisroseshadow In reply to missadrenaline46 [2011-12-02 11:05:15 +0000 UTC]
Our imperfections make us perfect! I believe that too, but it's so hard to apply it to myself sometimes. Once I step into someone else's shoes, I can view it more realistically, though. Thank you~ ;///////; You're beautiful too! So is everyone! ;7;
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