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As I've said before many many many times before
You can listen to what I say
But you'll be left crying on the floor

I'm blissfully unaware in truth
To the world strewn about
And as I lie neck deep in water
I feel as though I'm bleeding out

Such a fiery passion I've had
Since the day I was born
And up until this day
I've never known what it was for

It was a passion for creating
A passion for all things unreal
All the lies I've told on accident
Have become suddenly too real

If I could go six years back
Back to when innocence was free
I would take it all back
Just so I could be me

It was all that stupid whores fault
You know the one I'm speaking of
You may not know her name
But you know the situation, love

The skies have parted from downpour
Left me soaked and in the streets
I've bled from many cuts
And written upon many sheets

My legacy is obsolete
As I cannot forgive my contempt
For my slightly impetuous being
Which has never been more keenly felt

Kelly oh how I love you
Cassie this goes for you as well
And Kaitlin how I miss you smile
I should be damned to hell

I don't make things easy
And how I wish I could
Just go through a single day
As a normal person would

This smile I've placated
Stamped upon my face
It's almost as uneasy
As it is fake

I don't expect your sympathy
As you'll never understand...
I just want to be loved....
And someone to hold my hand

I've had it lost it threw it away and more
And yet the thing I still hope for
Is you at my door

I wish I could do anything
For those who don't care
Because then my legacy would be
Something more than just thin air

I've never held fast to my beliefs
That I could wrap this up so soon
It almost takes me back to contemplating
My most definite and certain doom

I love you and you and you
And yet there is nothing in return
I just want someone who could love me
Without becoming burned.

Description
As I've said before many many many times before
You can listen to what I say
But you'll be left crying on the floor

I'm blissfully unaware in truth
To the world strewn about
And as I lie neck deep in water
I feel as though I'm bleeding out

Such a fiery passion I've had
Since the day I was born
And up until this day
I've never known what it was for

It was a passion for creating
A passion for all things unreal
All the lies I've told on accident
Have become suddenly too real

If I could go six years back
Back to when innocence was free
I would take it all back
Just so I could be me

It was all that stupid whores fault
You know the one I'm speaking of
You may not know her name
But you know the situation, love

The skies have parted from downpour
Left me soaked and in the streets
I've bled from many cuts
And written upon many sheets

My legacy is obsolete
As I cannot forgive my contempt
For my slightly impetuous being
Which has never been more keenly felt

Kelly oh how I love you
Cassie this goes for you as well
And Kaitlin how I miss you smile
I should be damned to hell

I don't make things easy
And how I wish I could
Just go through a single day
As a normal person would

This smile I've placated
Stamped upon my face
It's almost as uneasy
As it is fake

I don't expect your sympathy
As you'll never understand...
I just want to be loved....
And someone to hold my hand

I've had it lost it threw it away and more
And yet the thing I still hope for
Is you at my door

I wish I could do anything
For those who don't care
Because then my legacy would be
Something more than just thin air

I've never held fast to my beliefs
That I could wrap this up so soon
It almost takes me back to contemplating
My most definite and certain doom

I love you and you and you
And yet there is nothing in return
I just want someone who could love me
Without becoming burned.