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I hate this feeling in my chest
Like I'm not good enough
What's she doing when not with me
Getting into better stuff
Does she even care
The way I do
Does she want me there
Because I want to
I'm feeling so flustered
An anger building up
Is it her ignoring me
Or just me making it up

Why can't I breathe while I wait
Why do my eyes feel like they're burning
Why do I have to have
Such a painful yearning

So many years have passed
I thought I'd moved past this point
God damn this nagging feeling
Pulling me under my half lit joint
Why can't I let her be
When I can't hear her voice
I just want so much more than I can have
but then again it is her choice

My stomach is all in knots
My lung is fairly labored
I feel I may pass out if soon
If my mind doesn't get air

I'll keep telling myself for now
She's busy, away
I hope my sanity will last
At least until the end of today

Description
I hate this feeling in my chest
Like I'm not good enough
What's she doing when not with me
Getting into better stuff
Does she even care
The way I do
Does she want me there
Because I want to
I'm feeling so flustered
An anger building up
Is it her ignoring me
Or just me making it up

Why can't I breathe while I wait
Why do my eyes feel like they're burning
Why do I have to have
Such a painful yearning

So many years have passed
I thought I'd moved past this point
God damn this nagging feeling
Pulling me under my half lit joint
Why can't I let her be
When I can't hear her voice
I just want so much more than I can have
but then again it is her choice

My stomach is all in knots
My lung is fairly labored
I feel I may pass out if soon
If my mind doesn't get air

I'll keep telling myself for now
She's busy, away
I hope my sanity will last
At least until the end of today