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I want to be happy.  I want to smile.  I want my darkness to leave me. These demons control me, and I WANT them to leave.  I want to stop crying, for no apparent reason.

I want you to be happy as well, and to smile, and love someone who deserves you.

Sometimes I want knowledge, and sometimes stupidity.  Sometimes I want life and sometimes death.  Sometimes pity, and sometimes invisibility.  Sometimes light and sometimes dark.

I just want... a sense of normality in my life.  A sense of constant being, and not dissociative and reclusive behavior.

I want friends and enemies, I want lovers and haters, I want parents and peers, all who understand me.  But does anyone understand me, no, does anyone knows who I am, no.  The upward and downward viciciousness of the moods, I WANT to stop.

The humility of existence is, life itself, only meant to previe a mortality, which is just that, mortality, in what means, a period of existence in which there is an unstoppable, definite end.  I want my end to come with warm arms and a wide smile.

I just really want, an understanding, of myself, the world, and my purpose.  I truly want... nothing.  What I wants contradicts other wants, and lets not even speak of the relevance of need.  But there is nothing I can want.  Want is pointless, so therefore, this all has been pointless.  Want is greed, not need, and viciously taking what is unneeded.

Want... I want nothing.
Want... I want everything.

Want... want is contradiction, and what is contradiction.??.

Contradiction, is proving a pointless point, against itself...
Want...

Description
I want to be happy.  I want to smile.  I want my darkness to leave me. These demons control me, and I WANT them to leave.  I want to stop crying, for no apparent reason.

I want you to be happy as well, and to smile, and love someone who deserves you.

Sometimes I want knowledge, and sometimes stupidity.  Sometimes I want life and sometimes death.  Sometimes pity, and sometimes invisibility.  Sometimes light and sometimes dark.

I just want... a sense of normality in my life.  A sense of constant being, and not dissociative and reclusive behavior.

I want friends and enemies, I want lovers and haters, I want parents and peers, all who understand me.  But does anyone understand me, no, does anyone knows who I am, no.  The upward and downward viciciousness of the moods, I WANT to stop.

The humility of existence is, life itself, only meant to previe a mortality, which is just that, mortality, in what means, a period of existence in which there is an unstoppable, definite end.  I want my end to come with warm arms and a wide smile.

I just really want, an understanding, of myself, the world, and my purpose.  I truly want... nothing.  What I wants contradicts other wants, and lets not even speak of the relevance of need.  But there is nothing I can want.  Want is pointless, so therefore, this all has been pointless.  Want is greed, not need, and viciously taking what is unneeded.

Want... I want nothing.
Want... I want everything.

Want... want is contradiction, and what is contradiction.??.

Contradiction, is proving a pointless point, against itself...
Want...