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Innocent (Sebastian X Noble!Autistic!Reader)

Key Terms:
(F/n)=First name
(L/n)=Last name
(E/c)=Eye color
(H/c)=Hair color
(H/l)=Hair length
(D/c)=dress color
(S/d/c)=Second dress color
(L/c)=locks or curls

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You were different from everyone else.

Most people described you as bipolar or anxious; but you were none of those. In fact, you didn't know what you were, all you could say was that you were mentally disabled. You found it hard to grasp the true meaning of things, you didn't talk much, so must people thought you were shy. And sometimes you couldn't finish a sentence without stuttering or pausing for a long period of time because you couldn't get the words out; even though you knew what you wanted to say. However, your family did care about you, and they began to keep a very close eye on you when they found out that you had a mental disorder, but the doctor stated she couldn't figure out what it was you really had, So at the moment your parents and big brother kept their eye on you. They could tell you had a disorder that would interfere with your life, whenever you were angry and your parents told you to knock it off, you would knock anything and everything off of a surface that next to you. That showed how strange your disorder was, and no one knew what it was. By the time you became 13 years old, the severity of your disorder began to die down a bit. You were able to speak a bit more fluently, though you would still have moments of stuttering and awkward pauses, and you began to grasp the meaning of things a tad bit better than you did before; which made your family so proud of you.

However, by the time you became 17, things began to change. Your big brother moved out and started his own life, you were pretty happy for him but you missed him dearly. Your parents were hoping to find a mate for you, one that would have no problems with helping along your way in life to make life easier for you. But there was no such luck for the moment, that is until they heard about a ball being held at Phantomhive Manor on a Friday. Your parents decided that they would go with you in search of a mate that met their standards of making sure they'd be there to help you as you went through your life, you were very nervous because you weren't real fond of being around other people. But none of the less, the thought of finding a husband somewhat excited you, you just wished it wouldn't be done by going to a ball where there was so many people. Thoughts such as 'What if all the single men their hate me?' Or 'What if the man my parents like is gay?' went through your mind as you awaited the day to come.

When the day of the ball finally came around, your mother got you dressed into an elaborate (d/c) ball gown with (s/d/c) lace and she (straightened/curled) your (h/c) hair into beautiful (locks/curls), as well as doing your make up for you. She tried to make your natural beauty stand out more by giving you a natural and matured look for your make up. When you and your parents were ready to leave you stepped into the carriage and all three of you were off to the ball. Once you had arrived your parents stepped out the carriage first. When you were about to step out after your parents, you came face-to-face with probably the most handsome man you had ever seen.

"Care for some assistance, my lady?"

Your heart literally skipped a beat when you heard the sound of his voice, as if it resembled the sweet yet bitter essence of caramel. The features of his appearance had your heart pounding. His raven black hair may look like a bit of a mess to everyone else, but to you, it suited him perfectly; and his eyes were such a perfect shade of red, they put wine and velvet to shame. He was indeed, ruggedly handsome. You were soon snapped out of your daze when the man had asked you the same question again. All you could do was nod and take his gloved hand as you stepped out of the carriage and scurried over to your parents before he could even introduce himself to you, but it was obvious that he was Earl Phantomhive's butler. Thoughts of him instantly went through your mind as a slight blush began to dust over your cheeks, something that had never really happened to you before. As you entered the ballroom close behind your parents you saw an entire plethora of lords and ladies dancing, or standing by the walls speaking with each other. Your parents then turned around and told you they would be looking for a suitable mate for you, but once they began to leave you began to freak out and clung to your mother. You never left your parents, and seeing that they were leaving you right now, made you a bit scared. Your mother tried to gently push you away but your grip on her had tightened, determined you'd never let her or your father leave you. However, this angered your mother and she shoved you off of her like you weren't a problem, causing you to fall onto the ballroom floor and let out a loud squeak. Then tears began to fill your eyes.

"M-Mother.. F-Father.. C-Come back..!" You cried through small sniffles as your parents just left you there, on the floor, not turning back to take you with them.

Then everyone around you began to laugh at you crying.

You were so embarrassed, you felt so betrayed, yet you felt so angry. How could people be so mean? Seeing you on the floor crying isn't funny at all, once you got yourself up you spotted a bleach blonde boy in a hideous purple coat laughing like a hyena.

"Look at that poor girl, she's so pathetic! She thought her parents care for her but really they think she's quite the oaf she really is!"

That was when you snapped. Girl, you gave that boy your death stare, which caused him to laugh more, but you didn't seem to care at that point. You did something that was not lady like at all. You...

Wait for it...

Punched him in the face as hard as you could, he was the real brat, he deserved it. After letting out a few heaves of anger, you immediately went back to your depressed phase from before and quickly fled the scene to find a place where you can be all alone and have time to yourself. Thankfully, the doors that led to the gardens outside were open and you took the opportunity to go out there and have some god damn peace and quiet.

~~~Meanwhile~~~

Minutes after the incident the Blondie awoke with a massive headache. "My head hurts! Claude, I demand you to tell me what happened to me!" The brat yelled to his butler as he got himself up.

"You got knocked out by a young lady, your highness~."

~~~Back to you being outside~~~

You were all alone out in the gardens, thank goodness for that. You weren't crying anymore, but the sight of your parents leaving you all alone to be humiliated by the people inside the ballroom, while they went around in hopes of finding you a suitable mate; which you thought would be impossible now after what had just happened, made you fell betrayed. You wandered the gardens to keep your mind off of things, admiring all of the beautiful flowers and bushes that tied the entire thing together. You were about to make your way back to the ballroom until you heard the sound of footsteps and immediately stopped, almost freaking out, and your heart began to pound in fear.

"Going back inside so soon, my lady?"

You jolted slightly, but quickly relaxed when you heard that the voice belonged to the handsome butler you saw when you had arrived to the ball. All you did was turn around to face him and let out a soft moan (no, not that kind of moan, get your mind out of the gutter.)as if responding to him, he then smiled slightly.

"You don't seem to talk much, do you?"

You shook your head and looked down at the ground in front of you, he walked up to you and tilted your chin up, forcing you to look up at him.

"I saw what happened before you left. What you did may not have been lady like, but it was a brave thing to do. Lord Trancy deserved that punch to the face you had given him, he most certainly is quite a brat."

You stared at him for a few minutes but looked away, trying to hold back tears.

"My lady, are you alright?"

You didn't know how to respond to him so you just looked back to the ground, but you were soon pulled close to him as he hugged you tightly. You then burst into tears once again as the turn of events came back to your mind. However, you were relatively quiet but Mr. Drop-Dead Gorgeous only held you tighter, as if he were trying to comfort you. Which worked, of course.

"My lady, would you mind telling me what's wrong..?"

You began to wipe the tears from you face as you tried to calm yourself so you could speak.

"H-Honestly, I didn't want to go to this, b-but my parents made me go with them anyway to find a mate.. and yet my mother just pushes me away like she doesn't know me.."

You buried your face into the butler's tailcoat so he wouldn't see you're face full of embarrassment. He looked down at you and gently tilted your chin up once more.

"I can see why you are upset about that, but don't let it bother you, I do not wish to see tears streaming down your beautiful face."

A small blush appeared on your cheeks as he began to wipe up the rest of your tears with his gloved hands, looking into your (e/c) eyes.

"May I ask, my lady, what is your name?"

"(F-f/n) (l/n).." You stuttered out slightly.

"Sebastian Michaelis at your service, my dear."

Sebastian then brushed a piece of (h/c) hair away from your face before capturing your lips with his in a passionate kiss. Your face reddened and your heart began to pound, at first you were a bit scared but you melted into the kiss seconds later and you wrapped your arms around Sebastian's neck. After what had felt like an hour had passed, when really it was a few seconds, Sebastian pulled away from the kiss and let go of you.

"I will send a carriage for you to come back tomorrow, consider it to be a first date, Lady (f/n)."

And with that he escorted you back inside when almost all of the guests were gone, and you found your parents talking to Earl Ciel Phantomhive. Once he had left they walked up to you.

"(F/n) where have you been young lady?" Your father asked in a scolding tone.

"Oh Honey don't be so tough on her, she was just outside. Anyway (f/n), I believe we found someone who might be the one for you!" Your mother spoke in an almost sing-song voice as all three of you began to head back to your carriage.

"W-Who, mother..?" You asked, sounding nervous.

"Why, Ciel Phantomhive himself! He has offered for you to come back tomorrow morning, he'd like to see you and spend the day with you!" Your mother said before stepping into the carriage. You followed in after your father and were assisted once again by Sebastian, while he listened to your parents talking about Ciel he smirked. Sebastian knew that it was all a lie, for he had asked his young master if he himself could see the young lady. You sat yourself down across from your parents in the carriage.

"Goodnight, Sebastian. I hope to see both you and the Earl tomorrow."

"I look forward to seeing you as well. Goodnight, my lady."

The carriage door closed and you and parents were off to go home. Once you had arrived home your mother helped you out of your dress and the maids brought you your sleepwear to get you dressed for bed. You immediately threw yourself onto your bed and sighed lightly before falling asleep. You were really looking forward to tomorrow, you wanted to get a chance to get to know Ciel Phantomhive better, but you couldn’t wait to see Sebastian once more.

He was the man for you.