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Published: 2014-12-01 18:19:48 +0000 UTC; Views: 960; Favourites: 50; Downloads: 2
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it's a very very very hard dayI just want to kill my brother
I brought all knives from kitchen before he hit me.
I choose to do what I want to,drawings, designs.
I can't get many money from these jobs,but it's enough because I live at my mother's house,I don't need to pay an expensive rent.instead I give some money to my mother every month.
I live in this house with my brother.
he always bring girls home,it makes me feel very disgusting.
he borrowed money from friends, banks and usury .then he asked my mother to pay the money back,again and again.
he makes my mother very sad.
I really hate him very very much
today he shout at me and wanted to hit me, I don't want to live with a dangerous person anymore.
but I found I don't have a job so I can't rent a house outside.
if I get a jod,it means I can't do so many drawings and designs as now.
it's difficult
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Stay alive! My mom can't stand up to my dad either and my dad can be a total idiot. o ^o;;; But the most important thing is to stay alive.
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thank you!
just why mothers can't be stronger in this way.
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I think it's cultural. o ^o; And they're often too tired to be stronger. By the time we're grown up, they've done a lot, and they're too tired to do more, and they shouldn't be doing more --- they should be able to watch their children go out into the world with pride.
There's also a technological divide. The lack of availability of education, media, technology, reading and information in general when they were younger can cause them to become stuck in bad habits and misunderstandings. My mother dated my father when they were in college. He was the first and last person she ever dated. He mistreated her but she didn't see it because love was new to her. She probably didn't understand what love was. Yet they still got married, had me, and now she is tired of fighting back. She just lets him do whatever he wants and it's broken her so badly mentally that it's almost impossible to hold a debative conversation with her. She refuses to listen to conflicting ideas. Instead, she'll just say, "you're right" to get the other person to shut up rather than actually learn anything.
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"they should be able to watch their children go out into the world with pride."this is so right.But my mother is not lucky enough to have a normal son.
it's difficult to you too.hope you can get rid of it very soon.
there is a sentence "慈母多敗兒" in China.
it means a loving mother always spoils her son.
my mother is so loving that my brother become a bad guy.
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我的运气还好，现在跟我男友一起，所以逃脱了我父母的家。我家只有我这个女儿和比我小11岁的妹妹。希望她可以顺利长大，不被大人的错误影响。
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扶額原來會說中文.........希望你妹妹能順利成長
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i don't know how it is where you live, here as much as the people are very sexist, there are laws of protection of women, together with a women's station where they can report harassment and domestic violence (with phone numbers and all), I know it's hard, both living with and having authorities in the middle.
The other possibility there is, that is also hard, is to get your mother and move out, not telling the brother where to. It's hard and feel wrong to run away when the other being who should leave, but it can be safer.
I know I'm a stranger to you, but if you want to talk about it, you are invited to. I'll help you anyway I can, I can't stand seeing people targetted to violence, specially when there's social hierarchy involved.
One way or another, I'm hoping and cheering for you and your mother's safety and well being.
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thanks for your suggestions.
it's complicated between my mother and brother.
my mother can't leave her son alone, this is why she forgave he again and again.
actually I hated my mother in some way.
If she leaves he, then every day will be a good day.
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I can understand it, it's a very delicated circunstance. Things are never easy when the violence comes from close people or family.
But things will get better
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one day, you will be rich and famous, then your brother will die (inside).
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This is pretty much how i feel about my sister and her boyfriend. Ive been wanting to draw something like this for a while but havent been able to because of the fear that they might see it. So thank you for drawing this, and im sorry that you felt the need to. Good luck. 
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And well, I thought at first it was music lyrics, if it's real. Good luck ! Your situation looks pretty bad and difficult.
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thank you
and yes,I love the movie and those songs
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"We aaaaal deserve to die, even you, Mrs Lovett, even I"
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