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Hmm....the response to the first question sounds very familiar...
'I Can't Decide' by the Scissor Sisters?
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cake and cookies are gross. They only make you fat in unnecessary ways. Tea is good. That person should focus on eating more healthy. This is from a person who sits at a computer all day starving herself because she's "depressed" and "pitiful". I should really shut my trap and eat something once in a while. Ugh I'm stupid.
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Eating something is better than nothing..
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that is true but eating hurts, because my acidic levels too high, and I can't take stronger meds until my doctor is in the country again to tell me i can, and I can't go to another doctor because I have had the same doctor all my life, and and XD
I'm a worry wart XD
All i know is that i have a good 80 to 98% chance of having an ulcer XD It really shouldn't seem funny to me because eh, but it would be funny because that would mean, once again, i am right, and my mother/father is wrong. My mother also thinks I don't have schrizophrenia, but she didn't look up all the symptoms, and she can't tell me I don't have those symptoms, she's just ignorant.
And so, i shall prove my parents wrong again.
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People who know the symptoms of schizophrenia tend to act on them. It's pretty common..
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Mmm that is true but I didn't know schrizophrenia until after I experienced symptoms and thought I was going insane.
But i can understand what you mean. Mmm, and I'm sure I have soething close to schrizophrenia, unless I'm lying to myself. I highly doubt my childish and manipulative mind would torture itself in such an unsatisfying way. If I truly wanted to torture myself, there are many PHYSICAL ways to do so. But the mind truly works in strange ways. And so I have to continue to go to therapy, so i can continue to ponder and reason, so I can find the solution. And although I'm an impatient person, I'm almost certain they will find out that I do not have schrizophrenia. I am certain because I do not want to be right. Sometimes, I want to be wrong. And that is the reason I enjoy calling myself "stupid". Because it allows me to think "if i think everyone else is stupid, then I shall be stupid" so it can make me wrong. I don't know why, but I've always enjoyed doing things wrong, in my own way. I'm supposed to be a highly intelligent girl, apparently to ALOT of people. But I enjoy loathing in stupid. And rather or not someone tries to take away my thinking, it does not matter. I have found being the way I am torturing, a trap within a trap within another trap, all playing throughout my mind every day. And so i will continue to be this stupid girl who tries to "act smart". And I will torture myself. And so, that is my mental ay of torturing myself, so I do not do it physically. And in a way it keeps me distracted from the voices that i know aren't there, no matter how real.
Whoa that's alot of writing. God, once I start writing, it never stops. I'm sorry for typing that all out -w-"
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I think you need to focus on more positive things... There is so much in the world that you can do but you are dwelling in the negative.
I know this is..completely off topic, but you really do have a talent for drawing. Why not focus completely on that for a while and try to filter your emotion into that?
It can be really relaxing when you let it be.
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.. mkay... ;n;
I usually try to do that.. but my thoughts race so fast, I often multitask in thought, so I could be drawing and thinking about that but also be thinking about other things, and then the thoughts pile and and then I hear things... It's complicated when your thoughts can't stop racing..
But I'll try to blast my music louder and ignore it.. thank your for the compliments ;u;
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You're welcome. Why not try memory games. I find sudoku delightful.
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That does sound delightful, actually. Maybe I'll try poetry as well. I'll look some stuff up. Ugh, and my floors dirty. If I want to fix my room up I have to clean. Clean is open space. Open space is the enemy. I don't know why but my dad thinks i-
zomfg what am I doing.. I find myself pitiful now. Once I start writing about one thing I get to another and i don't know why. *squints screen and shakes the netbook* Give me the answers why my hands never stop moving, no matter how wrong that sounds, oh mighty internet of awesome *squints harder, but gives up* I think... I'm just going to google-search now before things get ugly *blehs at the screen who doesn't give her answers*
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Open space means you will have a less clustered mind.
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I hate open space though because it could have something in that open space and you never know what's in it and... I don't know, I just rather be somewhere where I can be calm. Like a closet. I'm sitting in one now. It's dark and comforting, and unlike the rest of my room, just the right size to sit in ;n;
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You ledge I pissed myself laughing at your first response.
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I assume that either you cannot choose, do no want to choose, or consider that question spam. If it is spam, I apologise and I will think of better questions in the future. On another note, I do prefer being alive, so please refrain from killing me.
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Really? I'm not familiar then... I was raised on country music and I devaited from there to Japanese. Finaly from there I moved to soundtracks. So sorry about that. -__- My song knowledge is very limited, sad to say...
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*returnes from Youtube* Oh my, that is one of the best songs I've heard in a while. I laughed so hard I almost fell off my chair.
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