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Published: 2004-01-29 02:48:00 +0000 UTC; Views: 707; Favourites: 5; Downloads: 62
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Description Heh... sorry if I disappointed any Batman (the superhero) fans; the title on this is a little deceiving.

This is a very sentimental piece for me... I almost cry everytime I look at it. To make a long story short, about 4 or 5 months ago my boyfriend gave me a kitten, my favourite one out of his litter that his cat Mrs. Norris had. I named him Batman because he looked like he was wearing Batman's mask and tall black ears like Batman. I loved him dearly. However, my parents strictly told me NO MORE CATS INSIDE... So they made me put him in our barn to be a poor little barn cat (which no cat should ever have to do). He was a very scared little kitten and would hide in his little bed I made him up there. I would go to see him and feed him everyday; he would always be waiting for me. He would run up to me and I'd pick him up and he'd lick me and purrrrr. I even snuck him into the house one night and he slept in my room with me. I loved him so much... But one day I went up to the barn and he wasnt there... I searched for him forever but I never found him. I KNOW he didnt run away because he was always terrified to leave the barn. It was the only home he knew... and he waited for me there every day. A wild dog or something must have killed him... *mourns*

So I've been suffering since that awful day; I felt like a part of me died. Cats are like people to me... And I believe that no cat should ever have to step foot outside into the harsh world. They should be kept safe in a loving home. I miss my Batman so much...

There is lots of symbolism going on in this picture, but the main thing I'm trying to express is this: I feel responsible for his death. His life was in my hands and I left him to die. I left him night after night in a cold barn in the cruel, open world... A vulnerable, precious little kitten; now lost forever. ...I will never forget him...

*crrrriiiieeeessss*

I hope you all like this picture; It was so hard to do because I had to look back at pictures I had taken of him for reference. I even took the time to colour this which is something I very rarely do.
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Comments: 17

ReversedFlag [2004-05-24 06:19:54 +0000 UTC]

awww.. thats sad. I love kitties too .

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writingpoetryforlife In reply to ReversedFlag [2009-03-05 20:30:39 +0000 UTC]

im so sorry 4 ur loss cats are like people (along with dogs) to me as well. although my family and i are alergic to cats alot of them would purrr on my wheelchair put their head against my footrest and love to be petted by me and protect me like sit on my lap and give my parents a look (same w dogs) but i cant imagine what ur going thru and it not your fault. my mom always says god take them for a reason no more pain and suffering and Batman is looking down at his proud owner and is waiting for you. just to let you know, he loves you very much

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astasia In reply to ReversedFlag [2004-05-24 15:58:41 +0000 UTC]

Thanks so much for the fav!

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omegasranger [2004-02-11 18:38:16 +0000 UTC]

This is an awesome drawing - but an incrediably sad story... Makes me sad.

Don't worry - Batman is waiting happily for your return to him in that happy place everyone calls afterlife!

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plaguedvision [2004-02-05 21:20:25 +0000 UTC]

BATMAN!!!!!!!

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Almana [2004-02-02 18:28:32 +0000 UTC]

awww *gets tears in her eyes* (which is slightly imbarrassing sence I'm in class O.o) Thats sooo sad. I know how you feel tho...every time I lose an animal I lose some of myself...animals are like ppl to me too. I'm very sorry for your loss *hugs you tightly*

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astasia In reply to Almana [2004-02-03 04:06:45 +0000 UTC]

Awww thank you....

*hugs tightly back*

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darkblackdragon [2004-01-31 06:38:44 +0000 UTC]

yeah and the drawing is awesome too

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darkblackdragon [2004-01-31 06:38:14 +0000 UTC]

im sorry i feel ur pain... i had cats when was a baby and each and everyone would dissapear and the last one dissapeared like 3 years ago.... they were outside cats mostly.... now i have two cats that are 2 and their inside cats and im afraid when their outside at night cuz there are so many cyotes..... bt im sorry about batman he reminds me of one of my cats zorro

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Cortiko [2004-01-30 12:49:25 +0000 UTC]

I miss batman soo much. its not your fault at all sweetie. its just the way life goes. i love this picture. it's very symbolic. good job.

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pinkneko [2004-01-30 04:39:55 +0000 UTC]

That poor kitty.. I'm sorry.. We lost a cat, too.. My dad had made the cats stay outside for a time because they had fleas so bad.. even after dipping and bathing, they still got them all the time. So instead of having them be indoor cats, my dad put them outside. After a while, 1 of them ran away or.. got hit by a car.. or something.. T_T I'd like to think he just got too far from home but someone else is taking good care of him.. *sigh* But.. I really do like the name you gave that kitty.. Batman is awesome, heh. The coloring on the picture looks very nice, too.

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lightninglullaby [2004-01-29 22:22:59 +0000 UTC]

I am so sorry about that Terra Sama! Cats are like people to me too, and when my kitty died it was just devestating. I really like the emotion behind this picture. I truly am sorry,

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astasia In reply to lightninglullaby [2004-01-29 23:38:22 +0000 UTC]

Thankyoo Ducky... *sniffles*

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stormclouds [2004-01-29 17:00:41 +0000 UTC]

:hugs: I feel the same way about my cat. My parents keep telling me that she has to go live outside, but I can't let her. So now she has a litter box in my room and her food and water. I feel like I'm keeping her captive, but I've had 3 run away already and I love her, so...she stays inside. She tears up my room and knocks things off the wall, but I don't care.

And...we have a little gray kitten that adopted us. We're going to keep her, but you can have her. She can be your kitty that lives at our house if you want to. I will take really good care of her. What do you think?

~Emm

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astasia In reply to stormclouds [2004-01-29 23:44:02 +0000 UTC]

Oh yes!!!!!! That's the sweetest thing ever... I'd love to have her. *squeezes the kitty* Thank you thank you thank you... You've made me feel so much better about this. Even tho it happened about a half a year ago, I'm still hurting badly; especially after looking back at the pictures I had of him.
Thank you for the comment, and the kittie!!! Take good care of her Does she have a name?

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stormclouds In reply to astasia [2004-01-30 15:07:32 +0000 UTC]

Her name is Phantom, because when she was born, she had a white patch over her eye like the Phantom of the Opera. She's gotten darker since she's gotten older(she was born in May), so her patch is kind of a peach now...so we call her Peachy sometimes. I'll email you a picture of her sometime soon.

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IncognitoGeek [2004-01-29 05:04:04 +0000 UTC]

Awwww... that is so nice how you treat your cats... I used to do that to my kitten too... a little white ball of fur called Snowball... cliche I know, but he was the cutest thing. So I know how you feel, but that's like I guess, and it just proves how fragile we all are... mortality is after all, a part of life, and seeing from the halo on his head, you know he's in a better place.

Death isn't a destination, but another journey we all have to take someday.

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