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Hiya there folks
Sorry, I'm not feeling very well today *sigh*...cos tomorrow it's my birthday and I told my family that this year I would like to make some dinner because I would like to spent a good time with them this year, since the other year they didn't wanted to be with me in my birthday, but they didn't liked the idea They don't want to spend a time with me nor that I do anything for my birthday, because they say "there's nothing to celebrate" I asked my parents why they say so, and they said it's cos I still haven't finished the collegue and I have the same job that isn't good
And you know, this is making me feel terribly frustrated because, it's the same every year since I started to go to high school. The last years they didn't celebrated my birthday because I had not finished the highschol, or cos I had a job they didn't liked. This year I got better, and I started to learn french, but they, instead of being happy for me about it, they said that learning french in a self-taugh way doesn't mean anyhing if I don't have a diplomma from a school that says I studied, yet they don't want to help me to pay french classes on a school. *rolls eyes* Also, they still complain that my job it's poor and that "I can't get a better job cos I don't have a collegue diplomma" O_O...I think, or they believe they are asian parents, or it is simply an excuse to not saying face to face that they just don't love me and don't care about me, and they don't wanna be with me at all. I wanna struggle to think that it's not because of the second reason, and give an excuse to them to say these things thinking that maybe they just want much of me for my own good or...something...but actually, something inside me tells me that it's the second option, that they just never loved me at all....*sigh*
I will go and try to do something great for my family tomorrow so we can spend a good time though, because,
well, I loved them, they are my family after all. And because I hope I can convince them to get united and spent some time together, and with me...I don't know, maybe a miracle will present At least I should try it I think.
I have to say, honestly, that I would love to spend my birthday with my friends here instead of my family though (that would be the ideal thing of course) but that's natural, because one always prefer to spent time with people who love them rather than with people who treat them badly, or alone. But sometimes you need to settle with what you have
I'm sorry I haven't been inspired to do a good and detailed drawing to celebrate new year yet, but even so, I would like to give my friends and watchers here a thank you, and share with you folks this drawing of Wilt I painted on September last year It's the painted drawing of [link] I hope you like it!
Done with markers and oil pastels, also I added a few real glitters to the clothes

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Hiya there folks
Sorry, I'm not feeling very well today *sigh*...cos tomorrow it's my birthday and I told my family that this year I would like to make some dinner because I would like to spent a good time with them this year, since the other year they didn't wanted to be with me in my birthday, but they didn't liked the idea They don't want to spend a time with me nor that I do anything for my birthday, because they say "there's nothing to celebrate" I asked my parents why they say so, and they said it's cos I still haven't finished the collegue and I have the same job that isn't good
And you know, this is making me feel terribly frustrated because, it's the same every year since I started to go to high school. The last years they didn't celebrated my birthday because I had not finished the highschol, or cos I had a job they didn't liked. This year I got better, and I started to learn french, but they, instead of being happy for me about it, they said that learning french in a self-taugh way doesn't mean anyhing if I don't have a diplomma from a school that says I studied, yet they don't want to help me to pay french classes on a school. *rolls eyes* Also, they still complain that my job it's poor and that "I can't get a better job cos I don't have a collegue diplomma" O_O...I think, or they believe they are asian parents, or it is simply an excuse to not saying face to face that they just don't love me and don't care about me, and they don't wanna be with me at all. I wanna struggle to think that it's not because of the second reason, and give an excuse to them to say these things thinking that maybe they just want much of me for my own good or...something...but actually, something inside me tells me that it's the second option, that they just never loved me at all....*sigh*
I will go and try to do something great for my family tomorrow so we can spend a good time though, because,
well, I loved them, they are my family after all. And because I hope I can convince them to get united and spent some time together, and with me...I don't know, maybe a miracle will present At least I should try it I think.
I have to say, honestly, that I would love to spend my birthday with my friends here instead of my family though (that would be the ideal thing of course) but that's natural, because one always prefer to spent time with people who love them rather than with people who treat them badly, or alone. But sometimes you need to settle with what you have
I'm sorry I haven't been inspired to do a good and detailed drawing to celebrate new year yet, but even so, I would like to give my friends and watchers here a thank you, and share with you folks this drawing of Wilt I painted on September last year It's the painted drawing of [link] I hope you like it!
Done with markers and oil pastels, also I added a few real glitters to the clothes