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Hey, the following text is going to be kinda sad and i'm going to talk about how I really feel (a.k.a. ranting and shit), so you may skip it.

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I'm sorry for the amount of gloomy/vent art lately. I just can't bring myself up to draw anything cheerful/happy and I feel like this is the only way for me to express how sad I've been for the couple of weeks/months.

To be honest I have been trying to deal with my issues for quite a time now, but I feel like I can't do it anymore. I've tried to get professional help but I feel like it doesn't help much because I simply don't know how to tell them that I feel like shit

And especially lately it's just suddenly become so difficult to laugh and have fun like I have normally done. And even my mother has started to notice that and she keeps asking if something's wrong and I just answer that everything's fine, because what else can I say? That i'm sad, scared and gloomy all the time and I feel like nothing's working anymore?

And I just have so many thoughts and things in my head that I really want to just spit out but at the same time I really have to keep that all in.

I've seen so many people in the same position as I am right now and I feel so shitty for not understanding them. I just want to apologize over and over again and I wanna comfort them and swear that everything's going to be alright, but I can't. I can't say or do anything and I don't even know why. The words won't come out and I freeze. I'm just so, so terrified.
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Description
Hey, the following text is going to be kinda sad and i'm going to talk about how I really feel (a.k.a. ranting and shit), so you may skip it.

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I'm sorry for the amount of gloomy/vent art lately. I just can't bring myself up to draw anything cheerful/happy and I feel like this is the only way for me to express how sad I've been for the couple of weeks/months.

To be honest I have been trying to deal with my issues for quite a time now, but I feel like I can't do it anymore. I've tried to get professional help but I feel like it doesn't help much because I simply don't know how to tell them that I feel like shit

And especially lately it's just suddenly become so difficult to laugh and have fun like I have normally done. And even my mother has started to notice that and she keeps asking if something's wrong and I just answer that everything's fine, because what else can I say? That i'm sad, scared and gloomy all the time and I feel like nothing's working anymore?

And I just have so many thoughts and things in my head that I really want to just spit out but at the same time I really have to keep that all in.

I've seen so many people in the same position as I am right now and I feel so shitty for not understanding them. I just want to apologize over and over again and I wanna comfort them and swear that everything's going to be alright, but I can't. I can't say or do anything and I don't even know why. The words won't come out and I freeze. I'm just so, so terrified.
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