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does it hurt?
when the line you snorted comes dripping down my face
do you know
that youre doing exactly what i warned you not to be
can i go now
can you wait here for the ambulance in the rain
there goes hope again
there we go

sipping your life away
gulping my life in gallons
and it comes out like the monster
that you make yourself to be
you are singing songs of love
while you play

make you hate me with this kiss
you already love me with his sin
your mistake is my love
your pain is my longing
your heart is like
the crown of heaven
and i wear it before god
you are before god

can i go away now
go into my lasped memory
the marionett keeps on playing
the rhetoric of these lines
i stopped making sense
when you started unzipping your pants
and you thought about me
and smiled

i hope you hate me
but you dont
i hope you can lie to me
but you dont
i wont let you
cause im holding your life in my arms
and your love in my heart
and your kneck in my grip
choking the pain
choking on your love

breathe
it will be allright
were in love remember?
and i do love you in spite
of these hurting words ive said
i dont mean them, but in my head
they tear at me and i have demons
teaching me arithmatic
and im learning nothing

cause i still love you.