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Well a lot has happened once again~

College Classes:
I've started a new term once again! [Even if this is week 5, still new]

And screenwriting is sort of kicking my butt. Too much information, too little- random little wrong formatting deals, uninteresting story- I think I've gotten every critique possible at this rate.

Oh! And in acting class we were paired up and put in scenes, I got the Odd Couple! I'm Oscar The messy slob! Perfect for me. It's the scene where the spaghetti linguini is thrown on the wall and Oscar chases Felix around the apartment… and just it's so chaotic, I love it.

I'm in compositing as well~ Step one of VFX! I love that part of my major >W< I can't wait to learn even more and just OWN compositing.

Organic modeling- I'm reallly excited about this class. Currently we're making a human but when we're done we'll be making creatures +W+ I LOVE MAKING CREATURES~!

Work:
I got promoted! I'm now a crew head~ I was a trainee for about 3 months- technician for 6 months- and now I'm a crew head! However there is no position higher than this so guess I'm just stuck here P: This means I've been working a lot more. I really hate it when my weekends are gone though… I've worked 3/5 weekends this term… both days. This coming weekend is a work weekend too. Darn it. Not that I mind but I hate not having a day off for a month. (By day off I mean either going to classes and/or working every day) bites. Which brings me to my next point-

Sick:
Second weekend off and I'm sick. First weekend my roommate had someone over so I was "entertaining" during the weekend. Anyhoo… I've been sick for the last week, week and a half-ish time. (It's hard to pinpoint when it started). Either way, all my down time this week I've been pretty much doing nothing- with minimal time spent on homework. Not the best, but not much I could do.

"Social Life": I think I might have one??
I've been going to clubs on campus and heading with my roommate to center city for this support-group-ish type deal where I have a lot of friends *W* And I'm making more friends every time I go! Tons of fun~ And after group we get to go to this sit down place where they have- get this- SMORES! You can order this smores kit and heat up marshmellows over this small flame deal. I love it *W*

I'm now a member of the Jedi Club on campus~ I'm still in training but soon I'm going to get my own lighty-up-stick! (lightsaber). My friend and I have completed our own fight and within the next month I should be getting my saber test. We have to wait until we're more proficient before getting them… mostly because they're dangerous, haha. People have gotten their faces broken.

Super Lucky!
Since april started I've been finding things?? Like I found a transportation pass for the month of april- and I've found coins all over the place (I found a nickel- it's name is Phillip) and I've found this card with money for parking on it? Although… I don't have a car so it's pretty useless… either way, nice month~

Video Games!:
My friend lent me their PSP! I've been playing it while I've been sick and oh my gosh Persona-- It's SO MUCH FUN!! I have been missing much in the realm of video games… holy heck. For once it's got me interested, I really like the story line. In the past video games (not that I played them really… but that ones I've seen) just couldn't get me to be interested. I'll be done with it sometime in the next two weeks, if I have time.

Art Stuff:
I've been drawing more lately! Yet…. I haven't finished anything, haha. All these sketches and nothing done. I'm going to be working on that this week… probably. My art's improved so I'm pretty happy \ o / And I'm going to get my paintings back in a few days so I can take pictures of them and then post 'em +W+ Should be fan-freaking-tastic! I'm drawing more traditionally lately, since I've been out without my computer as of late. No biggy though, I can just use a scanner if I wanted a digital copy. And it's mostly in pen, so good transfer.

Internet Things:
Okay, I'm behind on everything. >>; I'm planning on catching up sometime this week… so if you suddenly get a message from me after /months/ or something of not replying that's because I'm cleaning everything up xD;;; please don't hate me but I've actually been taking care of RL vs Internet life. I've been trying to focus on getting better and eating and cleaning my apartment- and just trying to be a better student and person.

Random Reflection Time!
Before college I thought I had everything figured out- money- friends- where I stood in the world and all of a sudden I've realized how much as shifted. I'm not really friends with the same people I was when I started college, I've been hurt and dragged through the mud. I've gained and lost so much self esteem. My self worth has never hovered so close to zero before.

My world view has sort of expanded? I'm culturally more aware- like I could discuss the difference between brush strokes of a painting from the impressionist era painter from those of the neoclassicam painters. I could have interesting conversations on feminism and the implications of gender. I can even explain how some of the finer pieces of code work. (Not that discussing code is all that interesting)

I've realized when juggling work and college and life in general I suck completely. I've been trying since the start of college to do it all, but I can't. I have so many limits, like I can't just work for weeks on end… I just don't function well like that. I need breaks (not that I really get them, damn this program is super intense!)

But I've figured out where I stand with my strengths as well. I am smart and creative- and honestly I can do whatever I put my mind to. [the mind part is the /hardest/] I never would have thought at this point in my life I'd have so many skills (more useless ones to add to my collection) and how much I would grow. I can appreciate the best moments because I've lived through my worst and I'm really happy.

Man college just FULL of learning. You want to learn about something? Go learn it. Experiment with everything possible. [I do not mean drugs or anything of the illegal nature however] I'm just so lucky.

TL;DR: I'm real happy and life's been super great this month!!

I WISH YOU ALL THE BEST >W< HOPEFULLY I CAN BE MORE ACTIVE ON THE INTERNETS~!

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