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I have wishes the world over.But I dont wanna talk about theΒ Β superficial ones
I wanna talk about the ones that cant truly be achieved
because they have to do with telling someone exactly how much they mean to you.
I want to say thank you to so many people
in so many ways.
but whats funny is very few of these people even know that they helped someone.
but thats how it works
I want to apologize to people
who worried over me
who got in the way when I got down
who didnt deserve what they got
I want to let people know what they mean to me
I want to tell them things that dont have words
you know the feeling that you cant describe
and the only way for someone to know is if they feel it too.
the way love tastes like an orange as one friend put it
how hate is bitter like dirt as I tasted it
sorrow looks like an old man in a casket
pain is a beautiful woman who cant see beyond her own complexion
I dont know what Im trying to say
maybe Im saying sorry
maybe Im saying thank you
maybe Im trying to say something that has no words to describe it.
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Comments: 9
mars-like [2005-06-05 01:43:29 +0000 UTC]
Oh, I love this I love this I love this.
"the way love tastes like an orange as one friend put it
how hate is bitter like dirt as I tasted it
sorrow looks like an old man in a casket
pain is a beautiful woman who cant see beyond her own complexion"
The last line has to be some of the truest words ever spoken. Oh, mon amie, I do not know how to articulate this unto you, but I love this poem so.
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baset In reply to mars-like [2005-06-06 00:38:25 +0000 UTC]
Many thanks to you love, I remeberd how somewhere along the line you were explaining what love would taste like and I wanted to remember it so bad but thats all I could rememebr..
Im trying to move on from that regretfull me, I like this new sight.
and its many thanks to you
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mars-like In reply to baset [2005-06-06 08:43:40 +0000 UTC]
You remembered more than me since I don't even remember talking about that. x_x
A change is veiw is always good.
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baset In reply to mars-like [2005-06-06 15:54:17 +0000 UTC]
It was here on Da somwhere
yes yes it is
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LostHeaven [2005-06-01 15:30:01 +0000 UTC]
Baset, dear, I think that my comment may be a little late; I have a feeling that what you have descided to do you have already done. But in case you are still here, reading this, I want you to know that you are loved nd cherished. Forgive people their ignorance, they know little else in this world if only because they are as upset as you. There is too little love in this God-forsaken world, far too little, but count yourself lucky because you have some--it may not be the one you want, but at least you have some. What I mean to say is...I love you, and I hope that where ever you are, whatever you're doing, you are safe.
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baset In reply to LostHeaven [2005-06-01 19:29:31 +0000 UTC]
Love I do belive that you took this the wrong way, and to the extent of the wrong way. I was attempting to write somthing without malice or contempt, and this is how it ended up. I think I was meaning to portray how people give their love so easy with out knowing it. How people never thank someone because there is allways tomarrow. Like I had somthing great planned out for a friend of mine who helped me so much and now Im moved away, so I cant make my plan work. Im trying to give emotions physical shapes. Hence the strange visuals. I do not doubt I am loved, in fact I know I am . You needent fear for my life, for it is in no danger. Im mearly trying to put emotions to words. My gratitude for all thouse that have helped me and wil most likely never know it because they were the women on the street that I watched, the boys that spooged for money and let me buy them some breakfast. My friends of whom could never comprehend the extent of my gratitude for them. I mean to say with all these words. Im thanking thouse who have helped me and apologizing to thouse Ive hurt. The people who could only stand by and watch as I became self destructive and began my down ward spiral into self loathing. My apology to thouse that tried to help. Also this was written to describe the feeling that Ive had for the past year. This feeling that I cant describe I want every one to feel it. but Im not sure what it is. I would say it is genuine happyness but I couldnt be happy where I am now. Its too far from home. But its like someone opened a door and is letting come and go as I please. for me this is a great thing. for most my life.
Look at this Ive babbled away just trying to tell you not to worry, Im fine. Love is a grand thing, and now thanks to my friend for the past two to three years Ive felt it most all the time. Thanks to people like you who care despite the limted knowledge of me that you have. You are the people that I want to thank because you will never know how much youve helped me...
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LostHeaven In reply to baset [2005-06-02 15:01:08 +0000 UTC]
Thanks. Sorry that I took this the wrong way, most likely going a tad overboard. I'm glad that your alright.
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baset In reply to LostHeaven [2005-06-02 19:38:23 +0000 UTC]
Its okay I understand entirly, and many other people at a different time in my life would have taken this the same way.
^^
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