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Published: 2016-09-19 15:43:22 +0000 UTC; Views: 627; Favourites: 47; Downloads: 0
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No motivation, no inspiration, No desire.Just bored. It's not real. Mph..
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Hoki-Lokison [2016-09-22 13:12:07 +0000 UTC]
Beckitty, you are not worthless. You are amazing, and I really look up to you as an artist. You're an inspiration to me! Don't let some stupid haters tell you otherwise, because there are so many people on here that care about you, including me.
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PURPLEGUYSGIRLFRIEND [2016-09-21 22:59:37 +0000 UTC]
I care about you beckitty even if they dont
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SkyTheEpic [2016-09-21 03:48:24 +0000 UTC]
Hey, I know you care, And feel bad about things and get really heartbroken because people are too stupid to realize that you're a human being with feelings, But, I know what you're going through. This used to happen to me alot. You need to put up a journal, Not apologizing, but standing up for yourself, Pour your heart out, Tell everyone what you feel, Tell the haters, the people that care for you and love what you do (My fellow watchers), And just...Everyone. Keep being yourself, You are unique, You are beautiful, You are amazing, You are YOU. There is only ONE you. Only ONE person that can choose what you can and cannot do. and that is YOU. Be yourself, be whoever you are deep inside. Only you can choose what you feel, I'm not trying to force you to be happy, But i'm trying to help you. You need support? That's okay. You need love? That's okay. You need happiness? My god we all do. This world isn't perfect, I wish it was, But it isn't. No one can change that fact. The only thing you can do, Is try to help others be happy, Try to help yourself to be happy. I'm not happy with some things in my life, But i still endure. You need to endure too. Fight 'til the end, Or die trying. That's my motto. Don't go dying on me now though, But keep living. Live for your family, Live for your friends, Live for yourself, Live for happiness. YOU are the only one that can EVER and i mean EVER choose to do anything in your life. I just hope you see that, Nobody is perfect, We all have imperfections, But that's what makes us who we are.
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Cassie210 [2016-09-21 00:40:16 +0000 UTC]
Bec, you are worth so much more than nothing. I'm sorry you have such terrible friends that put you down like that, and they honestly don't deserve a good friend like you.
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FlameBird863 In reply to Beckitty [2016-09-24 11:02:11 +0000 UTC]
You do matter. You matter to us. You matter to that one friend. To your family. To God. All these people would want you to be alive and stay positive. Don't let darkness overflow you, and let the light shine.
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Beckitty In reply to FlameBird863 [2016-09-24 11:50:11 +0000 UTC]
My family doesn't care... And I'm not religious..so I don't Believe in God. <\3
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Cassie210 In reply to Beckitty [2016-09-22 02:23:28 +0000 UTC]
Well Bec, you do matter. Some people tend to not realize what they have until it's gone. I'm kinda sad you feel that way, because they should have talked to you at your lowest point. Idk, I guess Im weird and try to do the best I can for my friends, and I feel like friends should be there to support a person as best they can, even if it's just talking and being there for them. But Im glad one friend decided to stick with you through it all, you deserve a great friend like that.
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User09222 [2016-09-20 13:55:02 +0000 UTC]
Snap out of it.
You're beyond nothing.
People are here for you.
I don't EXPECT you to care but,
What matters is who you REALLY are.
You're not an attention whore.
You're not worthless.
You're not the only one who's life is like this.
Every one of us have this. And you're not alone.
I am not here for something or what so ever.
You're art is amazing. You've put all of the effort on everything you made.
Your OCs are beautiful, cool, badass as f-(kokonut scream, stabs a kokonut).
But I am now here to say this.
This might be like the first time I do this, but stop thinking about all of these problems.
Because thinking about them makes it worse, so
Try to forget all of them.
Have courage on you.
Don't give up who you are.
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Beckitty In reply to User09222 [2016-09-20 14:05:03 +0000 UTC]
I would love nothing more than to snap out of it. I've tried, but my mind jsut won't let it go. I do care. I am well aware I am not the only person going through this. I never said I was. I try and help people I watch all the time.
I can't stop thinking about them. They're not online issues, you can jsut turn off your computer and ignore. It's multiple real life issues. One getting progressively worse and I don't know who to trust with it. If I ignore them; it can get worse...
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User09222 In reply to Beckitty [2016-09-21 12:37:23 +0000 UTC]
I understand how this happened, but you might have good memories in you, even they can't be remembered, so just try your best. And try to stay strong as well.
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Saltwisty [2016-09-20 06:08:34 +0000 UTC]
But your not worthless at all becky
Not to me at all,
Not to anyone here you are
You are priceless becky not worthless, you are beautiful and we are here for you love,
Im not here because i want something
People are here for you because they generally care about you
and we all just want you to be happier,
Becky your like a sister to me becky, i dont have a sister but if i had one, id wish it was you.
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Beckitty In reply to Saltwisty [2016-09-20 14:10:09 +0000 UTC]
Mrew... But I do feel worthless.
Well..jndont know aboutyjst. People
innever thought would unwatch me unwatch me bevause I'm 'too much tomdeal with". And itstrue. I dunno.. I've been skittish of you, stevei'mm and Jamie no haven't evenntalkedmto hamienfor weeks now? Indunnonnt. Then fanart20 made memcrynajd I didn't know..
ow.. That sounds good.
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Saltwisty In reply to Beckitty [2016-09-20 14:18:28 +0000 UTC]
hn,
if people had a problem with you they should unwatch you , simple and silently ,
but making a deal about it to you isnt alright!
I know you have been skittish of people you care about , your scared youll burden them but becky, all of us are deadly concerned for you! , But fanart20 shouldnt of made you cry. what did they say? Hnnn, i dont like it when people make you cry.
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peachyqueen8 [2016-09-20 00:04:37 +0000 UTC]
no, they didn't
they helped you think you realized that you're nothing, when they actually pointed out that your not
you are something, you are a very important, talented, beautiful something
and everyone of your followers can tell you that
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MichyChan [2016-09-19 19:23:45 +0000 UTC]
I'm feeling so bad for you, Becky ;___; I find myself checking deviantArt more regularly, to see if you uploaded something (You know...I wrote that before. To know, you're still there.)
And I really want to do something to help you but I don't know what I could do from over here...
Even if we've never written much, I consider you a dear internet-friend of mine. Just know, you're not alone, okay?
(And I'm also always considered a nice guy, I can never say no. So if people need something, they come to me, because I never say no. I don't want to hurt people and burden myself all the time. I'm not trying to compare myself to you, because I know that life is really hard to you for quite some time....
I'm so sorry. If we only could do something to make you feel better... )
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skruttifrutti [2016-09-19 16:26:48 +0000 UTC]
But you are worth more than just "nothing".
You're a human being, aren't you? You are worth just as much as the rest of us.
And you don't always need to be the "nice guy".
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