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Published: 2020-07-20 03:36:29 +0000 UTC; Views: 558; Favourites: 24; Downloads: 0
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Some of you maybe don't know, but I've been feeling so ruined down recently. There are so many reasons, because of that. But this night just broke me. Some of you maybe know that I'm very fragile when it happens word about social life. Well I just had a nightmare that completely broke me: All my friends from DeviantArt and Discord and any other social media friends I have were ignoring me, insulting me, and even telling me kill myself (not just in the media, but they wanted me to kill myself in the real life). They were telling me I was useless (I'm gonna censor this), who should (censored) and that I'm a (I seriously feel terrible when I think about all those words). And even worse, I have been having such nightmares for like 2 months exactly. And that my accounts gets hacked or I get banned. I really feel broken down lately. There's much more, but I don't wanna talk about it.I hope you understand everythingβ¦ πππππππππππππππππ
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DGEevee [2021-07-04 05:23:59 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to DGEevee [2021-07-04 05:25:11 +0000 UTC]
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NightyBiteyFan [2020-10-30 03:18:23 +0000 UTC]
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PrizeGetter2501 In reply to NightyBiteyFan [2023-08-17 20:39:48 +0000 UTC]
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kill-soni [2020-08-03 08:18:46 +0000 UTC]
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kill-soni In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-08-03 09:24:01 +0000 UTC]
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PixiBixi [2020-07-26 19:56:39 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to PixiBixi [2020-07-26 19:59:52 +0000 UTC]
Well don't worry Lucy.
I've almost recovered from that nightmare.
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Eeveus [2020-07-23 16:57:11 +0000 UTC]
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Sniper-the-Jolteon26 [2020-07-21 12:47:21 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to Sniper-the-Jolteon26 [2020-07-21 14:51:47 +0000 UTC]
Don't worry Sniper. I will always forgive you, no matter what.
Also, this post was from yesterday. I feel better now.
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Sniper-the-Jolteon26 In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-07-22 02:02:49 +0000 UTC]
Thank you... And it's good to hear that you feel better
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AJthekeldeo101 [2020-07-21 03:26:26 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to AJthekeldeo101 [2020-07-21 04:19:31 +0000 UTC]
Thanks AJ. I'll try to ignore those thoughts.
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AJthekeldeo101 In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-07-21 13:44:32 +0000 UTC]
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thefirstCats17 [2020-07-21 01:06:46 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to thefirstCats17 [2020-07-21 04:20:09 +0000 UTC]
Thanks for the advice.
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thefirstCats17 In reply to thefirstCats17 [2020-07-21 01:11:48 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to thefirstCats17 [2020-07-21 04:18:48 +0000 UTC]
Sure I want to be friends with you.
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thefirstCats17 In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-07-21 12:22:16 +0000 UTC]
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Purple-The-Vee [2020-07-20 22:05:35 +0000 UTC]
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Benji-Lavas [2020-07-20 19:41:47 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to Benji-Lavas [2020-07-20 19:46:06 +0000 UTC]
Thanks Shade.
And actually, I had a NIGHTMARE where my friends from DA and Discord hated me. I hope you understand me.
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Benji-Lavas In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-07-20 19:56:15 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to Benji-Lavas [2020-07-20 19:58:19 +0000 UTC]
*sigh* It's okay, Shade. At least I'm glad that I know that you care about me. *hugs*
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Benji-Lavas In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-07-20 20:12:40 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to Benji-Lavas [2020-07-20 20:17:32 +0000 UTC]
What? You aren't "just some person", you are one of my bestiest friends in DeviantArt. And do you know why I care about you? Well here's why.
I care about you because you are amazing and supportive. And because you are adorable, kind and caring as well. There are more reasons why I care about you, Shade. And you are one of my closest friends. I really love you. Because you are such a great friend for me.
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Benji-Lavas In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-07-20 20:20:55 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to Benji-Lavas [2020-07-20 20:25:29 +0000 UTC]
*cries irl* I'm really sorry if I have ever done something to you, Shade. I don't know if an apology will be enough for you to forgive me. You are so amazing, and thinking about myself losing you would tear me apart. Because you are one of my bestiest friends. I hope you understand.
(Also you're welcome.)
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Benji-Lavas In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-07-20 20:36:06 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to Benji-Lavas [2020-07-20 20:40:46 +0000 UTC]
*wipes tears irl* Don't worry Shade. I'll never hate you. I forgive you about the bad things you've done to me, no matter what. You are absolutely amazing and I think you are great as well. I kinda feel much better now. <:'-)
(Anyway I gotta go to bed now. I promise to tell you in Notes next morning if I feel better or not.)
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Benji-Lavas In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-07-20 20:52:40 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to Benji-Lavas [2020-07-20 20:53:44 +0000 UTC]
Thanks Shade. *Hugs you to make you feel better*
And goodnight.
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SlishSlashGames In reply to Benji-Lavas [2020-07-20 19:46:02 +0000 UTC]
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SlishSlashGames [2020-07-20 19:32:36 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to SlishSlashGames [2020-07-20 19:35:17 +0000 UTC]
*sigh* It's okay Stephen.
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SlishSlashGames In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-07-20 19:37:45 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to SlishSlashGames [2020-07-20 19:38:40 +0000 UTC]
Thanks bud.
I hope so too.
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SlishSlashGames In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-07-20 19:40:12 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to SlishSlashGames [2020-07-20 19:42:37 +0000 UTC]
That's indeed horrible.
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SlishSlashGames In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-07-20 19:42:48 +0000 UTC]
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ClarenceCallahan [2020-07-20 19:13:55 +0000 UTC]
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BGEevee2005 In reply to ClarenceCallahan [2020-07-20 19:15:05 +0000 UTC]
Thank you, Razor.
I really appreciate it.
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madnessfoxywolf [2020-07-20 18:39:15 +0000 UTC]
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madnessfoxywolf In reply to BGEevee2005 [2020-07-20 19:13:56 +0000 UTC]
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