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I’ll never forget the sight of you standing there, your cigarette smoke mingling with the snow blowing around you.  Your eyes were so sad in a beautifully broken kind of way; grey to match your world.

We tried so hard to hold onto all we had, however little there was to grab.  We never made each other happy, but our despair went so well together.  Everyone could see how hopeless we were, but they all knew not to try to stop us.

Of course, something so fragile was meant to fall, and fall it did.  Not even fall, implode.  Our beautiful despair and grey eyes only got us so far before we ran out of any connection; grew so sick of each other we could no longer be near.

I can’t even look at you anymore without wanting to cry, to make time reverse and bring us back to then.  Not to be happy, but to share our sadness, smoking to pass the time in our grey world, the world that no one understood but us.  (And that was the way we liked it.)

Description
I’ll never forget the sight of you standing there, your cigarette smoke mingling with the snow blowing around you.  Your eyes were so sad in a beautifully broken kind of way; grey to match your world.

We tried so hard to hold onto all we had, however little there was to grab.  We never made each other happy, but our despair went so well together.  Everyone could see how hopeless we were, but they all knew not to try to stop us.

Of course, something so fragile was meant to fall, and fall it did.  Not even fall, implode.  Our beautiful despair and grey eyes only got us so far before we ran out of any connection; grew so sick of each other we could no longer be near.

I can’t even look at you anymore without wanting to cry, to make time reverse and bring us back to then.  Not to be happy, but to share our sadness, smoking to pass the time in our grey world, the world that no one understood but us.  (And that was the way we liked it.)