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Published: 2008-11-22 19:49:31 +0000 UTC; Views: 155; Favourites: 1; Downloads: 4
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when i turned thirteen, i went over to my boyfriend's house to celebrate.  he said he had three surprises, and he was saving the best for last.

one.
we entered his room and he held out a pair of golden, heart-shaped earrings.  they were hearts to symbolize our love; we had dated for two months but we knew it was true love.

two.
we sat on his bed and he picked up his guitar.  after trying to distract me and avoid what was coming, he admitted he was holding the guitar for a reason.  he then sang me a song, my song, by-him-about-me.

three.
we sat in silence, but it wasn't awkward.  i eagerly anticipated his final present, promised to be even better than the two prior.  he laid me down and kissed me, and then i received it.  my third and final gift.

stop.
when it was over, he asked if i was okay.  i lied and said yes.
since when was feeling a girl up on your bed in your parents house romantic?
in the car, my mom asked if i was okay. i lied again, yes.

no.
on my thirteenth birthday, i learned three very important things:
teenage boys think feeling a girl up makes her feel loved.
      i have no idea how to say no.
            (i'm an excellent liar)
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Comments: 44

Tige321 [2009-01-03 14:44:54 +0000 UTC]

;_; Holy crap. *hug*

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blameXmyself In reply to Tige321 [2009-01-03 16:46:19 +0000 UTC]

*hug*
its okay lol

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kagome-kago-no-naka [2008-12-17 15:24:55 +0000 UTC]

lol i love the title.

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blameXmyself In reply to kagome-kago-no-naka [2008-12-17 20:42:18 +0000 UTC]

haha thanks

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kagome-kago-no-naka In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-18 05:19:47 +0000 UTC]

lol.
for the record

it wasn't funny except for the title.

i really liked it, though. i really felt a lot of emotion. and i definitely know what it's like to lie and pretend. so i can relate to it, i think it's really powerful.

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blameXmyself In reply to kagome-kago-no-naka [2008-12-18 05:31:02 +0000 UTC]

thanks
I think it's powerful because it's real, that's how my writing always seems to go. It's just not the same if i make stuff up :/

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tinyplaidninja [2008-12-05 06:01:41 +0000 UTC]

i kind of just connected the title with the actual piece *smacks forehead and feels stupid* it makes it so much better. not that it wasn't good before, of course. wow, ambie.

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-05 15:50:40 +0000 UTC]

haha I was proud of the title

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-05 23:46:59 +0000 UTC]

it is indeed a pretty sweet title. i'm sorry i missed it the first time XD

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-06 05:38:07 +0000 UTC]

is ok :]

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-06 06:17:50 +0000 UTC]

i'm glad. how was tonight?

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-06 22:30:22 +0000 UTC]

tonight...friday?

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-07 20:17:43 +0000 UTC]

yeah i think so...

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-07 20:36:26 +0000 UTC]

haha I don't remember

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-07 20:38:37 +0000 UTC]

haha ok then....
were you there last night? 'cause avey and i didn't see you =[

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-07 20:45:31 +0000 UTC]

no I can hardly walk lol

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-09 04:44:33 +0000 UTC]

sad day. it looked pretty pitiful today.
that's kind of how i was when i broke my big toe. i gimped around with a special shoe on for a while....it was terrible.

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-09 05:31:25 +0000 UTC]

yah :/
I think I might be able to fit it into my boots tomorrow (the big tan ones)

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-09 23:45:09 +0000 UTC]

woot!
progress!!

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-09 23:49:46 +0000 UTC]

haha no, no shoes :/

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-10 06:31:17 +0000 UTC]

oh. sad.
*sings the no shoes song*
(no, i don't know how it goes.)

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-10 14:18:50 +0000 UTC]

haha there's a song??

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-11 05:48:02 +0000 UTC]

there is now.

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-11 06:46:55 +0000 UTC]

hokay :]

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-13 01:29:58 +0000 UTC]

haha my word is the LAW!

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-13 17:48:21 +0000 UTC]

*raises eyebrow*

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-13 22:50:58 +0000 UTC]

don't get all skeptical on me.

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-14 04:46:46 +0000 UTC]

but whyyyyyyy

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-14 05:54:02 +0000 UTC]

because i said so, that's why.
gosh.

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-14 18:27:15 +0000 UTC]

well meh.

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-14 18:28:16 +0000 UTC]

don't meh me.

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-14 18:34:13 +0000 UTC]

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-14 18:55:48 +0000 UTC]

no. not acceptable.

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-12-14 18:58:34 +0000 UTC]

:[

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-12-14 18:59:48 +0000 UTC]

i'm sorry for your loss.

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fates-hands [2008-11-23 21:58:00 +0000 UTC]

very deep and sad and true
love it!

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blameXmyself In reply to fates-hands [2008-11-23 22:34:25 +0000 UTC]

thanks :]

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tinyplaidninja [2008-11-22 21:58:51 +0000 UTC]

*sad face*
i like it, aside from the fact that it's true.....
but he's stoopid and icky anyway.

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-11-23 00:39:22 +0000 UTC]

haha I like how you know who it's about :]

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-11-23 02:01:32 +0000 UTC]

oh yes
*smacks said person upside the head*

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blameXmyself In reply to tinyplaidninja [2008-11-23 02:08:48 +0000 UTC]

aww thanks :] lol

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tinyplaidninja In reply to blameXmyself [2008-11-23 02:17:48 +0000 UTC]

any time.

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Boxworm [2008-11-22 20:08:51 +0000 UTC]

Me and you both. Dammit.

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blameXmyself In reply to Boxworm [2008-11-23 00:39:50 +0000 UTC]

yep :/
thanks for the fav :]

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