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I'll be venting here, if you feel uncomfortable, please dont read !

I don't want to remember my past, everytime I do, I get anxious and nervous. It hurts, It really does.

I got GR00M3D by a 15 yr old when I WAS FUCKING 9, It fucking hurts. i don't wanna remember it. People bullied me for my weight. People also accused me in school, i was called a loser and a freak. i never had a good childhood from my old school.

I experienced TRAUMA at a young age. A Bad childhood sucks tbh.

I tried to ch0ke myself back then, i wanted to commit $3lf hrm , but i was to scared and afraid to actually c0mm¡t $H.

I've been bottling up all my emotions and my Trauma, I wanted to vent to someone but I was afraid they wouldn't listen and just leave me. I was afraid.

the people i trust always go and Leave. it's not fair, is it? I isolate myself from other people and just stay in my room for a whole day. I was anxious, anxious and nervous that if i talk to someone new, they would leave me like everybody else.

But atleast i can get over my trust issues since people who I'm friends with won't leave me now, and I trust them.

That's all, bye :].

Description
I'll be venting here, if you feel uncomfortable, please dont read !

I don't want to remember my past, everytime I do, I get anxious and nervous. It hurts, It really does.

I got GR00M3D by a 15 yr old when I WAS FUCKING 9, It fucking hurts. i don't wanna remember it. People bullied me for my weight. People also accused me in school, i was called a loser and a freak. i never had a good childhood from my old school.

I experienced TRAUMA at a young age. A Bad childhood sucks tbh.

I tried to ch0ke myself back then, i wanted to commit $3lf hrm , but i was to scared and afraid to actually c0mm¡t $H.

I've been bottling up all my emotions and my Trauma, I wanted to vent to someone but I was afraid they wouldn't listen and just leave me. I was afraid.

the people i trust always go and Leave. it's not fair, is it? I isolate myself from other people and just stay in my room for a whole day. I was anxious, anxious and nervous that if i talk to someone new, they would leave me like everybody else.

But atleast i can get over my trust issues since people who I'm friends with won't leave me now, and I trust them.

That's all, bye :].