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oh wow, i messed up both of their markings.....
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2nd gift for , she didn't fave the 1st one so i guess she didn't like it so i did another one....believe it or not, i used to be very angry at her once. but explained everything to me so i feel a little better now...but im still upset because it feels like i can't do anything right, i even messed up sinbad..AND HE'S MY OWN CHARACTER!!!
i feel like a big loser because truthfully im seeing alot of artist out there who are alot younger than me who draw like gods, and then there is me...everyone else gets to go out and vist friends and go special places and they get tons of inspiration for their art and thats how they get better at it, while im cooped up in an old apartment with a father who is a gigantic racist and wont let me do anything with my friends...i mean, most kids have a small job by this time of age, but i have nothing, every little bit of money i get, he steals it from me. so i cant afford all the cool stuff other people get.

i try to make up for the real life misery by coming here on DA, but all i get is hatemail and rude tear-jerking commenting from really popular artists when i make a mistake on their characters in giftart.
jordan-chan says "look on the brighter side of life."
but im not sure if there is, was or ever will be a brighter side to this horrid life of mine.

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oh wow, i messed up both of their markings.....
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2nd gift for , she didn't fave the 1st one so i guess she didn't like it so i did another one....believe it or not, i used to be very angry at her once. but explained everything to me so i feel a little better now...but im still upset because it feels like i can't do anything right, i even messed up sinbad..AND HE'S MY OWN CHARACTER!!!
i feel like a big loser because truthfully im seeing alot of artist out there who are alot younger than me who draw like gods, and then there is me...everyone else gets to go out and vist friends and go special places and they get tons of inspiration for their art and thats how they get better at it, while im cooped up in an old apartment with a father who is a gigantic racist and wont let me do anything with my friends...i mean, most kids have a small job by this time of age, but i have nothing, every little bit of money i get, he steals it from me. so i cant afford all the cool stuff other people get.

i try to make up for the real life misery by coming here on DA, but all i get is hatemail and rude tear-jerking commenting from really popular artists when i make a mistake on their characters in giftart.
jordan-chan says "look on the brighter side of life."
but im not sure if there is, was or ever will be a brighter side to this horrid life of mine.