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In my dreams you arethe only one I see
the only one for me
although I know you're far
away from my arms
you don't flee
so how can it be
that you refuse this warmth
of my loving heart?
Didn't you know
what I couldn't show
as it tears me apart
from within?
Or did you ignore
what has become more
than a tickling under my skin?
And now that I told you
about what I'm feeling
the question's appearing
can it yet be true
that my longing is in vain,
I'll be ashamed to the bone
and remain all alone
all over again?
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That reminds me once again of the situation I had in my dreams, especially waking up thereafter and having a feeling somewhere between "cloud 7" and despair. So, however, you managed to express what I was unable to talk about for years and you make me feel understood on a higher level (although I can't be sure if you really understand my blabbering now 
Oh ... and if your muse annoys you again: send her to me ... I collects dem since my own uses to run away so often. ^^
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a very interesting answer, concerning the context of thoughts in which I wrote this piece... I honestly wasn't inspired by the dreams you use to chase, nor by anything similar which might have happened to me (because, of course, it didn't 
But now that I behold your reaction to my work, I'm seriously in doubt about what I thought were my true intentions on this... I mean, I was never quite satisfied with how this poem turned out, as it sounded way too romantic and "full of intensely felt love" for the situation it emerged from. It just didn't seem to fit, you know? This whole situation appears quite twisted to me - which, on the other hand, would kinda match our both brain's occasional tendency of intertwining in strange ways (THIS would take that behaviour pretty much to a new dimension, though 
Anyways, I guess I'm sort of overinterpreting some things here and we might never find out what weird supernatural connections our brains bestowed upon us 
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So, I guess it has just fallen upon you while I was peacefully snoring in my bed. I'm about as confused as you are about this, since I started wondering how these thoughts came to your mind - I mean, we were talking about it last weekend that my dreams tend to be way more "spacey" than yours and that you never had such an experience: a person who just exists in your dreams, returns to them every few months and makes your heart jump in a triangle. So I didn't really expect these words from you, but it ... yeah, it totally used to be like that. I never had the courage to admit that I had fallen in love with a boy from my dreams (I considered it foolish) ... but as he hasn't shown his face for about two and a half years, I closed the case and try not to be such a pussy at talking about it.
Yeah, well ... more blabbering ... maybe I'm overinterpreting things as much as you do, but it's fascinating and kinda creepy, don't you think?
Anyway ... our brain connections might not be as supernatural as you think ... we ARE close to each other in many aspects, not only in our wrecked ways of thinking. So you're always welcome.
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