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It took me five times to really make something that felt decent enough. Five completely different drawings and angles.

Erm so ever since this I haven't really been able to pull myself completely back together. And yesterday, I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. I was prescribed pills and stuff, but just thinking about taking them kicks my anxiety into overdrive. I know they're not "happy pills". I know they're supposed to help me get better, not to make me overly peppy and energetic and happy, no, I know it takes a week or so for them to actually start working. But I just can't stomach the thought.

I've been sitting here for the past two or three hours handling an anxiety attack (pretty minor, not the worst I've had, but ultimately unpleasant regardless). I'm not sad or angry or anything right now...I just don't feel real.

Now I'm not looking for long paragraphs of sympathy or "be strong" monologues or tutorials on how to cope or rants about how medicine doesn't work for you. I don't really want anybody to comment anything like that, please.

Art and characters ©Skythewolfdog9 Do not steal, trace, or use in any other possible way.

Description
It took me five times to really make something that felt decent enough. Five completely different drawings and angles.

Erm so ever since this I haven't really been able to pull myself completely back together. And yesterday, I was diagnosed with severe depression and anxiety. I was prescribed pills and stuff, but just thinking about taking them kicks my anxiety into overdrive. I know they're not "happy pills". I know they're supposed to help me get better, not to make me overly peppy and energetic and happy, no, I know it takes a week or so for them to actually start working. But I just can't stomach the thought.

I've been sitting here for the past two or three hours handling an anxiety attack (pretty minor, not the worst I've had, but ultimately unpleasant regardless). I'm not sad or angry or anything right now...I just don't feel real.

Now I'm not looking for long paragraphs of sympathy or "be strong" monologues or tutorials on how to cope or rants about how medicine doesn't work for you. I don't really want anybody to comment anything like that, please.

Art and characters ©Skythewolfdog9 Do not steal, trace, or use in any other possible way.