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Sit down gather 'roun and lets dwell into the random things my brain is coming up with at this moment!

Alright before we begin, yes I have decided to cancel the lewd/mature seperate channel and in favor of keeping my content on one account. If you don't want to see swimsuit OCs /r34 OCs I apologize. I've put them as mature so best way to avoid is to not open somethjng that's been put as mature.

Also I know I haven't posted a story time in a while, but that's mainly because I have nit been able to decide between three different ideas I've had since posting my last. This topic came to me as a fourth idea that seemed more interesting to do ahead of the others. Also it's been really warm over here which has made me very unmotivated to draw in general. My last three uploads of OCs earlier (which were also on the now deactivated C-AllureAfterDark) were not drawn recently. They were done a while ago

Most of this stuff is going to be stuff I've thought of on the spot, since my brain switches random thoughts all the time. Some of these may not be happy thoughts as well I don't know yet, I probably will not edit this part once I've completed the typing this out sooo..l. here goes something....

The number one thing that's always on my mind is the possibilities and what it would be like meeting my online friends in person. I've made so many great friends and contacts online, whom all many different countries. My most recent from Italy...(I think) (Also I'm not counting friends from cruises since I have seen them in person before) MISF0RTUNATE being one of them, along with several mutuals we have. I know online personalities are not always the same as in person, which goes true for me definitely. I wonder if my online friends would be able to tolerate me if we were to just meet right now. I know I'm generally pretty loud and like to say random things that come to mind. Something I don't really do online.... except now.... I also tend to start singing. And it's not like I'll sing a whole aong, I'll start with random parts of a aong, or just the intros. Me and a friend can be doong something quietly for a long period of time, then out of nowhere I would start going "NOW LOOK AT YOU NOW LOOK AT ME LOOK AT YOU NOW LOOK AT ME.... HOW YOU LIKE THAT! YOU GON' LIKE THAT THAT THAT THAT THAT!" and then resume silence for the next while and I'll start going " *Imitates the piano G note* WHEN I WAS...A YOUNG BOY ..... MY FATHER.... TOOK ME INTO THE CITY.... TO SEE A MARCHING BAND!". Well I don't yell when I start to sing I only do it loud enough for myself and my friend to hear but sometimes that loud enough can be heard by more people if in a restaurant or on public transit. Hopefully if I do get to meet my online friends, they can tolerate that kinda thing, or welll.... *makes raspberry sound*

You ever get those really intrusive negative thoughts, like if you're looking down off a tall balcony and that little voice in your head goes "Jump.... jump those 40 floors". I do get those quiet often, especially in serious situations. Sometimes they will be something I would think would be funny in a tv comedy sense but not in real life. For example, in elementary school during the lesson (especially if it is really is boring) or a test I'd be focusing on what I'm supposed to be doing but my then that little voice goes "Pssst hey what if one of the guys in the back just stood up and start making gorilla noises" and I'd instantly picture it happening, and start snickering out of control. I'm surprised I never got caught for that, seeing how often it happened. Actually I might have once but forgotten about it. Whenever that kind of thought in class or during serious occasions happens now, random thoughts would just come in the form of one word memes or something. I do not want to go into my next driving exam and have one of those thoughts and then explain to the examiner that I remembered "Grand Dad" which caused me to laugh and blow 50km/h in a 20km/h school zone. (that's 30mph in a 10 mph zone for my American friends). Some more of the annoying thoughts are ones that make me think of doing something bad that I could do easily. Like on one of the cruise ships I was on, the cruise line's mascot costume guy was standing near me and my brain goes "What if you knocked him down the stairs beside you". Again it was a pretty funny thought and I started laughing at it, but it would only be funny for a comedic show and not irl. No matter how much that voice would try to tell me to do it, I would never do anything like that. This is why I probably would never want to travel to somewhere like Yellow Stone park. Just cause I would be too busy fighting off those thoughts than being able to enjoy the view of the guiser infront of me with no tough to cross barrier...... some of the worst of these thoughts come in the form of always wondering what would happen if something tragic happened in my personal life. I think maybe it's me wanting to be able to have a back up plan, which is why it's contantly on my mind. I'm not going to go deep into it but I think you can guess what kind of thing I'm talking about...... There's some things that I know I do not have a back up plan for today, or for a while. Also when it comes to flying, cruising, or even being downtown in a populated area, my mind instantly goes "What if the worst case scenario happens" and I'll know that the chances of the worst case scenarios in those situations happening are extrmely rare, but the thoughts go "Yeah but doesn't mean impossible" or "I bet many of those people who were in those situations probably had to remind themselves how safe they were like you're doing now" ......... Wheew that was a lot to unpack about intrusive thoughts.

At the moment while I sip on some, kinda luke warm water I am wondering, would people who don't like drinking water drink it more if water was actually the color were a light blue like in cartoons? Personally I think I would. If facebook groups such as 'Forbidden Snacks' have taught me anything, light colored objects and liquids are very tempting to consume, even if they are non editbles such as toy pieces, dice, a bucket of grease for a car, or light blue industrial liquid.

I'm also thinking some pretty salty thoughts towards facebook groups where each post has a comment section that's just people tagging their friends, and not engaging in discussions.
HEY 'SUBTLE ASIAN TRAITS' I'M LOOKING AT YOU. I don't have anything against these groups and I refuse to leave them because I do enjoy the posts and memes and news articles they share it's just........ I want to f-ing engage with group members, share memes relatated to posts, and discuss things, not have a voice drowned out by a sea of people tagging their friends. I don't mean to sound like a d- but I just want memes to recieve memes and funny comments not friend tagging.

Why is the DK 64 soundtrack so memorable compared to other games I've played. Compared to other and more catchier tunes from Mario, Sonic, or Kirby games, the ost from Donkey Kong 64 is just so memorable. And no I don't mean just the DK rap that everyone turned into a pinnacle of sentence mix meme editing. The entire soindtrack in general is so easy to remember. For me the most memorable songs are the Frantic Factory tune and the first Army Dillo boss fight theme. I recently added those songs and remixed versions to my playlist lmao. Also I hated that freaking Jack in the Box boss. Beating him was probably the most satisfying part of that game.

Well I guess that's enough for now, I may make a part two for this
I would like to make more but it's close to 7:30 am as of this moment I am typing and I have not slept a wink yet so I shall be doing that now!

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Sit down gather 'roun and lets dwell into the random things my brain is coming up with at this moment!

Alright before we begin, yes I have decided to cancel the lewd/mature seperate channel and in favor of keeping my content on one account. If you don't want to see swimsuit OCs /r34 OCs I apologize. I've put them as mature so best way to avoid is to not open somethjng that's been put as mature.

Also I know I haven't posted a story time in a while, but that's mainly because I have nit been able to decide between three different ideas I've had since posting my last. This topic came to me as a fourth idea that seemed more interesting to do ahead of the others. Also it's been really warm over here which has made me very unmotivated to draw in general. My last three uploads of OCs earlier (which were also on the now deactivated C-AllureAfterDark) were not drawn recently. They were done a while ago

Most of this stuff is going to be stuff I've thought of on the spot, since my brain switches random thoughts all the time. Some of these may not be happy thoughts as well I don't know yet, I probably will not edit this part once I've completed the typing this out sooo..l. here goes something....

The number one thing that's always on my mind is the possibilities and what it would be like meeting my online friends in person. I've made so many great friends and contacts online, whom all many different countries. My most recent from Italy...(I think) (Also I'm not counting friends from cruises since I have seen them in person before) MISF0RTUNATE being one of them, along with several mutuals we have. I know online personalities are not always the same as in person, which goes true for me definitely. I wonder if my online friends would be able to tolerate me if we were to just meet right now. I know I'm generally pretty loud and like to say random things that come to mind. Something I don't really do online.... except now.... I also tend to start singing. And it's not like I'll sing a whole aong, I'll start with random parts of a aong, or just the intros. Me and a friend can be doong something quietly for a long period of time, then out of nowhere I would start going "NOW LOOK AT YOU NOW LOOK AT ME LOOK AT YOU NOW LOOK AT ME.... HOW YOU LIKE THAT! YOU GON' LIKE THAT THAT THAT THAT THAT!" and then resume silence for the next while and I'll start going " *Imitates the piano G note* WHEN I WAS...A YOUNG BOY ..... MY FATHER.... TOOK ME INTO THE CITY.... TO SEE A MARCHING BAND!". Well I don't yell when I start to sing I only do it loud enough for myself and my friend to hear but sometimes that loud enough can be heard by more people if in a restaurant or on public transit. Hopefully if I do get to meet my online friends, they can tolerate that kinda thing, or welll.... *makes raspberry sound*

You ever get those really intrusive negative thoughts, like if you're looking down off a tall balcony and that little voice in your head goes "Jump.... jump those 40 floors". I do get those quiet often, especially in serious situations. Sometimes they will be something I would think would be funny in a tv comedy sense but not in real life. For example, in elementary school during the lesson (especially if it is really is boring) or a test I'd be focusing on what I'm supposed to be doing but my then that little voice goes "Pssst hey what if one of the guys in the back just stood up and start making gorilla noises" and I'd instantly picture it happening, and start snickering out of control. I'm surprised I never got caught for that, seeing how often it happened. Actually I might have once but forgotten about it. Whenever that kind of thought in class or during serious occasions happens now, random thoughts would just come in the form of one word memes or something. I do not want to go into my next driving exam and have one of those thoughts and then explain to the examiner that I remembered "Grand Dad" which caused me to laugh and blow 50km/h in a 20km/h school zone. (that's 30mph in a 10 mph zone for my American friends). Some more of the annoying thoughts are ones that make me think of doing something bad that I could do easily. Like on one of the cruise ships I was on, the cruise line's mascot costume guy was standing near me and my brain goes "What if you knocked him down the stairs beside you". Again it was a pretty funny thought and I started laughing at it, but it would only be funny for a comedic show and not irl. No matter how much that voice would try to tell me to do it, I would never do anything like that. This is why I probably would never want to travel to somewhere like Yellow Stone park. Just cause I would be too busy fighting off those thoughts than being able to enjoy the view of the guiser infront of me with no tough to cross barrier...... some of the worst of these thoughts come in the form of always wondering what would happen if something tragic happened in my personal life. I think maybe it's me wanting to be able to have a back up plan, which is why it's contantly on my mind. I'm not going to go deep into it but I think you can guess what kind of thing I'm talking about...... There's some things that I know I do not have a back up plan for today, or for a while. Also when it comes to flying, cruising, or even being downtown in a populated area, my mind instantly goes "What if the worst case scenario happens" and I'll know that the chances of the worst case scenarios in those situations happening are extrmely rare, but the thoughts go "Yeah but doesn't mean impossible" or "I bet many of those people who were in those situations probably had to remind themselves how safe they were like you're doing now" ......... Wheew that was a lot to unpack about intrusive thoughts.

At the moment while I sip on some, kinda luke warm water I am wondering, would people who don't like drinking water drink it more if water was actually the color were a light blue like in cartoons? Personally I think I would. If facebook groups such as 'Forbidden Snacks' have taught me anything, light colored objects and liquids are very tempting to consume, even if they are non editbles such as toy pieces, dice, a bucket of grease for a car, or light blue industrial liquid.

I'm also thinking some pretty salty thoughts towards facebook groups where each post has a comment section that's just people tagging their friends, and not engaging in discussions.
HEY 'SUBTLE ASIAN TRAITS' I'M LOOKING AT YOU. I don't have anything against these groups and I refuse to leave them because I do enjoy the posts and memes and news articles they share it's just........ I want to f-ing engage with group members, share memes relatated to posts, and discuss things, not have a voice drowned out by a sea of people tagging their friends. I don't mean to sound like a d- but I just want memes to recieve memes and funny comments not friend tagging.

Why is the DK 64 soundtrack so memorable compared to other games I've played. Compared to other and more catchier tunes from Mario, Sonic, or Kirby games, the ost from Donkey Kong 64 is just so memorable. And no I don't mean just the DK rap that everyone turned into a pinnacle of sentence mix meme editing. The entire soindtrack in general is so easy to remember. For me the most memorable songs are the Frantic Factory tune and the first Army Dillo boss fight theme. I recently added those songs and remixed versions to my playlist lmao. Also I hated that freaking Jack in the Box boss. Beating him was probably the most satisfying part of that game.

Well I guess that's enough for now, I may make a part two for this
I would like to make more but it's close to 7:30 am as of this moment I am typing and I have not slept a wink yet so I shall be doing that now!