HOME | DD

Published: 2014-01-26 13:53:41 +0000 UTC; Views: 15520; Favourites: 843; Downloads: 265
Redirect to original
Description
Oh good. I'm using fictional characters to vent. That's ALWAYS a good idea, isn't it? and TOTALLY not a way to make them OOC of anything.Ok so this isn't a "boo hoo hoo. No-one luvs me." picture.
As I always do, I tend to post a lot of journals talking about stuff I like, and I'll draw fanart for stuff I like and on Facebook I'll share and talk about inane stuff I'm into or find funny. But more often than not very few people have anything to say about these things. Now that's not really a big deal. Whatever. But for some reason I've had this little voice in the back of my head for a couple of months now where, if I do ANYTHING that isn't like, mlp art which usually goes over well, it pipes up and goes "No-one cares!"
I'll write a journal talking enthusiastically about something and it'll pipe up going "no-one cares about this stupid crap!" or I'll get an idea for something to write about or to draw and it'll pipe up with "Who are you kidding? No-one gives a shit!"
And then, if I do put up something I'm passionate about or I'm talking about something in my personal life and it just goes by without notice, the most common line that goes through my head is "I guess no-one cares."
That little voice is really becoming a problem @___@ and don't take this as my way of saying "PEOPLE SHOULD LOOK AT ME BECAUSE I'M SO DAMN IMPORTANT!". This is me battling with an inner voice that's found a way to really beat me down and make me feel bad. My long time watchers will know I've been having a long battle with my inner voices trying to find different ways to make me unhappy, or doubt myself or just make me feel shitty.
"No-one shares your enthusiasm." "No-one has the same interests as you do." "No-one is interested in what you love to do." "No-one thinks the same way you do." "No-one gives a crap if you're unhappy about this." "You're being narcissistic in thinking it's something worth being unhappy about."
So I drew Discord.
Because at least he's a character with interests and likes no-one in the show cares about either.
Oh hey look! a background! Hory shet!
Sorry for being whiny guys XP I hate complaining about my feels. Sometimes I just need to address them or I'll go nuts.
Related content
Comments: 104
nyro1 [2021-07-18 00:09:43 +0000 UTC]
π: 0 β©: 0
Alex-Canine845 [2021-07-18 00:09:12 +0000 UTC]
π: 0 β©: 0
13mcjunkinm [2021-07-17 23:58:20 +0000 UTC]
π: 0 β©: 0
mblairll [2021-07-17 23:53:37 +0000 UTC]
π: 0 β©: 0
JadeHarmony [2021-07-17 23:49:35 +0000 UTC]
π: 0 β©: 0
Pinstriped-Pajamas [2019-11-07 00:47:59 +0000 UTC]
Very relatable for me and a beautiful piece of work.
π: 1 β©: 0
VeronaSwift [2015-10-11 11:12:29 +0000 UTC]
God I know how you feel. But lots of people care about what you think. Don't let that voice get you down, okay?
Incidentally, this is actually perfect for Discord. If he won, he would have led a rather empty life, and nobody would seem to care, since they're all suffering under his reign anyways.Β
π: 0 β©: 0
Pencilmech [2015-06-27 00:39:02 +0000 UTC]
My first thought was that Kermit the Frog meme...
"But that's none of my business... ;D "
IDKY I thought Discord would be drinking tea though XD
π: 0 β©: 0
Lionroo [2015-04-22 03:03:23 +0000 UTC]
This is the background for my Chatting monitor. I love it so much. *hugs C-Puff*
π: 0 β©: 1
C-Puff In reply to Lionroo [2015-04-28 18:40:43 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so very much! X'3 I still somehow feel like this sometimes XD
π: 0 β©: 0
ZombieFX [2014-11-08 10:30:21 +0000 UTC]
i think he usual holds the glass with just a few fingers -like a real gentleman
π: 0 β©: 1
C-Puff In reply to ZombieFX [2014-11-08 10:41:16 +0000 UTC]
D: ...I think you're right, yes.
π: 0 β©: 0
C-Puff In reply to Cynderthedragon5768 [2014-10-19 16:11:04 +0000 UTC]
I think a lot of us do
π: 0 β©: 1
Cynderthedragon5768 In reply to C-Puff [2014-10-19 21:40:08 +0000 UTC]
For me, it's either descriptions, contests or commissions.
When my ask me something I already clearly stated in either the deviation or the description, I either ignore them or tell them to read the description :U
seriously.
π: 0 β©: 0
PumpkinSpice-Unicorn [2014-10-15 02:07:23 +0000 UTC]
I would be ever so honored if you'd let me use this as cover art for a fan fiction! You are such a talented artist, and I really love this piece!Β
π: 0 β©: 1
C-Puff In reply to PumpkinSpice-Unicorn [2014-10-15 10:14:50 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so very much I actually drew this is a personal message of sorts when I was feeling a little worthless and that no-one cared about what I do or say at all. I'm not really against the idea of using it as a cover for a fanfic at all, however I think it would be nice if it could still be tied to that feeling in some way or another, you know?
π: 0 β©: 1
PumpkinSpice-Unicorn In reply to C-Puff [2014-10-16 00:49:05 +0000 UTC]
That's actually what I'm aiming for- it's supposed to be about Fluttershy finding Discord's journal (supposing he kept one at all) instead of Discord himself when she goes looking for him. He just... stopped visiting after a while, and she got worried.Β
So it'll follow along as she reads the journal. I want to explore his thoughts and reasons behind what he does and explain why he's vanished and such. :b all those types of things. It's about FEELINGS, you know? x3
Let me know if you don't want me to use it after all!
π: 0 β©: 1
C-Puff In reply to PumpkinSpice-Unicorn [2014-10-16 08:22:30 +0000 UTC]
Oh yes. I think that would fit it perfectly then
No problem X3 just please link back and don't claim as your own and all that good stuff
π: 0 β©: 1
PumpkinSpice-Unicorn In reply to C-Puff [2014-10-18 00:40:59 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so much! And of course, haha xb As soon as it's up.Β
π: 0 β©: 0
DarthTriforce [2014-09-17 23:21:17 +0000 UTC]
I totally understand you here, I have the exact same nagging voices inside my head too. Like if no one really comments on my artwork even if they favourite it, I still think no one cares, or if I'm doing something random and I get no responses I always get this same voice in my head saying 'no-one cares' or 'they're not your true friends since they don't care about how you feel about this or that' or even 'what's the point in this crap? no-one cares so it's best not to bother with it anyway'Β
Sometimes I just feel like I go so low because of these horrible voices trying to put me down all the time.
π: 0 β©: 0
4ler [2014-07-01 02:35:24 +0000 UTC]
1 Peter 5:7New King James Version (NKJV)
7Β casting all your care upon Him, for He cares for you.
π: 0 β©: 1
C-Puff In reply to 4ler [2014-07-01 07:52:21 +0000 UTC]
The King James' translation is less than accurate... but it does have very poetic language
π: 0 β©: 0
Doctorwholovesthe80s [2014-06-29 07:44:25 +0000 UTC]
I understand, you have to vent or things will get worse. Everyone needs to do that. Hope you feel better now.
π: 0 β©: 0
wackko200 [2014-05-29 06:47:53 +0000 UTC]
Awesome drawing! I hope you get in a better mood after drawing this. I missed his chocolate rain.
π: 0 β©: 1
C-Puff In reply to wackko200 [2014-05-29 07:52:41 +0000 UTC]
I've been in a better mood since drawing this but I seem to be having another spell of feeling like no-one really cares about anything I do
I guess it comes and goes.
I'm really happy you like the picture though
π: 0 β©: 1
wackko200 In reply to C-Puff [2014-05-30 02:10:23 +0000 UTC]
I'm sure somebody cares about you...don't give up!
π: 0 β©: 0
SilkenWinds [2014-05-23 02:28:14 +0000 UTC]
Wow I just love your MLP art it's amazing! Also you convey emotion exceptionally well in your drawings!
π: 0 β©: 0
JJHatter [2014-04-10 13:43:51 +0000 UTC]
Shall I bash that inner voice over the head with a pool noodle till it shuts up?
Sincerely yours,
Ready-For-War (With a Pool Noodle) J.
π: 0 β©: 0
BrutalityInc [2014-03-22 16:16:47 +0000 UTC]
You know, for being a chaos-themed villain, he was quite predictable.Β
π: 0 β©: 0
kerorolover16 [2014-03-06 04:03:06 +0000 UTC]
I fell in love with this picture the moment I saw it, I've felt like this a lot too so I can oddly connect with it. Fantastic job
π: 0 β©: 0
Celestial-Rainstorm [2014-02-08 21:32:23 +0000 UTC]
Don't worry dear. This picture is gorgeous and I always look forward to your art.
π: 0 β©: 1
C-Puff In reply to Celestial-Rainstorm [2014-02-10 16:20:59 +0000 UTC]
Thank you so very much
π: 0 β©: 1
Celestial-Rainstorm In reply to C-Puff [2014-02-11 00:06:50 +0000 UTC]
You are very welcome
π: 0 β©: 0
January3rd [2014-02-07 02:24:22 +0000 UTC]
I think this is something a lot of artists have to deal with, I mean, even the biggest, most famous names have to deal with this. I mean, take William Shatner, for instance. Other than being priceline guy, or more obviously, Captain dang Kirk, how many people know his hobbies and loves? In fact, I think you're dealing with this even better than he is. He in fact writes a lot of very self-centric books, and those are one of the reasons it's actually rather easy to find out about him, because he makes it very easy.
You're not writing 12 autobiographies, you're just explaining your feelings. And that's totally understandable. You're doing great.
π: 0 β©: 0
PaperMatt202 [2014-02-01 02:58:07 +0000 UTC]
I just want to say, the phrase "no one cares" or "who cares?!" needs to die, and burn in Hell.Β I mean, clearly SOME people care if whatever it is is being brought up, right?
π: 0 β©: 1
C-Puff In reply to PaperMatt202 [2014-02-01 14:12:39 +0000 UTC]
I suppose so perhaps a better phrase would be "No-one ELSE cares."
π: 0 β©: 0
TheAmoryWarsSoldier9 [2014-01-31 03:22:09 +0000 UTC]
Ranting aloud is, I think, one of the best ways to calm down. Who cares if people think that you're whining, let out your feelings whenever you feel like it. And who cares if people don't care about the art you feel like doing/posting, draw and post whatever you want whether it's something that you're proud of or just something that explains what you were feeling at the time.
π: 0 β©: 1
C-Puff In reply to TheAmoryWarsSoldier9 [2014-01-31 14:30:42 +0000 UTC]
Thank you very much I'm just worried about doing it too much online, you know? I don't want to get a reputation as being whiny or unpleasant to watch because I'm always complaining
π: 0 β©: 1
TheAmoryWarsSoldier9 In reply to C-Puff [2014-01-31 23:00:10 +0000 UTC]
"I'm always complaining". Hah, you should see my posts.
π: 0 β©: 0
C-Puff In reply to chibilombax [2014-01-29 09:37:46 +0000 UTC]
It's a little confusing. For a few years we thought I did have depression, but I don't have all the symptoms. Only some of them. Now there's the thought that I have free-floating anxiety. I am on Anti-Depressants anyway though which helps for most of it. Sometimes I still have weird moods though.
π: 0 β©: 0
Crystalitar [2014-01-27 18:47:26 +0000 UTC]
i am gonna watch you (even tough i am not active) for trying to see ya other interests
π: 0 β©: 1
Triggerhappy01 [2014-01-27 18:13:17 +0000 UTC]
I like how the chocolate milk is emptying from the bottom up, nice touch.
π: 0 β©: 1
| Next =>