HOME | DD

CabooseBlue β€” A Very Matty Christmas

Published: 2010-12-26 23:44:47 +0000 UTC; Views: 1532; Favourites: 16; Downloads: 21
Redirect to original
Description So this is my newly updated Matt cosplay, and I am now officially a binding fem Matt with an imaginary penis. Also, this picture is kind of a fanservice, it's a Matty Christmas gift, tied up with chocolate in his mouth for Mello. Enjoy, write fanfiction, do whatever you want with it. Just know that I had fun with it. My Mello needs a wig before she's comfortable with her cosplay. Lets hope she can cut it soon.
Related content
Comments: 78

StripedSmoker In reply to ??? [2011-01-10 13:55:27 +0000 UTC]

I've never been to a big convention and free food
is only to get on the Chisaii, in whole Germany
I forget to eat anyway, I also don't feel hunger since some
months so I have no problem with the long food chain,
I normally don't eat there^^ But everybody else does.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-01-10 22:56:46 +0000 UTC]

There was some butchered English in there but I think I got the basic message. I have cycles in my hunger where either I'm hungry all the time and eat a lot, hungry all the time but can't eat much without feeling sick, or not hungry at all and wondering if I should eat anyways lest I accidentally starve myself.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-01-11 14:12:24 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, sorry, I sometimes feel bad and then
I even mess up German .___.
I normally can't eat a lot, except cookies.
But cookies are something special. They're cookies.
xD I'm loosing weight and if I keep it up like that
I'll be underweight in a few months :/
But when I feel good I have my periods of eating well,
maybe that will keep me from starving xD'

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-01-11 22:21:52 +0000 UTC]

Yeah, I think it'll all work out for us. I need to go running again but it's way too cold out and there's ice everywhere so I can't.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-01-12 18:36:42 +0000 UTC]

Ough, the ice... xD' I've had to go to another school
for informatics and it was a "Schlitterparie" (I love
this word xD) we couldn't get there in time and back to our
school during the break (30min) was also impossible...
You run? That's cool, I always want to, but I haven't got
any time or am just too lazy xD Well, I'm very thin but
I haven't got any muscle-like tissue

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-01-13 02:06:08 +0000 UTC]

It started with my mom and sister taking the dogs around the neighborhood. I joined them after their first two weeks and really wanted to run (because I have a lot of energy) and Nipper always wanted to run so they'd send me ahead with her and I would get more exercise than either of them because my dog and I would double back. I'm amazed at how much it improved my health and life in general.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-01-15 18:27:54 +0000 UTC]

Wow, sounds great. I am a cat lover, mostly because
we live in a small apartment and there is no room for a dog.
My energy level is somewhere beneath zero... But that's why
I want to run, because I hope to get a bit more health and
energy. I'm really too tired to live :/

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-01-15 19:25:35 +0000 UTC]

The first couple weeks make your legs hurt and you can't run as much but the more you walk/run the better you get and the better you feel. It really does pick up how much energy you have and how happy you are.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-01-16 21:13:37 +0000 UTC]

I walk a lot, i can't hold still, but sports tier
me very fast. Also because I have some health issues,
but that's just why I want to run and not join some group.
I have to set my own limit, i will never be able to get to
the limit a group would set.
Health and happiness... the two things that are my biggest
issues xD I really should try to run xD

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-01-16 22:10:54 +0000 UTC]

Exactly, I hate sports. I run for fun and to think, it's what I do. When I got upset that one time I wrote in my crazy book the first thing I thought was to go for a really long run, but I stayed to write.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-01-17 20:29:26 +0000 UTC]

Running is great to let some steam out. When I get upset
I sometimes run out and run and run until I don't know where I am
and then I have my fun getting back, it's a funny game... xD

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-01-18 12:15:55 +0000 UTC]

That's what I wanted to do, but I ended up not. I rarely get upset so I haven't actually had an opportunity to do something like that. I think I'd probably run straight to James' house though.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-01-18 20:17:13 +0000 UTC]

I don't really have these "strong" feelings often
but when I get upset I just need to leave the house,
I think it happened once or twice last year...
I don't have anyone to go to when I don't want to be at home,
sadly. My friends either hang out with their boyfriends
or well... my best friend moved last summer to NΓΌrnberg D:
But I don't need to be consulted, I normally calm down
easily once I'm out. I love being outside, I'm a nature lover.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-01-20 03:29:43 +0000 UTC]

Me too, I love being outside and I get over things fast so the combination makes going outside to calm down great. The worst part though is getting in an argument with someone that doesn't calm down, then you calm down and go back and they're still riled up. It really bites.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-01-21 20:08:05 +0000 UTC]

Yes, it does... if this person is a friend.
we have much idiots in our class and they get irritated
and angry so very fast. They can make a scene for fifteen minutes
while you just get bored by it xD'

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-01-22 22:53:40 +0000 UTC]

That sounds pretty funny actually. Like when my sister and I are arguing I have to bite my tongue or she'll flip out worse, and then she just says something so stupid that I could easily counter and I break out laughing, effectively ending the argument. There are so many things I've wanted to say over the years that I've had enough sense not to. Some of the things would just fuck up her psyche.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-01-25 17:30:59 +0000 UTC]

Thinking baaad things, I see xD
It's really funny when these weird people at school
just keep insulting me and keep it and keep it.
I've already forgot what it was about but... oh they are
just too funny xD
They actually think those "Yo mama" jokes would insult me,
and the only one they say is "I fucked your mother"
It's funny because they are so stupidΒ΄~

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-01-25 23:33:47 +0000 UTC]

Stupid people are so funny. I mean, most of the time when I'm goofing around with my friends I act really silly and ditsy, but I am by no means stupid. I have excellent grades and have common sense. Although I'll admit I have plenty of friends that are smarter than me, but I'm the one people come to when they don't understand something. I was the quiet smart girl before I made the friends I have now, I've become the loud crazy chick who's lovably insane, but I'm still smart. I wouldn't give anything to change who I am.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-01-28 15:18:52 +0000 UTC]

Yes, they really are funny! I love talking to them.
They say... such awesome stupid things!

I also am not stupid, even though it could be thought when
seeing me the first time, because I also am a goof ball, when
I'm with people i like. My grades are good and I can think very
logical also i seem to be good at... human things...
like helping someone to deal with great loss or love sickness...

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-01-30 01:56:04 +0000 UTC]

Exactly. I swear we are just about twins in personality traits. I mean, obviously we're different in some things but we match in a lot of stuff. It's just so funny.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-01-31 17:38:28 +0000 UTC]

Yes, it really is!
It's weird but also very nice
I've had something like a soul mate,
but we've grown in different directions.
She still is my best friend

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-02-01 02:28:28 +0000 UTC]

I'm so in sync with a lot of different people and in a lot of different ways. I love being close to people, I just love how much love I can spread. It's just so warm and cozy.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-02-05 12:31:09 +0000 UTC]

Aw Yes, when I feel unloved I just try to love
my friends even more and even when I don't get anything back,
loving itself feels great

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-02-05 23:59:12 +0000 UTC]

I second that notion. That's why I love unconditionally. I really hope that my unyielding trust never gets betrayed, I don't want to have to learn from my mistakes and become a colder person. I don't want to be changed.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-02-06 11:19:20 +0000 UTC]

If I could go back I'd say the same, now I want to change...
back. I was a silly kid, always laughing, I want to go
back to that state. ^^
Now I'm a lot colder, but I feel OK with that most of the time.
Still OK is not good.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

CabooseBlue In reply to StripedSmoker [2011-02-07 01:46:15 +0000 UTC]

I love who I am and I don't want to become the type of person that doesn't have any fun. You're so much like me, there are a lot of qualities that I wouldn't change about you either, like your ability to laugh at people that ask stupid questions.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 1

StripedSmoker In reply to CabooseBlue [2011-02-07 14:59:56 +0000 UTC]

That really seems to be a quality, I see a lot of
people getting irritated when being asked a stupid question.

πŸ‘: 0 ⏩: 0


<= Prev |