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Hi.

I know who you are.

You're the same girl who over thinks.
You cry, a lot.
You make mistakes, some even you know could've been different.
You weren't always the best.
You had troubles growing up.
No one liked you because you cried.
You acted out for reasons you still don't fully know.
Your mind, your heart, and soul have been damaged.
You felt so alone, feeling like you never were going to see the light.
Your one friend, your role model, your mother figure, died and left this world.
People like to assume about you.
You never talk, or are very straight forward with yourself.
You hate yourself.
You wanted to leave this world because you felt like you weren't worth it.

So why are you still here?
Why do you hate yourself so much?
Why do you think you're so bad?
What makes you feel like this?
Is it because you make mistakes? Even ones you didn't intend?
Is it because you weren't well?
Is it because you didn't have a chance?
Why dont you forgive yourself?

Well you may never say the answers.
You might not know them fully
But you do know this

You are not worthless

You are loved
You are a good person
You are flawed, but growing
You have heart
You have courage
You have strength
You have passion
You have perseverance
You are honest
You're weird, but that's ok
You are you

People forgive you for mistakes, even some don't care if you made mistakes or had a misunderstanding.
Don't be afraid.
Do not fear what you think is there.
Its time you finally forgave yourself.
If people already forgave and understand, why can't you?

I know it'll be a long road.
You still aren't well.
You're scared.
You're broken.
You are damaged.
But not beyond repair.
Take that risk, start a new leaf, let the past stay where it is. Take the lessons you learned, the wisdom you gained, and the friends you made along the way and reach for your future. It's right there, waiting for you

Its ok to cry. You need it
Its ok to admit this, because you need to hear it from you.
Its ok to show your weakness, because it allows you to be free

You're going to be ok.
Stay on earth a while longer.
You got people who need you, even if you think they hate you.
I should know. I AM you.
We'll make it. I promise.

Trust me.