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They were still arguing when I pushed and squirmed my way out.

It was too late. mistakes had
opened the door for her challengers.

she fell hard. Scrambling to her feet
only to stumble.
watched in dismay.
he turns away and ignores me.

It hurt a lot and I cried, but not for long.
clearly in distress.

put on a brave face.

Everyone has forgotten about me!

If you play alone you will never lose.

Please don't try to win.

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*brought her to tears*
....makes me unable to move.
i cannot look in her eyes. my heart breaks in so many fragments.
this piece is the hardest, but most beautifully important thing I may have ever done.

someone finally sat beside me, and made it okay.
someone could look ME in the eye and feel what I feel. understand me. help me. heal me. know me. care about me. hold onto a part of what i wouldn't let anyone see or know.....and take some of that, carry it, and let that be okay.

......i have absolutely never known that before.
and i want to cry.

please, please be gentle with me on this -- i've never been so afraid to share.

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IMPORTANT!!!!!! the LEFT image is NOT my own! it is a PRINT purchased from deviant ~StannLeigh because of what it meant to me. PLEASE DIRECT FAVES AND COMMENTS ALSO to HER work. it is crucial to this piece and would be NOTHING without it. only with her permission and priceless capture was I even able to do this. PLEASE give her credit. She deserves more gratitude than I could pay her myself.

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Description
[must see full]

They were still arguing when I pushed and squirmed my way out.

It was too late. mistakes had
opened the door for her challengers.

she fell hard. Scrambling to her feet
only to stumble.
watched in dismay.
he turns away and ignores me.

It hurt a lot and I cried, but not for long.
clearly in distress.

put on a brave face.

Everyone has forgotten about me!

If you play alone you will never lose.

Please don't try to win.

-------------------------
*brought her to tears*
....makes me unable to move.
i cannot look in her eyes. my heart breaks in so many fragments.
this piece is the hardest, but most beautifully important thing I may have ever done.

someone finally sat beside me, and made it okay.
someone could look ME in the eye and feel what I feel. understand me. help me. heal me. know me. care about me. hold onto a part of what i wouldn't let anyone see or know.....and take some of that, carry it, and let that be okay.

......i have absolutely never known that before.
and i want to cry.

please, please be gentle with me on this -- i've never been so afraid to share.

------------------------------
IMPORTANT!!!!!! the LEFT image is NOT my own! it is a PRINT purchased from deviant ~StannLeigh because of what it meant to me. PLEASE DIRECT FAVES AND COMMENTS ALSO to HER work. it is crucial to this piece and would be NOTHING without it. only with her permission and priceless capture was I even able to do this. PLEASE give her credit. She deserves more gratitude than I could pay her myself.

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