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carvingbackbone — you say i need appeasing..
Published: 2008-10-17 00:00:20 +0000 UTC; Views: 1020; Favourites: 23; Downloads: 17
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...when i start to cry.
just let me cry.
i haven't in years.
these tears are warranted.
i can't hold them back any longer.
stop telling me to stop.
stop telling me i'm weak.
stop breaking me down.
stop denying this need.
this hurt.
this ache.
this loss.
how can i give myself permission to cry if you won't?
i hate you for this.
i hate you for robbing me of this.
you've stolen something more than innocence.
you've robbed me of feeling.
how can i heal if i can only hurt?
i've got to get it out,
but you won't let me.
shun me.
hate me.
despise me.
it's no wonder i've never been able to love you.
....but i guess that's okay, because the feeling's always been mutual.
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I am sorry you could write it.
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I love your eyes, just had to tell you.
Your words are always so beautiful, even if the meaning behind them isn't.
Worst case, go to the bathroom, or drive somewhere. Let it out if it'll help you.
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aw, thank you so so much -- your encouragement and support means everything to me
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im here. for ever and ever amen.
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beautiful; the words that come out of your mouth are always so amazing and poetic!
i know you are hurting, and i probably cannot begin to understand why; but i'm here if you ever need someone to listen or rant to, even if we barely know eachother..
stay safe xx
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aw thank you so so much darling. it means so much to me that you care and reach out. the compliments to my writing are truly cherished, because i feel the same abotu your writing accompanying all your submissions.
but, most of all, i just appreciate that you've offered to be here and care more than just a watcher of art -- thank you so so much.
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